Your thoughts share the same air
It all stems
from
there

On the beach with a girlfriend
Joking playing silly pretend
Rolling around
Laughing so hard our bellies hurt
That was so fun
I woke from my dream laughing too

I feel it a pressure on my leg
Seems like the dog
But I know he's lying in his bed
Leg goes numb
Not again!
Trying to take hold
So I can't move or speak
I see myself turning over and call out but it's not how it is
I'm stuck still as I am
All will to liberate
Lucky this time caught it early
Grip loosens slowly
Nightmare in someone else's palm
Release for now
Present keep calm

I have something I don't like
I would prefer not to write
I hold myself in hindsight
I find it easier to express
I dislike the conveyance
I try to alter the portraying
I do what I can
Can I alter the plan
I am what I am

Past partners I attracted from my lack of self worth
So I was constantly left hurting
The things said stayed in my head
It came from my lack of feeling good enough as a child
So she ran to her saviour
But the attraction was from a place of pain
The rain fell from my eyes and many times they just watched
Only picking me up after I had completely fallen felt I'd given up
I keep working on self healing but some aches are still present
I wish I had loved myself earlier
Maybe
I could be happier

It would be nice to walk at a pleasant stroll
The path didn't travel that way
It went over rocks
So close to cliff edge drops
It went downhill before I could climb back up
To be met with surrender as I was hurtled down a steep decline
The climb back up got harder
I stumbled
It
got dark
Footing kept slipping
Felt I was plummeting into hell
I'm in the moonshine now
Hoping for a little more glow
I know I have faith
I trust the Lord knows where to go
I can only slip as I can handle although it feels at the time you can't go on
I know the days become a little brighter as we learn to sing when in song
The nights are changeable sometimes so cold but you see a little sparkle in the distance
Hope -
It will lead you home

If another hurts I want to soothe the pain
If I hurt it's just been accepted for me to feel that way.

If world was yours and rule by you
Would you not want
All to love
One to One
to
school

Try to talk to them
It makes you feel so alone
They just don't understand
But we try

Sitting with this pain in my chest
It's taken up my day

Memories wash up to the shore
Times heart was heavy
I saw an eyesore
Stain on society
Using whatever substance and suffering to drug me
Unable to see
Didn't want to feel
anything
It hurt too much
To go within
Should of been sending more love
Suffered
enough

The day is filled with words images and actions that stream into the other
When they want to be heard they make themselves known
The messages highlighted in the pages read
Today follow the lines from cover to cover
The stories in the now
This is a gift alone

I think it's bleeding its spilling out
Beating hard and fast
Spinning
Dizzy now
Pain is stabbing
I think it's a heart attack
You broke my heart
When you left leaving me without
The heart it numbed to stop the pain
But now the heart is
     spilling
again

Ebbing and flowing as a wave
Falling and rising to brief peak
Splintering and shattering to the sea
The deep suction seep
Pouring
into
wells
to
channeled veins
Rippling its song unto
the next line

Even when I die

I will always start again

Turning vices into nices
Tapping into hurt and pain
To gain
Deploy
Sweet

On each dark night
I look up to the moon
Crying out in blue
Heart mournfully
swoons

As      
I am    
here    

          Not
           there
             with
              you

Not after the one time love
After the life time love

One day the bitter winters will end
The ice will melt
The sun will break
We will walk hand in hand in cooperation
love light and respect
A partnership made in heaven
A vow of truth
Bridged bond everlastingly made

Shipwrecked treasure
Marooned hidden pleasure
A cove of paradise
Once brave through choppy waters and sea of ice
Be welcomed and warmed by soft sands and poetic flow
Freedom in bare skin and supple bone

Fresh morning breeze
Sun smiling through the trees
Honeycomb and white chocolate cookies
Hot chocolate with marshmallows
Yes please!
:-)

Beauty is only skin deep
But the deeper I go the more my skin connects with the tissues that weep
I have been down in the depths
So let me breathe
This form is the only one I encompass in life
The only one I will ever need

I feel I will never feel or win love
Prove me wrong

Inhale
Exhale
Pause
Listen
Talk
Wonder if you belong

Purple flowers in soft meadows
Bright as the sun

Telepathy
It's all
in
my
head
He said

When we turn to face our fears
or have them ****** upon us
once the torment has settled to an echo from a scream
We see we needed the shockwaves to Rise Above, not fade and die
All is not what it may seem!

Feminine and Masculine
Where does one end and one begin

Masculine and Feminine
To action patience strength and nurturing

Feminine and Masculine
Feeling it all inside your skin

Let's flow from one to the other
Aware of our outer and inner cover
Waves
of
soft
Waves
of
Roar
Blending
onto
steady shore

Why would we want to cure the earth
Cure known to man become more known to monetary gain
As illness big value to recover from pain
Life in the hands of greed so inane
As more grow wiser and strong to cruel power game

Bullied my whole life
I still get bullied
Strangers online
The thing is you are no stranger to me
I've even been one of you
You are in pain
In fear
You find your strength from trying to throw another down
You deserve love too
Though you might not receive that right now
You still do

Dark turns to light
Light faces dark

I'm not trying to
let go of you
I'm just trying
to live

Tempestuous seas
Plunging
to
the
Deep
Desecration
in all that
plea
Raging
Wildly
Taken down
in
your
sorrow
your
hate
your
mercy
Submerged
Sunken
Drowning
Accepting
fate
Shifting sands
upon it's
wake

Your eyes feel like home to me
Your gaze so adoringly
With you love is all I see
Eyes speak
Tenderly
Soul deep
Diving blissfully
Ascending to your heavenly shore

The fire burns inside
Desire and passion bright
Quest to follow insight and live to fuller life

They come
to me
They
flow
through
me
Riding the
lows and highs
of
universal
life

Sometimes I wake up
to energies
watching
me

Awakening to the truth
Can at times seem like a destructive process however it is the opening up of awareness to things that have been there all along beyond the usual senses
Just because it is a truth right now does not mean it isn't changing
This is the time of transformation on the planet
With any emotion or dense energies in order to release them we tend to view them
Feel it
Then we can purge
and
release it
Release it to the light
Bring more light to you

Beneath the cracks and uncertainties
There are bright eyes waiting to see

Love is magic
If you get it right!
Otherwise
It's just a ****** sight!

The dreams of fear are here again
Rest and release make compatible friends
Below the surface rises pain
Wake up to find on mind and brain
In these dreams Hell breaks loose
Cut the cord
Untie the noose
Once you see the pressing dread
hold is lighter
You see my Dear Friend...
.....I'm a Hell' of a Fighter!

Autumn leaves
Fallen with the season
Broken onto ground
Dust to line the path
Pave the way
for which
is yet to
grow

On the tv
At shopping malls
Covering all we see conscious or subconsciously
Masking who we are really
Bringing fear to change our minds and insights
Getting a step up through treading on others and fist fights
Barely any compassion and care in advertise
Selling the brand cause you Can't live without
Have to have better than him or her or you're a loser to doubt

Hush now..
Stop the sound!!
Breathe in!
Breath out..
Take a look around
We are all seemingly lost in this crazy town
Can you blame what you feel now?
Take a seat
Put up your feet
Rest awhile..
See child you are not so conflicted
It's just the noise that's inflicted
You may be feeling wilted and stripped of innocence
But you are very special and truly gifted
You are here to connect the difference

Sometimes I think
I'm laz