In these aching times where so much feels unfine  
There is a little hope in the air'  
Thinking to shared memories and moments of warmth
to cherish
Friends who have met your smile with another
Love to dance between energies from family
Soul sister and brother
When treasure needs a little digging to be uncovered
Let's remind of time we found springs of laughter to rejoice in
the abundance
Flowing
source
to
well up
with delight!

The dark room makes way for the light
Sparkles flicker in the night
Smoky hue of black crawl through
Mouths wide silent scream from inside
Souls trapped in a cove
And still
the light flickers

We left them there to smolder
Intoxicating scent filling up lungs
Breathing you in to my existence
A chasm baking between bones
Heating up flames to rise higher
To melt into the sky
Memories in the ashes
to burn out . .
but
never
die

Little girl in a dream she's frightened of her chaotic scene
On the edge up so high she can feel the fret already rushing by
Imagine that
She doesn't want to be so close to the ledge no more
She wants to let go
She does
Slides down the angled bus
Wakes up still scared
Dripping with sweat
Camera cartoon images projecting
Burying head in the covers
Gets up
Freshens up
Writes above passage
Thinks about love
Posts the words hopes it's enough
Lays back down her head
Tries again to rest

Together on the sands
Looking out
to the
sea
Present in company
Future became our reality

A pillar from core to air
Vines twisting twining intersecting overlapping pushing
under loosely thread
Tightening as they grow
Constricting
Breathing more
Air is dense
Light is the floor
Holly prickling pillow
Soft warm sinking sand as the door

Separate
bodies
Same soul
Forever intertwined
Wanting to
let
go

They guide me
further
into
the
unknown
They sew me
deeper
into
the
fabric
of the universe

It's amazing all the hurtful words
we have wrote to ourselves
Once you've read them
Know how they felt  
Heal and transmute
Scrunch up the paper
Slam dunk them in the bin
Bit by bit
Peace by piece we can win
Feel whole again

How could you love another so heartily
When you couldn't love yourself
Love starts with you
Til then
love
It fails to be true

My dreams tend to be set to a theme of past emotions and pain
Maybe one day get to live with
warm loving
dreams

Real love leaves you in vulnerability
Cuts you to the bone
Shatters your existence
Crying on your own
It brings in a wound
A deep hollow weeping wide
A place you have to look into
A place you can no longer hide
Inner love your eternal bride
Hope it gets better next time

Melodies tune to the sound of strings
Dante base and Heavens wings
Dancing naked as you play to me
Fire of hips with eyes of sea
Fan the flames
Ill dive
to
thee

Remember these moments
Cause one day
They'll be gone

Center with your Energy
Day and Night
Attune in Harmony

I think I am in love
I've tried to help it
I feel foolish at times
I've never met him
Not yet anyway

New eyes are softening to the cries of others
The goodbyes of lovers
The sleepless nights in heart ache covers
The angered words said by hurt egos and minds sorrows
Resentful souls that peer through back windows
A lack of love to harm as punch
Makes understanding easier
More giving to gentle touch
We really do go
and grow
through
so
much!!

Images spring to mind
Mine or another's
Linked and synced
Sisters
Brothers
Passions
&
Lovers

We find a love we didn't think was possible to feel as all our deep emotions of attachment slipped away
A love we know on outside make no sense
Inside heartful essence
Souls connect to source
Though human conditions throw us off course
Deep seated in grief
Pains come to light
Fears repeatedly rise
Cleansing work to know self and the way life experience has held us prisoners to traumatic demise
Separated
So much loss
Only way to find self
To learn
To look
To heal
On growing pains
Shedding day by day
Illusions getting cut
Working through the rut
Death
Rebirth
Decay
Never be the same again
Never want to be
But see the beauty from bound up cocoon
One day fly free
No separation between you them us and me
Love connectivity

Unlearn all you have ever learnt and find out that there is so much more to learn and unlearn
Does the yearning ever cease
Do we just accept not to know
Is it best for all
Is bad evil
Is good Godly
For what and whom is cast good or bad
When the two combine is balance restored
Or will one win over the other
But why would good fight
Is there a good fight
Are we fighting it

Pretty pools tranquil and still
Form peaceful and clear
But how did it get here
Built from the seas spill violent and free
Wild in face of adversity
Storms rage
Water sprays
Thrown to the rocks on unsettled days
Waves and waves marching with the current
Flowing over but true to form
Splashing over climates
Weathered and torn
In all its uproar
Pretty pools
were
born

Spirit presence
Animal instinct
Come to the senses
Full of wisdom
Guiding to which way to go
Your character demeanour tales the show
Life in nature
Quick to grow
Skies of open
Earth below
Thank you
Your gift
Insightful

Tired now
Feel like I'm floating on a cloud
Bobbing up and down
Energy pulsating between flesh and bones
I could sleep more but I won't
Just lie here a little while longer as I write and watch the light and shadows of the skies drifting allure

Fortune told
Three rings unfold
Marriage of faith

Learnt behavior
Let it savour
Stewing in the ***
Leading to believe you're something that you're not

So I took out my box of tricks
Costume attire wigs and snippets
A look suitable for halloween
I changed and dressed and wasn't satisfied
Til I found my Witchy Queen
She was standing there in front of me
Didn't need a big screen
Just a black dress
Outfit sorted!

Room is a universe
Bed is a planet
The ceiling the stars shine so close you could grab it
The energy is buzzing
Electricity powers the air
Alive with connectivity
It was heightened to share
Brain waves
Neural pathways
Signal to nebulae
Galaxies
Dark and light
Crossing cells from
day        
           unto
        the              
         night

Small steps bit by bit
Just when think standing still
Look back to times the thought action being made to feel ill
A wasp hopped onto my held out finger as I let it out to feel the breeze

Calling sound of far and wide
Reverberate in depth and tide
To sing aware of place and pride
Attracting frequency to draw desire
From body to heart fleets conscious choir
Whale of a song
A tune to pitch higher

Soul and body sinking
Tired
Done

Spinning round the room
Dancing
Feeling giddy
It's ok I'm feeling great
Wish everyday could move so pretty
I'm getting looked at like I'm silly ;-p Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Beauty breathes from the hearts of all men and women
Sometimes we just fail to see
We lose our way by taking in too much pain and never letting it go

Shadows dancing on the walls
Sleep inconsistent
Dreams and images merge and flash like a camera snap shot and its developing roll of film
Head tingles, hair stands up or parts
mostly pleasant a comfort in the dark

Breathe in! ... Breathe out! ...

Tinkling soft touch on my face following sensation as it traces and curves
Warmth on the hand
delicate touch
subtle energy vibration on skin
link between the fingers and palm

Colours swirl blending and changing
Eyes closed to world - open to mind
People  Faces  Shapes  Words  Skies
Unveiled before open and closed eyes

Music only heard once, never to be forgotten

Time shifts
Stands      still!

Emptiness - not unpleasant
There is no body

Soul to spirit meet as one to divine nature connects us all


Blissful now
All is quiet
Silence is golden

I like to sleep in my bedroom
I like to chill in my bedroom
I like to dance in my bedroom
I like to eat in my bedroom
I like to study in my bedroom
I like to cuddle in my bedroom
I like to **** in the kitchen
***** dishes piling up

Do I believe in Destiny
Do I believe life is a dream
Do I believe in reality
Questions in life
I wonder

I think you are my favourite tune
I could play with you all day long
And still be turned on to hear your invigorating song

Play with me ;)

Pain will always be
               my consistent torch
                          It lights the pave
                                   Shows others a way
                                                Burns me to my bones

Hellfire and brimstone
Warm me up
a
treat

Whaaaattt?!!

I get cold hands
and
feet

I showed myself love
From all the ways I died

How can you be intimate and affectionate with another
without physical connection

Through their words

Paint the world in colours singing from your soul

Warm the heart of feeling

Smile to a beaming

light show

A little taste here and there
A little bite to sate the appetite
A sweet treat of fancy
Filling pockets in the air
Messages digits a sign
To know feathered friends
are here and
do care
❤

On the beach with a girlfriend
Joking playing silly pretend
Rolling around
Laughing so hard our bellies hurt
That was so fun
I woke from my dream laughing too

I feel it a pressure on my leg
Seems like the dog
But I know he's lying in his bed
Leg goes numb
Not again!
Trying to take hold
So I can't move or speak
I see myself turning over and call out but it's not how it is
I'm stuck still as I am
All will to liberate
Lucky this time caught it early
Grip loosens slowly
Nightmare in someone else's palm
Release for now
Present keep calm

I hope by wanting to be more positive
I'm not being a fool to myself