Never forget how amazing you are
Never forget you are beautiful inside and out
Never forget you have a lovely caring heart
Never forget others care for you
<3

Even in the darkness
I sense the light
Even at my worst
I find love inside
Even without possessions
I find a gift in life
Even without you by my side
I find a reason

Twin flame don't you see what a mess you made of me

But we were in a mess to begin with



Let's burn it all away..

It is in the
silence
most at peace
You don't
feel
any
thing

Whoever you intimately give and receive
You share your energetic connection with
That's why I'm saving myself

For me and for you

Everyone has a different perspective
They see what they want
Or how they choose to live their life and expect the same from their eyes
No one knows the true struggles you have faced
The changes in your life
The battles and scars
The ****** taste
They can judge
But they may be wrong
In the meantime I'll sing my own power song
If I am naked it must be for the acceptance of men it couldn't be for myself or for other women
If I show no shame Im shameless
I have opinions thrown left and right
But they weren't there to walk with me when I faced the darkest coldest longest nights
I crawled and I fought for my soul
My self
My
Life
So live and love your own life
As I will mine
I'm divine
I'm of the light

Giving myself more love each day
Because no one ever loved me in the deeply desired way
No other choice but to grow this state
I'm not giving up or giving in
Perhaps one day the love will stick
and stay

I met him at a bar
An older man with old soul charm
Talking and he could see I liked to dance
He held out hand to palm
We whirled around as ballroom stars and time was all erased

How can you expect to help others if you never know struggles
You wouldn't ask someone else to give up
So why should you give up on you

Caw Caw Caw
Knocking at your door
Hearing and seeing the gap open more and more
The key is turning dropping to the floor
Eyes to dark
Aware to the night
The ravens perch high
Cawing
Evermore

What you do to another you do to yourself
Once you learn this you don't want to intentionally hurt anyone else
Though we also learn to forgive too
As we recognize our own
fallibility

I'm too cold
Too old for this
Where's my love
My final kiss

Dreams of embracing arms
Feeling like home

Why are we so afraid to fall
Perhaps we fear
there being no one there
to catch you
What if it was different
  this
  time

Is death life
And life death
Living well in death depending on how well you live
Dying slowly in life to learn how to live again

We sit in silence
We get accustomed to it's presence
The comfort matches our tears
Depth surrounds
Only beaten by our fears
How does a drop of honey become so runny after all these years
It's sticky residue remains
Lining our creased palms
Lifeline to the stars
Heartline worn scars
Words lost to the distance
Communication in higher existence
Humble people scrubbing dishes
Waiting for the elixir to smooth their troubled hands

Feeling the change
Unsure to it's total arrange
Messages in the mind
Trying not to overthink
Something feels deep
For now rest

Heart finds a home
in you
X

When the roads need resurfacing the concrete opens to gap
The raw edges unearthed
The built up tension has caused the exposure to the rumbling core
The pressure placed upon uncovers the tender spots
We observe
We take in the scattered rocks  
Acknowledging its truth
The vulnerable air
We can be grateful we noticed it there
Wide open and bare
Now we can fill up from inside
To bring up to level
To join on the expansive highway

Notes of forever
Written in my
heart
❤

Can
you imagine being God
&
carrying the weight of the world

on your  shoulders

I lack complete self love and acceptance
I'm trying to get there
I'll accept where I am in this moment

False smiles everywhere
Real tears rarely
seen

What messages will you bring to me
Be it day or night
It will not a burden be
As your words feel to be right
Channel to the rivers deep
Voyage
to
insight

Soft whispers in the morning
Soft tingles as I fall to sleep
Hands touch gently
Fingertips tickling the skin
Delicate feelin
From the outside
breathing in

Those you love
Will always love
Despite what comes the way
You have to love them
Send them love
light
healing anyway

I've been here before
The past tells me so
The words show the way for heart and the knows
Some times the minutes move quick
Other times seem to stick
Some moments there's no time at all
World's merge mix spin
Then to wake as I fall..
To once again
Begin

Pale light blue sky
Wispy cloud caught eye
Looks like flames rising high
I know they are not as the colours fade and blink out of shot but as the sun's shine to hit spot rainbow spectrum highlights the lot
Watch as they flash
To fade
Separate
Dissipate

Oh Vellichor
Why do you leave me
asking for more
Your fragrant perfume fills the air
Filling my lungs with the memories
The stories
Beginnings
Middles
and
Ends

I could breathe you in for a thousand years and still you would have me under your speaking spell

Words fall from context
placed on high
I can feel you in
Learn from meaning
This place you have me binds me
I will never feel alone with the savour
content from your skin

The climb is calling again
It's just a game
of
snakes
and ladders
to
the
end

I cried into the mirror
It was ugly
Difficult to watch
I watched anyway

Tears
ran
down
my red blotched
Mascara smudged  
face

So many years of trying to heal from life
Will I ever really live without the pain

I don't feel worthy of my self yet
I know that

Every night before my wake departs
I say a pray for you
I pray for family and friends to be protected and safe and I pray for you and your family too
Even though with your departure I was torn in two
I still pray for you
May love light and protection be a guide
surrounding hue

Devils
touch
Manipulative and groping

He likes to tease and please
Faced away down on knees
Legs prised apart
Wrists and ******* pressed and pinned to wall
Fingers glide up inner thigh
Kiss lick and bite to neck as grip tightens in tousled tresses
Tongue to meet with mine
Shaking with desire as fingers tantalize
Connecting so deep inside
****** and throb combine
Sensations overload
Eyes behind blindfold
Well some things should be censored
Bound
to
withhold

You know ever since we were little
I would get this feeling like...
Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking
down at myself
And I hate what I see..
The way I'm acting,  the way I sound  
And I don't know how to change it.
And I'm so scared..
That the feeling
is never gonna go away.

Surrendering was always a pleasure
Deeper and deeper into the unknown
Body yielding to essence
Soul embracing home

It will be Forever!!...

Touch me in first light
Our
shadows
can
dance
together

As I lay in night
Your light guided me deep
You threw your almighty arms around me
Holding strong as the dark did creep
My eyes viewed the strangest things
My heart felt each beat
We flew together in dreams
This my soul
will
keep

The boy loved so much
He was told to toughen up
He was shown how to be strong and punch
To release his feminine touch
He wanted to be loved so he changed to fit their ways
Day after day grew the crushing pain
The want to run away
Just to be himself
to
love
again

Feels too much

Buried beneath the rubble of the crumbling strife
Options to remain let the spill pour
Or to dig my way out
Unsure

The pond called life staring back at me
I see in its entirety
The depths
The shallows
The flow
The bend
The ripples that skim
The banks at each end
I see the memories reflected emerged
Sunken dreams
Time now lost under waters bed
I see the world from below and the skies over head
If my own reflection was to disappear would I want to change the past or not relive the fear
No!
I would want to live and love despite the capturing image of that moment
day
night
or year!