I hope people find a way back to their own hearts I hope they share that love with others I hope they see what is important in their lives And the illusions uncovered The harmony, love, peace and joy with their sisters, nature, and their brothers 🙏
You are loved You are love Your inner spirit knows this all too well Bring yourself back to love Let's make a daisy chain Daisies represent true love We are all daisies Let's bloom From within And share to those we love and care for you And grow to the whole of humanity
Earth's well-being comes back to us It's contracting for expansion Experiencing the same for us to come back to own sense of love To radiate our intentions out to the world To see feel God's love divine expression in each and every boy, man, woman and girl Nature to ground us bring us unconditional love Centering our core to earth's heart of home Spreading from within to flow out to every one
I've seen my eyes through everyone I've seen who I like Who I don't I've seen that which I despise I've seen it live in me I've seen no separation from the good the bad the ugly I've seen love beneath it all How God loves all daughters and sons I've been in the darkness and I've seen the light My eyes have been open at night and the visions have shone The days already been come and gone The time overlays the truth We are everyone Contrast has come To open our hearts once more to the love We share Beneath it all
You are Divine You shine from within You have always been and always will You are the love you so often want to give away You are unconditional in every way Life seems to forget this Lessons along the stay Faith connects us back to this place We go into our selves and the source of all is known Our love eternal Spiritual Divine Whole We in essence are home
This week I've felt intense emotions At night they have made me shake I feel the death of me It's ego it never likes to leave I see the images of harm in my minds eye I watch as I let them drift bye bye It's ok to be with To cry To release the pain held deep inside I lay under a comforter and comforted even in my shaking resistant ways I knew not all motions last and there is a deeper insight ready to emerge
My mother only speaks to me when I phone her I haven't seen her for a year and maybe nine months My dad means well but constantly criticizes I'll see him a few times a year I have to keep doing the healing work to forgive and to myself and for the pain I feel Some days are easier than others
Past partners I attracted from my lack of self worth So I was constantly left hurting The things said stayed in my head It came from my lack of feeling good enough as a child So she ran to her saviour But the attraction was from a place of pain The rain fell from my eyes and many times they just watched Only picking me up after I had completely fallen felt I'd given up I keep working on self healing but some aches are still present I wish I had loved myself earlier Maybe I could be happier
I don't know what to think anymore I feel stuck I'm so tired and I'm hurting deep I don't know if I deserve what happens I know I can speak out of turn when I get frustrated so it comes back up A lot gets thrown in my face It effects my self worth I'll forgive they will be sorry again This is the best from family I've ever known everyone else just left or constantly condoned Will this ever get better I wander
The path took me to psychology Learning about behavior and conditioning of others Taught me a lot about mine Why we do what we do Why we say what we say Why we feel what we feel How we direct that from ourselves to others Why understanding is gain
The more you heal The more you can see the abuse You learn to forgive But see the pattern play on The ghosting motion when they don't get what they want The things said in jest to make you the brunt of the joke The insecurity that lays behind their eyes The despise of you You mirror the truth They don't like what they see So they would rather remove you from view
The Witch the ***** the Karma Queen The victim the abused the has been The fool the joker the clown around town kings tell all vow The beggar The pauper The humble or needy bellow The King The Majestic The Power fellow The Queen The Priestess The Empress ruler The maiden The Mother The crone The good man The masked The shadow The villain The energetic civilian Just a few to mention
To them what is a woman Is a woman someone who does the chores Is she the body for the seed to bore Is she the image of a well defined man Is she the ***** who will do all she can Is she the one that must obey Is she watching so far away
No one really knows my full story They see what they think they see They see confidence from their screen They don't see the pain The isolation They see the smile I paint on Ok some days I can feel happy But I've had the realization I'm living with PTSD It just hit me hard I feel abandoned and that I'm trying to walk on eggshells It's been challenging to be accepted as me So I keep turning inward and being with my self
How to keep the collective down Feed them fear Lies Media drivel despise Keep them low Get them ill or create their sickness through the mind Keep them powerless You get what you tap into Your cells are listening vibrating with frequency lines
Want to raise the collective up Go inwards learn to discern See the truth Understand the illusions See the circus and it's platform curtains Open them Draw them wide Glow from inside Shine your light Bright!
Life is like a fairground hall of mirrors The distortions The self reflections The clowns The fear images The projections The illusions The going in to find our way out The amusement The minotaurs chasing after us to hunt us down until we learn to free ourselves from the self imposed inflictions on our own mind The labyrinth of this life
Is it just a big illusion anyway This earth game Is any of it really real What matters Perhaps Love The rest sometimes just feels like drama Although I laugh at the comedy moments They're fun
Many think they know me but I would rather be admired for my wisdom than my body I love my body don't get me wrong It's my vessel and I've worked on it to get strong But my mind is the intimate place My soul Divine state
Some days I would like to relax this clenched jaw of mine I do at times smile But I feel from the wounded child I see your wounds from your words, actions What you leave unsaid I just feel it It's just the way it's been I have learnt to love through it all
You hit back to yourself when another causes irritation This irritates me I have to hear it you see I want your Karma to be free So I tell it back to your face You then get irritated with me And I with you What to do
Buddha statue Your symbolism Divine With your non attachment and impermanence in life Now you hold a good friend in mind And if they leave as set to go off separate way It stands to reason it's life's journeys sway Though if you are around and stay The statue sits present still
After all the storms The warmth feels so much more The kindness is beautiful It's difficult at first to not call back with a roar but you let it settle in It's magnified within Any act of kindness or support It's appreciated Deeply cherished
Was the path already written Which road do you turn Is free will ever really given How is there such mercy in sin Love from forgiven To carry the weight is a strong burden And each has our own path to walk Lessons to learn Conclusions to churn Insights to be revealed then burn As the sun sets up a new day And that which we think we know can be a stepping stone pave As the earth reveals deeper troves and alcoves Spirit may know and the heart centres the way
I put myself out there and I was met with a number of different views Some opposing some supportive some disrespectful or crude I found a wise man I watched him online I saw his expression of the one and how the blessing can come from the accused and to How once we face our perishing We feel we have nothing to lose We let life swallow us Now we open wide and take life in Live a little and We begin
His voice so soothing I can hear the balance in him The strength but the sensitivity When it is time for him to leave I must let him go Man has free will
The shifting shores they roar and settle Spraying out to the waves glade The reaching high Tides of passion and expansion The settling leaves calmer Soothing sensation Though the silence can bring peace but unknown The ocean holds it's mysteries We dive into it's deep Observe on dry land The sand touches our feet The earth meet and greet to the incoming tide
The meditation brings up the body to relax and the feelings and emotions to the light I felt as the tears streamed from my eyes I heard the internal chatter the dialog of the reasons for the pain The strain The lack of feeling of gain Failures reign The stories of worthlessness and the criticisms stain The ones who have walked away or not been too close Wondering why they couldn't love me Also sensing they did what they could from the place they were at And how I still love me even through and after all that
Gatekeepers of no time no face Come to me in deathly state Watching to observe not hate And in the hour you awake World's images rushing through your veins The inner world paints your home and gaze Shadows matching restless hallows Silhouettes of shade You fear until the fear runs tired and you become the watcher Do you have a face Cause you see you in everyone In every place State Sleeping Awake Day mind merges with nighttime and you peer between the life and the dream Thoughts are clouds passing through space to meet with another To be joined An energy center travelling across lands No distance no separation They are you you are them But the space between says otherwise The sky cries Tears dry And mourning sighs Until the warmth is reflected in your eyes And the sun can rise To meet with you again
Strangers have become friends They have offered a kind word of support and been around in the highs and the lows I always wondered why It's sometimes difficult to let yourself be liked With what you've known