I'm not proud of my demons
But I am learning to make peace with them
The hurt I've caused it always came back
The pushing away of others I've realized discerning with that
I've seen the reasons the light sparks the dark
I've said goodbye to people I've loved the most
I've held on to things I've lacked
Forgiveness is a momentary wing
You have to keep flying with that

Time and space co-exist

Time

Space

Nothing   's missed

Body lay from minds fabric
Tapestries worked from written truths
Spoken out loud or kept inside
The energy is driven
The product the proof

Some days I feel I've seen too much and feel I've felt enough
But I also love

Has it been a fight between dark and light or has it been a fight between the shadow and the light
How many of our shadows have not been healed
Can this ever be right
To all we wonder
Though the balance of scales tips us right
Do we need the night for the oncoming daylight
Can all ever be
One
Beyond illusion
The masks
Perhaps
Only
God's love knows

I cannot clasp my yonder tale
For all is in a distant shell
It craves it's knowing glance
It's calling poetic hypnotic dance
It dwindles in the veils
The scaling winter fails
The captain's skirting sails
For all our abstract nails
And as I wonder onwards to the pluming lovers confines
I wondered
Yet I wondered
Who will love me now

In the night they have covered smothered me strangled me paralyzed me
Still
I've seen the light

I woke up and I went to hell
I saw the demons came
The shadows
The voices call out my name
The visions they envision they plague
Then the angels the song unnamed
The blissful cave
I cave to thee
Let it be
The wings love me
deeply

Do I believe in Destiny
Do I believe life is a dream
Do I believe in reality
Questions in life
I wonder

From nothing to something


Inbetween this Source


This love

Dream it
as if
it's already
here

Best life for self and humanity
Living in joy and love
Happy
Free
Abundance of the positivity :)

Many of you have been beautiful parts of my heart
And I love you
The chatting
The laughing
The confiding
The support
I appreciate you for your unique selves and the caring ways
     many have brought
Thankyou!
God bless you!
May your now and each after be filled with love and joy
May the world be happy and a good place for you to live
May you rejoice in a beautiful new world
Love be your guide
And so it is!

If you are to be peaceful joyous and love
You must first be peaceful joyful and loving

To change the world must begin within
Before we see it without
To achieve the outer state
We must be it
from
inside
Then it can ripple out

I appreciate good friends
I appreciate authentic people
I appreciate the good authentic connections in life

Each thought feeling and sensation holds us in a galactic station
Which placement do I run
Is creation all one
From the variation of conscious level
Though each level a layer of the self
The light the dark the inbetween
The is
The was
The go between
Shadows run but not for long if we allow ourselves the light
Is that my right
How much play is already done
What part of the script am I acting out
Which part am I creating
What holds no space for me
What part does life breathe
I am conscious and without me I cannot see
So what do I envision
Dreaming this cosmic dream

What are you grateful for today
What can you say you truly appreciate
Who can you say you love dearly
What do you want to see in this moment clearly
Imagine your future now
Imagine those connections you want to embrace
Feel the love in the heart and send it out to the human race
🌸💖💚🙏🌼🌸✨

You have always had the love inside
Your heart is there loving you from within
Your spirit your essence
Your divinity
💗

Poetry has always been faithful to me
Even in the times
we were not together

Walalata

Waving from all

Reflections of the whole

Reflections of the whole

Waving from all

Walalata


A diamond shine

It shines on the seas

Waving from you and me

Reflecting all

Vast

Eternity

All is good in this great existence
Our communities are kind and friendly
The world is a beautiful happy place
We are healthier in mind body and spirit
People love what they do and how they live
People freely enjoying life
Going to the parks
Museums
Beaches
Countryside
Fresh air warm sun blue skies

Love is the future
The children shall grow strong
Be healthy naturally in mind body and soul
The earth will be in harmony to the tune of love
The world will know peace
And we will live with joy smiling to each day
Knowing we are safe
Feeling free
Knowing own power to naturally heal selves
Food fresher and healthy
Gardens a plenty
Respect for one another and nature
Loved in our happy lives
And so it is!

When my heart had been broken enough times

You brought the healing

into my heart

It at first felt such pain

I didn't know if my heart could feel

love again

You brought the healing to regain

To feel the love inside of me

To feel the love within

Thankyou

Now

I feel love anytime I choose

That is because you taught me

how to

Thank  You!

💖

Thankyou to the lightworkers
Those who bring their radiant light
Thankyou for your guidance you never left my side
Thankyou for your wisdom your brilliant knowledge wise
Thankyou for your love it's made in God's Divine sight
Thankyou you are beautiful and you magnificently shine
Forever thankful in my heart soul and mind🌈💖✨

Pink tulips growing
in my mind
I feel it
in my
heart

Awakening to the truth
Can at times seem like a destructive process however it is the opening up of awareness to things that have been there all along beyond the usual senses
Just because it is a truth right now does not mean it isn't changing
This is the time of transformation on the planet
With any emotion or dense energies in order to release them we tend to view them
Feel it
Then we can purge
and
release it
Release it to the light
Bring more light to you

Goodnight
Sweet dreams
May your dreams take you to places of splendor and delight
May your joys flow to you on an oceans calming wave
May the sun warm your heart and the path you take
May light and love lead the way
Goodnight
Pleasant dreams
May they flow to you soooo... effortlessly 🌊🌸💕😊✨

The collective dark night of the soul
We are going through a collective
dark night of the soul
In order to grow
Sometimes you go under
below
To merge through to the other side
The lotus grows from the earth's thick mud
It rises up to the surface through the waters subconscious to conscious layers
And it births and blooms out of the waters depth
It's floral scent of love and life
Is admired for all to see
We are all growing
from the
deep

I cried today
I let the floods fall out down my face
I felt no disgrace
The fear had been there year after year
I don't remember it not
The times of not most high intent
I don't know what truth and trust really meant
The always on alert
Watching
Observing
Being a version of myself that at times felt uncomfortable to be
I cried and I accepted it
Completely

I had a dream last night
I met a man
Who liked me for me
The awkward things I said
The words that just pop out my head
He just liked me for me

The masks
The persona
Hidden in plain sight
They will come off



And the truth will be revealed

When I awakened the pressure was intense
I cried and prayed to God
God held me in that embrace
God helped me to face another day
When the shadows came
I observed without pain
When the manipulating energies emerged
God protected through the purge
When things I didn't understand came
God gave me clarity to regain
In all God gave me faith throughout it all
The unknown
The uncovered
The depths
The discovered
God kept me safe and loved me all the same
The light came and I saw warmth around
The music angelic
The bliss from higher ground
The dark night of the soul
God brought me through
The gratitude and joy always came back to my heart
No matter what I thought I lacked
Sometimes we learn to keep the faith even in uncertainty
The love inside is eternal and is our spirit too ✨

In your space what do you see
What is in your surroundings that you can be grateful for this day
What little things can you feel a blessing for
Who do you love and hold dear
Even if near or far

Forgive those who hurt us
So we don't have to come back round to live this again
Cut the ties and soul contracts that no longer work

There is hope in the skies if you look for it
The shadows must be seen before you can see what you've been walking with
The light will expose the dark
The warmth can be felt true in our hearts right now
Send others love
Even your enemies it doesn't mean you condone
It means you can find more peace within and let go of binding ties that no longer serve for you and a better world
The breaking down must happen
Before the building back up again to a happier more fulfilling honest life 🌸✨

I've surrendered myself to God
Time and time again
I've given my life to God
To release me of this life if God see fit
God has always let me live
Bringing me back stronger each time

Pink flowers swaying in the breeze
My mind gives
me
a
vision

God loves me enough to let me see my fears face my fears
And bring me to life
I will go only when God says the time is right

Fear of death
Facing the fear
A hearse parked up outside my house
Eye to the coffin
Blessings to their soul
I also dreamt I was stabbed
It wasn't just a dream it was lucid
I let the knife go in
I felt it go in
Then I woke up

God is my witness
God is the witness

My eyes look to the stars
My soul basks in the sun
My spirit tunes in nature
My love returns more fully to thy own heart
I send it out
Though I feel a need to release
the
pettiness
of the world

I don't deserve to be picked on anymore
I don't deserve the bullying from another
You try to help others but some just use it as a small minded game
I know we can be a part in form of another but right now it doesn't feel the same

I'm not feeling this reality
The manipulators
The controllers
The liars
The fakes
The world seems a lie
I see the mass panic and it's worrying to watch
I don't feel a part of this reality anymore
In fact I think it's an illusion of the mind

I think I am in love
I've tried to help it
I feel foolish at times
I've never met him
Not yet anyway

Whispers of change
Blowing in again
The sun lights the way
Brothers Sisters love to all of them
The children want to play have their moment in the sun
Warmth encircle
each and
every
one

Open your eyes
Do you see the lies
That live in matrix ties
Do you see the mass manipulation that affects the 3D station
Do you see behind the curtain
So much more it is certain
Do you see the truth to feeling thoughts and vibration
And do you see how your caring media don't have best intentions for the nation
Turn over the station
Let's live in truth happiness joy and love  
Draw wide the curtain
And let the chaos
leave

A drop in your hand
A grain of golden sand
A lake of visions plenty
A source of love connected
A breath of Gaia's fresh air
A whisper on the winds
A bird's beautiful sing
These earthy things
Are right before us

Our greatest fear can be the impermanence of life
However life goes on
And our souls spirit flies high
Connected to the source of all that is