'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go and be on our way
And live for another day,
'cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all fall into the ground
No happy ever after, just disaster.

I didn't want it this way,
I only wanted to say I loved you right.
But now you're walking away,
And leaving me here to stay,
So foolish of me to wait for you to realize
All the things I gave you, made you,
Changed you, your dreams came true
When I met you, now forget you,
Don't want anymore

I surrender to the fear
I surrender to your anger
surrender to the demons holding  me here
surrender to all the hate
to the air that I calling me away from
all the surrendering
im surrenedering to all the wrong this
I cant be stuffed fighting

I surrender to you
your hurtful words
my worthlessness
my uselessness
ugliness

but I surrender to your eyes and words
that lead me as I ended up in your bed
playing this same hurtfull
mistake in my head over and over again

by kate McKay* & *The Creep Who Lovs You
their is something guiding me home
to my lover , my happiness
my heartbeats for it
stronger the closer I get
the fiercer so no one can destroy it.
Its a melody, a rhythm
That shakes through my bones,
Skipping around, never the same,
But I listen,
And follow the beats to wear
The heart lays.

it takes me to your arms
were our heart beat the same
the melody's of our love some
are the same and complete the other
we close our eyes
let our heart do the talking
for once

When our careful waltz
Is interrupted by
falls, fumbles, fights
Everything will rearrange itself,
The music we heard,
It still plays.
Just a little bit softer this time...

*the more we move the harder it is to hear
looking into our heart see nothing
our memories is my happiness
my lover .. I hope I can still call you mine

But mine is nothing but a word,
I hold our memories
Clutched in my hand,
Heart in my palm.
The song stuck on repeat
In my head...
You will always be mine,
But I might not always be yours.

**This song drives me crazy
as I try to reach you
from down on my knees
were I'm begging you o never let go
because I wont be able to let you go
not now
and not ever

my smile feels real
my eyes are bright
all because my happy is back

my family hate me
but I hate them to
we fight
we yell
we cry
and
we never fogive and forget
but that just the way of our life  
I cut
they hate  it
but its my hurt being taken out on myself
that they created
they make me feel so small
and I cant make myself big no more
I crumble and lie down at  nigh in a ball and just cry
they dot see it ,
they don't pay attention to it
i'm snaphappy
just so they will see that i'm still here
fighting to try prove them wrong
** this is our stupid, hurtful , demented , way of life

the things we did drive me crazy
a moment of lust
has got my emotions wrecked
got my head thinking that hurt
people tell me the thing I don't wont to hear
but I know there true
you do hate me
but I hate me to
you think im easy
funny how I was a ****** and it took you nearly 2 year to get anywhere
you use me all the time
and I just let you

I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING YOU DO THIS TO ME YET A ******* AGAIN