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kate mckay Sep 2014
were just friends right ?
I will pretend I don't see the way you look at me
your eyes full of hope and love
I will act like your just my guy friend
lets  ignore how you try to touch my hand
I will try to not to flirt
were just really close friends
our friend try to get us together
I will always be their
but lets just stay friends
we cant take no more heartbreak
I cant give you what u want
and you cant fix all my issues
you make them worse
and I don't help your  insecurities either
its just not right......
  Sep 2014 kate mckay
Softly spoken
Been ******* ova a thousand times
Result of that is trust isnt on my mind
Thats one thing i dont have
So i kno any relationship i start wont last
I try to believe that your not like my past
But after you gave it all its hard to redo that
I have put my heart on the line
Covered my eyes to lies i played blind
Closed my ears to gossip in the streets
Of her cheating and not claiming me
Who would of thought the one you give your soul
Would trade it for what they thought was gold
Make you out to be the fool when time of approach comes
And i loved her so much i believed her how dumb
So now you come in singing a song i have heard
How you would love me forever and my heart you wont hurt
Sorry to be the barrier of bad news
But i must be real and say i dont believe you
Yes i heard you when you said you'd love me on dieing knee
And your promise to never cheat
But your words are oh to familar
I have dejavu with your words this is a bad delima
Trust isnt something i can give easily
As well as my heart my mind cant you see
Take it slow with me i cant go fast
I refuse to get out of us what i did in my past
I be ****** if i get hurt again
Having to hear gossip from my friends
I will not hold the sign of pain any more
Before i go thru it again i will show you the door
I dont want to wait up at night for you to walk in
Or get scared when i see you around another woman
I want to be free of playing the fool
And to be honest i just want to love and be loved without trust issues
kate mckay Sep 2014
IN THE CORE OF YOUR MIND YOU FEEL SO CONSIGNED TO WEAKNESS THAT YOU BLEED FROM THE CUTS DEEP INSIDE
SO HARD TO ***** THE SHIP THAT WAS WRECKED YOU GAMBLED ALL THE CARDS AND LOST THE WHOLE DECK!
IN THE WHOLE SCHEME OF THINGS THE ONLY TRUTH THAT RINGS I DON'T WANNA LIVE NO MORE I JUST
I DON'T WANNA CRY NO MORE
kate mckay Sep 2014
I don't wanna cry no more
I wanna let it all go
act like it never happened
I was never born
my family got a better daughter or granddaughter
im not such a stuff up
I don't feel this hurt
I see a girl who just wont  let me  give up
what's the point  any more
so one please just shot me
let me die
kate mckay Sep 2014
neglecting leads to Brocken adults
Brocken child hood a troubled teen
I don't wont no more counselling sessions
I wont a new life one were
I didn't get dads fists  in my face and ribs or stomach
I don't get bullied
were I never started self harm to cope
I don't have a fear of guys who look a little like him
were im not so broken
or so hurt
abuse is casting a shadow the length of a life time
kate mckay Sep 2014
I used to tell myself im fine without you
were  just be friends
just like you told all your crew
I would give you my heart and you would give me yours to lend
it was bittersweet at the end
I still love you
kate mckay Aug 2014
Sometimes what you want the most -- you're better off without

I've let go, finally over you This drama that you put me through I'm better all alone

The beat drops, you're so low It's last call and it's gotten old Now look who's all alone

sometimes you just have to walk away & accept that things happen for a reason. Even if that reason hurts so bad.

you can close your eyes to things you don't want so see, but you cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel

& the award for the best lie goes to you...

i've finally realized that you were the biggest waste of my time

people need to grow up & realize who they're hurting before they lose them for good.

seeing you makes me realize how much i don't miss your drama. grow up & find someone who cares.

I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.

You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

Friends, lovers, or nothing There can only be one Friends, lovers, or nothing We'll never be the inbetween So give it up

Go ahead and talk about me, But here’s a word of advice. Click your heels together & say “I need a life.

When I was little I had this idea that life could be perfect. That if you were careful enough, you’d never make a mistake, never be lonely, never be misunderstood, never be frightened, but it doesn’t work that way. Life is big and messy, and you just have to climb in it with your boots on and hope for the best.

If he misses you, he’ll call. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’ll show it. If not, he can’t be worth your time because you’re obviously not worth this.

Sometimes you have to forget what you want,and remember what you deserve

Life is too short to wake up in the mornings with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

swallow your tears, hide your frown, never let life bring you down

Smile. It's good for you. Put all your worries behind. They weren't worth it. Love your life. It's all you got.

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most.

never thought id hate you like I do, too bad we could a been cool, but its too late for tears and sorrow, cause look out side, there's a better tomorrow
every word you say every look my way breaks my hear a little more but love is pain and I don't need this pain so im sorry im going to forget about you.
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