im alone
all alone
my razor it becomes my friend
crying  perfect lines
before I realise
its to late
no one will now
no one will care
no one loves me
im lost
a waist of space
from suicide attempts  
why couldn't they have killed me
the perfect 7 year old
beating they don't matter I deserved it
right...
one cut two
some one please
ask if im
okay
do I need a friend
im really falling and got no one to
call my friend
no one wont to talk to the
sad
lost
misunderstood
emo girl

I used to think you loved me
in my head I was   scared
I continued to think you at least cared right ...

were did you go
I cant find what we had its gone
gone
I've looked every were

with you I lost all sense of right from wrong
stoles kissed
stolen right from my lips

why sleep when it will only show me you
you cant just forget
I nearly had *** with you

I fear the touch of men
but some how I
I let you without any fear

know I hate myself
don't wont anyone to touch me
please
someone try to start conversations
I  need to tell someone
don't look at me like that
I cant take the judgmental people  will give

Im a mess
lost
scared

I need a person to fight through my walls
make me love the way some guys touch