Is this what the beginning of a
Psychotic break
Feels like?
More enamored with fiction than reality
Walking up at 5 am with
Tachycardia
And the weight of an elephant squeezing your chest so
It's impossible to
Breathe
The past seems more real than the present and the
Present
Seems muted except for the
Anxiety
And
Despair

I am falling endlessly

I don't know where the bottom is

I don't know how to bring myself back