If
Wishes
Were
Kisses
Then
I
Wish
You
Well

You use to have envy that you deserved
but you threw it away without knowing what it was
you told me I was your final chance, your life
You told me you would do it with a knife
That night you ruined for me just for attention
and though you never speak to me anymore did I mention
I had wished your life had come to an end
In the back of my head a suppressed thought
Happiness can't be so far away from you
What more do you want me to do?
You keep telling me your pain followed by another lie
You remind me of a boy who once cried wolf
It's going to catch up to you and catch you off guard
**** this thing called life is hard
I thought to myself just die already don't put it on hold
Your diluted sense of reality is getting old
Lie to me so sweetly lie to my eyes
I hope the last thing you do is cry

Paper,
My tissue
Soaking the tears of my soul
Expressing the trials of my heart
The black flowing script
Blotched by tears
Scalding my cheek
Burning my heart
Wiping it up
Accepting the words
Telling me
In her innocent way
That everything will be ok
And no emotion
Is too big for it to accept.
The white, pure innocent
Is hard to mar
But breaking in..
Relief surges through my veins,
My tears cried
My soul lifted
A new voice rustles through the pages.