This poem was written when my sisters passed away one year apart sigh. REPOSTING

I cant think
I cant breath
I cry at night
Were no one can see
I feel like a part of me is no more I look around and I cant see you're smiling faces
Were is that....

REI  OF SUN SHINE

Were is the one who
Spoke from the heart

RIP dear sister's

NB: Tai was always able to write from her heart that brigtened our lives will miss you both my dear sisters

Rei was my other sister name.

I use to think it a myth

Long before I knew

And how it must feel

Just to be so real

I never understood

The pure essence

Of one's soul

Shared with another

In love two kindred souls

I only ever knew

Of hatred from within

My heart bleed a thousand times

And misery knew no end

But then he taught me how to love

An experience I won't regret

The tenderness he gave to me

Mended my broken heart

He taught me how to breathe again

He taught me how to love

He gave me back my soul

He made me understand

The meaning of that word

Love.......that word...so tender

Love.......that made me catch my breath

As it caresses my wounded pride

And makes me forget

The hatred buried deep inside

The insipidness of madness

Attacks all my senses

I feel insane when things don't go right

But rage at time's make you lose yourself

Going beyond the insanity that hide's within your mind

Clutching to reality to feel that you are sane

Then a snap....two click's of your fingers and thumbs

Brings you back to reality...to make your world

Your being feel whole and complete

Then sitting back in the waking dawn

You smile to yourself and walk with your head held high

Knowing that you have kicked the madness to the kerbside

Yes today the madness will not take hold of you

I get like this sometimes

by Kaila George

Words are my imagination
As it fills the book of life
They are the history
Of humanity as we tell  
The story of life

It breathes life into a future of yesteryear and gives us the meaning of how to build our dreams on the parchment of life

As we hold it now and forever in our hearts to defend it from the pergatory of our past

I sit alone in my room
And morn the loss
Of both my Parents and sisters

Mum and dad 10 years now
My sisters only recently
One year apart

I can understand my parents
I mean its just a part of life

But siblings is another thing
It tears you're world apart

Their the ones that you look to
For advice and to mend your hearts

So whom do you turn too
When they are no longer in your life

Who's the one you talk too
About that witch just down the road

Who's the one you confide in
When she no longer is in your life

I sit alone in my room
As tears begin to fall
As I try to understand
Why they are no longer
With us no more

Even finding the words
To tell you how I fell
Leaves me totally and
Utterly speechless
As I cry alone in my room

I've known him
for as long as
I can remember

He inspires me
to write from the heart
of love that only
lovers know

Of moonbeams
dancing in the
shadows of the night
As lovers embrace
through out the night

Of lovers as they caress
ever inch of their body's
as they explore the
****** of love
between the
satin sheets

Then in the sweet
dawn of the morning
light they lay in
each others arms
blissful of the love
that shines from
their soul their heart

This is what inspires
my muse

Surrounded by a wall of silence
I sit in the evening shade
And ponder on
The meaning of life
I've  collected a few stains
Upon this beating heart
But life breaths its wonder
As I step out of the dark
I have neglected my heart
But now it beats with love
Because of one special man
You know who you are
You hold the key
To my heart

Many times I have sat upon
That shelf that we like to ponder on and think about all kinds of things that has happened in and around our life's

Then from this shelf a book is opened in awe and wonder as we are about to travel the unknown not knowing what to expect or see....who knows

The imagination of time and words are painted upon each page as we reflect our inner self  being of what God gave to thee

A smile is drawn from our lips as we read the pages that are now imprinted on our minds

We are what we read a subtle brush of life that is painting all kinds of colors and rainbows from the pages of our lives

Oddly enough the black and white shades of grey are human made often said an error on my part if we speak the God given truth

Humanity has to many shades of grey for us to understand and comprehend

Lets just be what God intended us to be.....the light that guides the blind into the the life of eternity

Dedicated to Dorothy A. Holmes

Vibrant are our colours
We wear upon our sleeves
Loud and proud thats who we are islanders from the south seas... we know who we are and
where we come from
Our parents taught us well

I'm proud to say I'm
PI decent as I wear
Flowers in my hear
KIA ORANA
Hope all is well
I'm so glad to met you

just being me

She sat upon her rocking chair
That had a good view of the
Coming and goings of life just outside her porch

She smiled as she remembered
Meeting and greeting people
Over the years ahh yes.....

She remembered her own
Grandfather sitting in this very chair rocking back and forth
And telling her storys
Of his childhood....she smiled

She could hear his voice
As he told her of how back in his day they had to work the land...they had none of these fandangled machines...no siree
She smiled

She remembered the day she brought her boo to met her father for the very first time he had looked at him sternly and asked with that soft spoken voice of his....so what are your intention young man...she smiled

She remembered presenting to both her mother and father her small bundle of joy and the pure joy as they held him for the first time the glow on their faces....words could not discribe...she smiled

She remembered so much that happened on this very porch
She smiled the wind blew softly as she rocked for the last time

And that's how they found her...rocking still in her chair

As she smiled

By Kaila George

The sun shines upon
Shimmering rivers as it
Cascades down the mountain
Side into an ocean of fantasies
Dolphins swim in its depths
Whales sing their songs
Of life amongst the waves
As it ebbs and flows
Can you hear them call
Echos resound in natures
Natural playground of life
Its grand to be apart of their world

My muse was gone
lost in my thoughts
not sure how or why
it just wasn't there

Now it's back
making its way
struggling with
thoughts to
display on this page

Hope you all have
a nice day

Tears
drowning
losing my soul
feeling so alone
people come and go
the pain the hurt
make it stop
please

Contemplation:**

Looking at what needs to be done

How to do it....and just do it

Making sure its the right thing to do

Never take up on what you cant do


Care:

Taking the time

To sought things out with family and friends

Showing them just how much you care

Making it possible to happen then and now

not ten years down the line


Complete:

Accomplishing the task given

Being so happy that

Its a job well done

Giving blessings for it being a wonderful day

And bless those that help made it possible


Just a thought = }

The sweet fragrance
That assaulted my senses
Reminded me of
The morning dew

The taste of nectar
Decadent in nature's
Beauty that breaths
In a bouquet of rainbow colors
That was only meant for you

With my heart in my hand
I collected each flower
With the intent to be your boo
So I shower you with
All that I have
With love a bouquet
Of flowers just for you

She sat on the bank next to brook that cascaded down from the mountains occasionally she would splash her feet and she shivered with delight

She became lost in her own world as she envisions small delicate fairys flitting from grass to flower to trees at an incredible speed of colors

Then in mid flight they stopped and flickered around her in pure delight
Making her laugh as she smiled at such a beautiful site

Then in the distance she could hear
Her mother call her name...come home for dinner Kay....she smiled

I must go....but I will return tomorrow my beautiful wonderful tiny new friends as she smiled and ran all the way home

Oh mother! Kay smiled I met some wonderful fairys today...can I go back to see them after dinner... her mother looked at her daughter and she smiled she didn't have the heart to tell her there was no such thing...all she could do was smile.....hmmm yes dear very nice..you can see your tiny friends tomorrow

Kay jumped up from her seat and hugged her mother real tight...thank you mother...her mother smiled as she squeezed her close to her heart...now go on get your father to come in for dinner then off with you to bed

Yes mother as she ran off to get him later that night ...she dreamed of her tiny new friends

Christmas as come and gone
Recovering from all that
Lovely food and wine
And every year
The board game comes out
Love those board games
Dont you just love Christmas

I MAY NOT know
Anyone here
But I do wish you
Christmas cheer
And a wonderful New Year

There's this tree outside
My window and it shimmers
In the evening light
Its gold sparkling leaves
Tell me autumn's in the air
It's like a real live Christmas tree
As it glistens in the light
Its a beautiful sight to see
As it shimmers in the light
Then it leads into evening shades
as winter whispers in the breeze
Then just like the sunbeam
That flickered in the tree
The final beam flickers
As it fades into the night

It's a timeless story
boy meets girl
eyes met across the dance floor
he approaches her
for a waltz
and they dance
the rest of the night
they have no eyes
for no one else
and gaze upon
true loves face

This is how my father
always told me
how he met my mother
and every time he shared
my mum would just nod
and smile at dad

What a beautiful way to love

My heart is heavy as I sit alone
pondering and wondering
what will my future hold

My mind vacant from all there is
my hands idle from these pages
Where I weld my words

Unsure about what lays ahead
I take the next few steps
with a weary look in my eyes

I'm out of my comfort zone
I'm not where I want to be

Its odd, it all seams brand new
but when you look at it all
its just the same old same old
only in a different place

But the faces are new
The idea of having to share
my personal zone with others

I have not done that in so long
I feel out of my comfort zone

Its a challenge I suppose
and time to move on
from what use to be
to what may yet be

Interesting to see
how it turns out to be

Hello world...welcome to my comfort zone

The young warriors
Danced around the flames
As they celebrated life
While the elders
Sat in a circle
Discussing the old and the new
Of the politics of
The tribe

One of the chiefs spoke
With pride as he
Watched them dance and sing
'We have won the battle my friends'
As he looked around
The circle of chief's
That bares the battles of war

The young warriors
Upon hearing this
Chanted with pride
In loud deep
Resounding voices
'We have won the battle
For our tribe, for our elders
For our women and children
For our Ancestors
We celebrate LIFE'

The chief in his wisdom
And knowledge, nodded
An acknowledgement to
Each of the chief's then
He spoke in his melodic
Yet strong voice

'My fellow chief's and warriors
We must pay homage to our God's
For their guidance, in the battle we fought
Not so long ago, we must also bow
Our head's for those whose lives
Were taken'….silence fell upon the group

Then as his voice raised
Loud for all to hear
'We give praise to our God's
For the right of way that lead
To our victory this day, and for
Those who passed before us
We honor our Ancestors and give
Homage to their departed souls'

Voices were raised as they
Sang in harmony as one by
One the elders, chiefs and warriors
Sang a song of respect and love
For those gone….

'We raise our voice
For those whom gave'

'There life and soul
To protect us all'

'We honor thee…
In all thine grace'…

'We honor your memory
With this song of praise'

'Hear us sing from
This day forth…the
Story…the legend
Of the battle fought'

The chants continued
On into the night
As they celebrated
Their tribe and new life

Where are all the flowers gone
those whom petals drifted
in the wind where did they go
I'm referring to the poet's
I knew so well .... where
have you all gone ....
each one of them brought
To this site a florish of life
in there own words
in their own ways
I have yet to read the new
poets I see posting
look forward to doing so
with delight. ... smiles
This site started it all for me
feels good to be home
till the next post ... smiles

Winter chills
as  I feel the breeze
against my cheeks
walking through
the mist I feel
so alone
then a splash of
sunshine dashs
across my mind
as I recall
midsummer dreams
what a beautiful dream