Kaila George

Kaila George Nov 2014

My heart is heavy as I sit alone
pondering and wondering
what will my future hold

My mind vacant from all there is
my hands idle from these pages
Where I weld my words

Unsure about what lays ahead
I take the next few steps
with a weary look in my eyes

I'm out of my comfort zone
I'm not where I want to be

Its odd, it all seams brand new
but when you look at it all
its just the same old same old
only in a different place

But the faces are new
The idea of having to share
my personal zone with others

I have not done that in so long
I feel out of my comfort zone

Its a challenge I suppose
and time to move on
from what use to be
to what may yet be

Interesting to see
how it turns out to be

Hello world...welcome to my comfort zone

Kaila George Nov 2014

Change

Its early morning, I keep thinking
What a wonderful day
Sun just starting to set
After a rainy morning
**** I got wet on my way to course

I sit in my spot looking outside the window
Feeling cold…needed a nice hot cuppar
Just to make the cold go away

Adjusting to the new faces
New environment….
Not use to all of this

So different and I know
I’m out of my comfort zone
Cheers to a new change
Hope I can do what I need to do
And make this work for me

Change is for the best so I’m told
For me I say Yes bring it on …grins

Kaila George Oct 2014

Missing You All

I sit at your graveside
with tears in my eyes
my heavy heart will be broken
knowing you will not be here
This is for all who have gone before me
I miss you all.....KG

Kaila George Oct 2014

Lost Sister

I have lost a best friend
A partner in crime from when we were young
We had our ups and downs
And as sisters thats to be expected
But to not have her around hurts me to the core
We were just getting things right between her and I
I miss her so.....Rest In Peace dear Sister....always KG

Kaila George Oct 2014

The Grain of Time....(for dad)

The grain of time sifts through the days

As each magical moment tumbles through my mind

I recall the days when my father was alive

His story's so sorely missed during Christmas time

He would recall what happened during the time he was alive

During the times our family was alive

Births, Deaths, Marriages...he remembers them all

Fathers, Mothers, Brothers, Sisters, Uncles, Aunts, cousins

He remembered them so well...smiles...he had story's for them all

He was the soul of the family that kept memory's

Pressed between the pages of our minds

I do the best I can...I hope I carry on his legacy

As the storyteller that perhaps is wise...smiles

I try my best

Kaila George Oct 2014

Upon the Cusps of Life

The bitter wind blew its coldness around me
As I stood outside trying to catch a ray of light
The cold breeze rustled through the trees
As I watched the autumn leaves fall
The swirl of wind caught the leaves
As it drifted towards the sky
A heavenly touch of sunshine
Piercing the bright blue sky
Then as I stood to catch my breath
Upon the cusps of life
I closed my eyes and nodded my head
At the beauty of autumn days
Then flipping the scarf around my neck
Also the collar of my coat
I walked back inside to the warmth of home
To rest my burdens of the day to bed