Kai - Hello Poetry

Kai Jul 10

I can't bring myself
To write about someone else,
I buried a mistake in a pile of paper and regrets,
And wished for it to disappear,
Knowing **** well it wouldn't.

random draft i found

Kai Jul 10

Devil

The devil cannot be defeated,
It simply shifts between the bodies of those,
That were foolish enough to give in to it

im so ******* done honestly

#devil

Kai Jul 9

Cold water

When your hands are freezing, cold water seems warm,
A bit of kindness seems like a confession,
Trauma seems like normal life.
I really wish i could control the water's temperature myself.

dawg idk im bored💔

Kai Jul 7

Lifeline

I try to keep myself together,
Holding onto you like a lifeline,
Yet i feel my hands slip off when you're gone.

And it works,
For just a while,
But it's so unfamiliar..
I got used to the feeling of the other one too much,
And haven't fully let go yet.

i love him sm but holy **** i need to learn to get over stuff

#lifeline

Kai Jul 7

Lie to me

Lie to me
And tell me you love me,
While both of us know
You don't.

idk i feel like my writing is getting so much worse but im too tired to care

Kai Jul 7

pathetic

is it pathetic,
that the only way i can deal with your words
is hurting myself?

an argument
that you'll forget about in 15 minutes,
leaves scars on my body
that will last forever.

apologies don't erase the damage, especially if it's physical, and i don't care if i sound like a **** rn but she should ******* understand that

Kai Jul 5

Suicide

A quick, (not) painless way
To abandon all of your struggles.
An attempt to feel special, they say,
While in reality it's so much more.

They say only a coward would do it,
But i tried to take the life
Of the child i once were,
And the adult i could become.

So im alive i guess.... I can't really write that well yet but at least I have a boyfriend now so maybe i won't **** myself, i dunno

#suicide