kahel

kahel Jan 2018

Her

I love her so bad that,
I forgot to hate myself

I love her so bad that,
I didn't have to question it

I love her so bad that,
I even began to get out of bed early instead of not at all,
just to see her lovely face

I love her so bad that,
I didn't even notice all the wilted flowers inside of me,
are starting to grow back

I love her so bad that,
I needed to shift my body clock

I love her so bad that,
I feel to trust myself again

I love her so bad that,
I finally cleaned up my own mess in life

I love her so bad that,
I would try to discover new things

I love her so bad that,
I stopped slumping my shoulders

I love her so bad that,
I am starting to believe in miracles

I love her so bad that,
I started to look people in their eyes

I love her so bad that,
Her arms made me want to be wrapped in forever

I love her so bad that,
Her eyes made me want to get lost within

I love her so bad that,
Her lips made me a sinner

I love her so bad that,
Her smile made me a fool that never resist

I love her so bad that,
she made me want to move forward and get better,
and swear she does.

I love you,
so good that I learned to fall in love with myself.

kahel Jan 2018

grasp

I was prepared to share
my dreams with you-
but that alone
would not do,
you had to own me.
through and through;
you had to have it all...

so instead you crept
into my head;
day-by-day stole
my thoughts away,
until there was nothing left of me
but a hollow, sorrowful shell.

kahel Jan 2018

your smile

there you are with those alluring smile,
as if the sun rises from the west,
and the moon shaped into square,
i have never seen anything before,
but yours is just like it.
extraordinary.
enough.

kahel Jan 2018

lumière

i'm walking down the path
then saw this desolated garden
where did all the flowers go?
they say it is supposed to bloom
it’s supposed to grow
higher than the sky
then i looked back at myself
something is sprouting on my chest
overlooked
how you flourish them with love,
my sunshine,
you.

for recognizing my efforts and watering my growth

kahel Jan 2018

spellbind

the sky tonight looks dark,
she wonders,
where did the stars go,
little did she know,
not all of them are lost,
some are here,
unaware of it,
and wonders.

kahel Dec 2017

clasp

rough night,
city lights,
you on my sight,
no more,
no less,
trapped in horizon,
bumper to bumper,
slowly eating time,
so i hold your hand,
tracing all the lines,
in your palm,
until it connects with mine,
so deep,
it reaches your soul,
head on your chest,
listening to your favorite songs,
while i explore every maze of your heart,
every pound,
every rhythm,
every word it speaks,
there's one thing we're sure of,
its our love,
its our fight.

I will hold you and never let go.

kahel Oct 2017

remedy

at last,
after exploring endless tunnels,
fighting unbeatable foes,
searching unknown souls,

tragedy found his cure,
his hope,
his happiness,
his poem,
his own,
remedy.