you used to be my light.
I wear sunglasses now.

I know you are always
here for me
and you care...
But even in a room full of people
I feel alone
I wish I could look at you
And smile
Like I use to
But I feel so alone
And it's making me
Think things
Making me think
Why?
Why am I so in love with you?
When will I be able to keep
My promise to not be a ***
And sit and talk to you,
Without feeling like I'm going to cry?