This isn't a poem it's a question;
If someone broke your most important rule could you forgive them?

It was just getting good
I was enjoying myself
My escape
But now I'm back to reality

I don't want to be home

I put on a fake smile
Just so people won't
Ask if I'm okay
"Yeah I'm fine"
I would say if they asked
And give them a fake smile

I get help and hugs
People pray for me
And I accept them
But I don't know
If I deserve any of this
Why do you try to help me
When I am sad and crying?
Why do you care?
I am just another
Camp member
You don't know what is
Happening to me
Yet you want to help
Thank you but
I don't deserve such
Nice things

I thought getting away
And being with others
Would make it stop
But no, it did not
I think of you
A lot more now that
I don't have the
Distractions I have at home
I wish I could tell you
That I miss you
And that
.......

I'm surrounded by
People that care
And want to help me
But I feel alone
And afraid
I have tried not to cry
But even here
I cannot hold it in
I run away from
My friend that wants
To help me and heal me
And hind in the corner and cry

I've thought
I understand
I hope
I'm right

It's not to be taken lightly

I have a friend with the same name as a poet on here so when I googled his name I found this site.
I write poetry so I made an account.
I posted some poems and met a nice poet, who told me I should put up a picture of myself so I did.
Me and that poet became distant friends.
I posted some more poems and liked some from a different poet (you).
You read my inspirational bands/singers list and liked some of them.
You said the reason you sent me a message was because you liked my profile picture and the inspirations list.
Those are all of the major things that lead up to us meeting...
and I wish that none of them had ever occurred...