This so called life
is not the same to everyone
where it is unfair to many
at times too fair to many more

This so called life
is not the same to everyone

There are some who never gave up
even after the dark buries
there-some who just gave up think off once

There are people who gave another chance to make them fall
who once broke them
there are some broke up just on the point of suspension
where once an obsession

From the bond of no words like forever but still holding
to some having the scars of memories holding up lies

From the self-wreck of regrets for little things
to the people who never looks back even after great sins

And for everyone of us
it is justifiable in our own ways
that's where the magic of life lies
SAYING
Just forget what world says and
to go ask out your heart instead what to be done

When you were in a stage
remembering all those memories you had
with your old friends
Crying out yelling in your mind saying
'I regret joining here'
When you were suffering in
and acting out that you don't care
but deep inside you were all alone
All those days
you thought no single creature was looking at you
you thought no one really care for you
where couldn't handle the situations well

But the little you forgot to look at
is your own friend
who saw those eyes which were pretending
like they never know how to cry
who saw that heart which couldn't bear the pain
regretting like you had done the world's biggest sin
who saw you being abnormal unlike you used to..
still tried hard to look as cool & normal
sometimes underestimating sometimes overestimating
the things you were going through

you thought no one was looking at you
but I was just beside you looking at the things
trying to help out in a way I could do
& finally am glad that I made it done

now I just wanna say the same words you said
on the day you were laying beside
"nothing is permanent in our lives"
now tell me?
are you done with your temporary trauma??
are you happy on this birthday like I always excite for mine??
cause I do :)

I never knew that you are the cure
until you entered into my life
the one who can make some magic
removing all the doubts filled in
the one who made me realize that
I can give one more chance to trust someone
there is no way that world is wrong
instead I where the one to whom it show all the wrong

Then, the day I realized
I promised my self not to leave you no matter what
I knew you were cold but
that was far better than promises they made n left like a stranger
I knew you were not much into talking but
fortunately the best listener to my depressed mind
I knew
I knew you were not an attention seeker but
the now me #idon'tcare is all learnt from you
There were times where life bought me down
but in the bad rainy days YOU TOOK ALL MY WORRIES AWAY

To my bestfriend who made my life glow again
entered during my dark days
I wish I would get a word greater than 'thank you' to say for everything

That gasp you let out while smiling
looking into my eyes
Like answering all my question unasked
Virtually patting through the hug
on the hope of asking out for trust
Talking to this soul
having no movement at lips
Standing out there one meter away

And then she chuckled & said
"Today I think I found those eyes which I have been craving for"

I never knew that
those hidden giggles under the blanket
will one day turn into
silent tears hugging my pillow

Never knew that
those obsessive thoughts about you
will one day make me cry
not to think about u still couldn't help myself

Never knew that
those fantasies of my routine preplans
will **** me
every time I do something new

I never knew that
those words from heart
will suddenly flash out from your mind
soon as you delete the whole chat

I literally never knew that
I'll write these all one day sitting out
with a messy hair and a messy mind
or else  I  would have never even allowed you in my life
Nah
I would have never even born to say you that I love you!
yeah! I know
I know that I am talking more but,
don't you think that time made us more worst than this?

Isn't it?