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JD Mar 2016
I see a repeat in life
as I get older
nothing really changed besides the eyes view
"my views"
although, I see someone younger who had the same ideals
like I once had.
From what seemed so long ago
instead, it's shorten now
in compared to being read in another ten years
the pattern starts over again.
From being really young
to mid aged
until I'm old
it all even ends the same...
So here's hope for the beginning to start over
or at least watch from a sidelines,
it may look different
but, it's all the same.
Life and the words I say will not matter
my life will not matter.
Maybe to a few it could change things
but, I enjoy being here anyways,
to grow
experience
to take
watch
and think in my own way.
yet the pattern continues again.
JD May 2015
Beauty is the perception of the mind.
It's not always what you see on the outside
but, instead it's what you don't see as they pass by.
That's what makes them truly beautiful and rare.
JD Oct 2017
Free will still has its chains.
Exert all thoughts,
Leaving them in the back of your
brain.
Prevail over what should be considered insane.
Look upon yourself
and see how you came.
JD Sep 2014
If I could,
I would follow where my heart beats.
The delicate touch of your hands to my cheeks.
So shy
don't know what to say...
We both smile and blush anyway.
As we both move closer,
dim down the lights,
and with one gentle kiss
you just made my life.
JD Jul 2017
Running towards a light
That's faster then I can run.
Seeking for knowledge
Meanwhile I'll always be dumb.
Holding on to regrets
That I just can't seem to let go of.
My future will be
unfortunate.
Yeah this is sad, I know.
I can't seem to find the words I wanna say anymore
Like as if they don't exist
And if my voice is a sad one
Then so be it.
JD Feb 2015
In the minds of us all
We share the maze of shadow walls*

Thinking you know who you are,
but slowly learning from a far,
The past will show up once in awhile.
The present seems like you're on trial.

The *Man in Black
holds you Dear,
but the ones you lost
show only fear.
Afraid of you?

No.. "You're not there."

The walls move
will you continue to go further?
The doors only open
when things fall into order.

The memories came back
and you went insane,
but would do it over again
just too relieve there pain?

You fall now
in a drastic motion,
where the Man in Black
felt all of your emotions.

You have a second chance now
too see them once more,
and all you have to do
is just open up the right doors.

So follow the maze
just one more time...
To finally let go
of that once horrible crime.

It won't be easy,
but you're not alone,
For The Man in Black
shall be the one to take you home
This is about a story I wrote
JD Jul 2015
Look with closed eyes
listen from within
these are the ways
for your life to begin
Just something randomly that popped in my head.
JD Aug 2020
I often find myself thinking
If you’re happier with him
And how’s it gonna be
When time passes by.
I find myself
In only a struggle
But I know I’ll be fine.
Only with what happened
But not with what could’ve been...
JD Dec 2016
I listen to the radio
To find any song that I know
Just to see if I could feel
That you and I are really real
JD Jun 2015
I held your hand
and pulled you in
never to leave your side

Mistakes were made
but that's okay
I found a way to get by

In my dreams
you will stay
forever on my mind

Reality comes
from the morning sun
I'll finally open my eyes

The only thing
that makes me sad
is you're not by my side.

but the dreams are real
real enough
to make me feel alive.
Based off a Dream
JD Jul 2015
"We all have our strengths and weaknesses."
Although, never make your strength your own weakness.
JD May 2015
Look back to the days
to make it all go away,
and I wanna hear you say
it's all gonna be okay.
JD Apr 2015
So much to say
that's on my mind
but through it all
it's worth the time.

to see something at the very lest
Is something I would beg for on my knees.

I'm glad you're here
and you found a way
but really I have something to say

I miss you.

More than you know,
I would go to great lengths
to clime this wall.

I'm always here
so don't close the door
you're forever on my mind
and my soul to endure
Can you message?
JD Aug 2015
If you and I were both told a secret
who would know?
JD Nov 2014
Our imagination can reach past the stars
although there's more than we could ever imagine
with a little thought
you and I together, could change everything.
JD Jun 2016
Soaring through pages of an open book
I'm lost in the vast imagination,
to where it brings memories of its past..

leaving oneself in an aw,
where I had been nonexistent.

To see the joy I've seen in those eyes,
now to where I exist today,
although tell me,
is there such a time to relive?
JD Apr 2015
Courage is always hidden inside
Guarded by all the fears and lies
Forever feeling terrified
Until you finally realize

It's all an allusion
And you'll withstand
That nothing will happen
Just reach for my hand.

Together we can seek for the end
but, lets take it one step until then.
JD Apr 2015
There is nothing that can stop you from getting
stronger,
                wiser,
                           braver,
                                       and  rich.
you just need to seek in yourself.
Finding out the reasons you exist.
JD Oct 2015
The reaper is knocking at my door
I'll let him in so I know for sure
That's it's okay.
We could get to know one another
Better to be polite,
And accept my guest
For when the day comes
I won't be afraid
On the contrary, I'll embrace my death.
He's got a grin I've never seen before
I hesitate,
Should I open the door?
Fear starts to engulf me
I slam it back in his face
I won't let you take me on this date.
Although he didn't move
Rather just standing there with the syth in his hand.
Patiently waiting.
For that day.
Should I Let him in?
Should I keep him out?
Better to know your guest
But you never know when you'll be next.
Either way he doesn't care
He'll just stand there
giving me that death stare.
JD Jul 2017
We've been playing this game
for way to long.
It's hard to fight the pain
When all and all it's done..
You left me wounded,
You left me scared,
Having trust issues
Now feeling impaired.
Who's to say that you'd even care.
Taking the truth,
Instead of the dare.
Let me tell you something
Finding love is rare
But, if you went the distance
Nobody else compares,
To you.
JD Apr 2015
The night was young
when "we went to bed"
I couldn't stop picturing her in my head.
We'd say goodnight
yet, stay awake.
Only thinking of each others face.

I'd walk out the room
to go get a drink,
"Or maybe that's what I wanted her to think"
but, it came to my surprise
she was up as well.
Maybe this was sign
who was I to tell.

She'd look at me
as I'd look at her
when our eyes collide
I see the universe.

I moved in closer
as would she,
we gave each other a hug
but couldn't be set free.
"don't let me go..
I like how this feels"
but, then it got better when she turned the wheel.

Her lips pressed to mine
I felt something real
we moved to our beds, now knowing how we feel.

you could say it was sneaky
on what happened next,
we couldn't make a noise
but we passed the test.

She'd now sleep on my side
when the sun finally rose
and when I'd open my eyes
I could see birds out the window.

But, more importantly
she was right there
and that was when I knew
how much I really cared.

I miss that day
all of them together
but, all I see is
I gotta play this game better.
JD Nov 2015
I can see the strain in your eyes
Holding all the weight of life
Yet, something in you Just keep on going.

So bright
And powerful
It will never die,

You bring meaning to life
And that's your inner light.

If you were to leave
You know I'd never be the same
So promise me you'll never change
Don't just tell me that and walk away
Because, you're stronger then those people,
Hell, you're stronger then them all
Because, you've got that brightness in you, and my dear
That's love.

It's love
And you spread it through the world.
JD Apr 2015
The love of my life is so far away
keeping me waiting for a someday
if only she knew how I really felt
words can't describe her beauty itself.
JD Aug 2014
why write so negative?
I hate your plea,
This world is so much better than you make it seem.

Why make yourself feel so bad,
that's only making it worse.
Why not write something happy?
I promise it wont hurt.

What the hell is going on in your head to make you seem so sad?
So stop this crap! I don't wanna fell bad.
My life ***** at times but, so does everyone else
so why dont you get off your *** and do something about it?!
it shouldn't be so hard since everyone's the same,
but you could be the first one to say, I'm different
JD May 2015
The feelings that I get while I'm staring at your face
are like a supernova exploding in space.
Not with the pain or destruction it may cause
but, instead with the beauty of looking from a far.
JD Apr 2015
Help me find the courage inside
to not run from the fears and lies,
The path ahead is so very long,
It hard to believe I was even this strong.

Creatures always come out at night
I'm holding my demons in so tight.

This can't be right,
where is my home?
something's wrong
I need to go..

The Fire beats within my heart
tho the silence can only go so far.

This isn't heaven
or where I belong,
this is a world
where we don't get along.

Finding courage
in a place like this,
the thought of it just makes me sick.

how can I do this on my own,
when it seems like everyone leaves me alone?

Well I guess that's why I have to be brave
so I can create these better days.
Such ones where people can smile.
You could even learn to let your guard down awhile.

By facing these fears
I must swallow my pride,
for how can I keep living
if I chose to hide?

No more running.
I'm done with it all,
I'm facing these problems
by taking them head on.
JD May 2015
This was my story
Lost in the woods that burned down
but I'll take it back
Haiku
JD Jul 2015
This will be alright in the end,
don't be scared to have a start.
Just remember what you're trying to fend
and always follow your heart.
JD Aug 2014
"Eye for an eye makes the world go blind"
But if you don't take a stand, you're on your knees and hands.
JD Nov 2015
I've been the one who was believed
too where I am you can not reach

way below in your eyes
yet, so above
passed the sky

how long are you going to hold this lie?
probably until the day you die.

So go on without a single word
you've always been so absurd

you know yourself
"like you know me."

a demon in mind
  yet, with a conscience
I'm free.
JD Apr 2015
This is were I sit
on a bench so far away.
Looking towards the horizon
waiting day by day.

It's really peaceful
for what I can say.
This has you look at things
in a completely new way.

To be alone with your thoughts,
isn't so bad.
It gives you time to think
about what you really have.

I could give examples
but, where's the fun in that?
how about instead you pop a squat
and give you're mind a little chat.

There's plenty of room
so don't worry about that
i'll see you soon
I'm coming right back.

This is were I sat
on a bench so far away.
Looking towards the horizon
waiting day by day.
JD Apr 2015
To save the Queen
I must face,
danger alone
in this ugly place.

Deep inside
I can see you scared
but, lucky
I came prepared

Out of all the Queens
I can't see you so blue
a daffodil at hand
is the weapon I choose

With this flower,
I'll make my stand,
to prove that I am, the better man

No dragon will be slain
instead, we'll fly!
Up in our own castle
high, in the sky.

What do you say?
lets give it a try.
Just take this flower
out of my own surprise.
JD Apr 2015
The cute little puppy
who always wanted to be picked,
he'd lay on his belly
and roll over for a trick

but no matter how much he keeps on rolling
the people walked by
and kept ignoring

So this is when he decided to bark
and that was when the hitting would start.

This little puppy
now grows old
feeling sick
and needs a home.

But one day a door opens
and she walks by.
This lady in green
has now arrived.

She looks at him
deep in his eyes.
He starts to growl
she then realized

This puppy really needs a home
such one, he could call his own.
So she takes him, so far away
the puppy once again, began to play.
Here's a story for you
JD Mar 2015
I'll watch the night
beneath the stars
waiting for her to come from afar

With the moon lite up
we can both share
this moment we have in a deep stare

Her eyes greener than the grass
with lips so soft,
her kisses last

and the silence really isn't bad
because of the memories we once had

Like how we laughed
or how we played
just me and her
listening to the waves

we'd call each other
by silly names
yet sadly these things don't always remain

But I'll always look up
and still think of her smile..
**That Paopu fruit really does last for awhile.
for those who don't know what a Paopu fruit is
It's a representation of a bond that last forever,
you can only share this once.
JD Jun 2015
I feel a rumble
in my tumble
yet I can't seem to eat

I must'v fumbled
when I stumbled
upon calling  last week

tho I really hope you like this
if you hear a **** beat
yet the problem still remains

"I just can't eat."

not a mumble
or crumble
will you ever hear a sound,

That is louder than my stomach
you can hear across town.

Tho I'm humble
I feel bumbled
but you know what'd be a treat

Once life gets sweeter
I'd be able to eat.
Try reading this fast
JD May 2015
Nothing seems to matter
when it doesn't happen to you
because, once you don't see it yourself
you're blind.
JD Apr 2015
Speak out you mind
almost like you're flowing back in time,
to where this all began
but, would you change it in the end?
JD Nov 2014
So there's the theory of the multi universe, where if we were to keep going further into space that sooner or later we would reach an end to it. Being that the entire Universe itself is inside a bubble, next to other bubbles that have there own universe in them as well. I  believe in the idea of division by two. consistently cutting size in half by two until we reach another universe, being so small that nothing can affect the other universes or "world". We also know that energy can neither be created nor destroyed... We are made up of energy and created from the same materials as the stars in the sky, what if energy is so light and small, that when we die, it goes into the next universe and we get to relive our lives over again? Being weak from death, and having no memory at all, we are reborn to live out lives over again. This time with different decisions. What if there is an infinite amount of universes that you consistently live that have different decisions made in them? Also having an infinite amount of universes that you don't exist as well, meaning there are an infinite over an infinity of things that could ever happen to you and without you. Having people who aren't born in this universe, but having there own infinite universe of there own? from one little change to something drastic, would change everything.. example: if a wolf eats a deer, it means nothing to us, but in the reality of the universe, it would have changed everything that ever could have been or ever was with that deer. what If the deer hadn't been eaten? Maybe in a long run, the deer would have had breed some young, and the young would have been eaten by someone who was starving to death, but if the wolf had eaten the first deer, the person would have died who was starving. Now if the wolf hadn't eaten the deer, the person could have lived and maybe could have had children of there own, that would have drastically changed everything. What if we do relive our lives in the other universe, but with different decisions up to a point at any given time? only being one choice made to change EVERYTHING. everything could have followed through up to any moment in time that we decided to do something different, like me picking up a glass of water instead of a glass of tea, may seem like nothing, but it could alter anything in the future because i thought differently at that moment, meaning my decision on anything COULD be different afterwards. Also an idea for instincts, maybe we have a feeling or "reminder" or being at the same situation as before? What if so called God, is the universe itself. Nothing is perfect. so how could heaven be? They say Angels envy us for living. what if Living is our heaven, and that we relive our lives until its perfect, but nothing is perfect and for one to have perfection another wouldn't. meaning we would be in a constant cycle of life forever, learning something new every time without knowing it. We create our own heaven and hell. Judgment is the people that are around us.. If someone had killed someone else, they would go to jail. possible for life, so it seems like the worse thing ever to be stuck in a room for the rest of your life thinking you'r going to die and not know what will happen next, what if its a lesson to learn and the next time you live that life, you make a different decision, based off of your own instinct. Because whats a worse punishment than not knowing whats next, but being able to relive your life, its kinda like being grounded, just not knowing you will someday be free again. There has to be an unlimited amount of energy, meaning an unlimited amount of lives that could ever live, just in another universe that we may be able to see again. Who knows, maybe this is our tenth billion life living here again, and with an infinity amount of living, it really seems like nothing has changed at all, compared the universes itself going on forever. Meaning we may have nothing to fear at all after death. This is all just an idea i'v made up, but it's always running through my mind. Im probably wrong, but its just a thought.
JD Jun 2015
Light up a cigarette
it's how we escape
in hope life gets better
until we leave this place.

Leaving of course, from a stray
is any one intending for you to stay?
It takes thirty seconds
to smoke part of your life away.

Some look in the mirror
now covered by grey.
They cough up a lung
with nothing left to say.

Everyone else will pass away
continuing to smoke everyday.
Maybe there was always a better way
yet, look who cared enough to stay.

The reason I smoke everyday
is because, I'm stuck here in a pray
hoping someone will come save the day
or i'll say goodbye, in my own patient way.

I don't like to smoke
I can honestly say...
Yet I still do it
Day by Day.
No one likes smoking right away
most of the time when they start it's for attention
enough time for people to notice.
some people really don't care. I don't think many people wanted to start in the first place.
instead, they're only looking for a way to escape
it's easy to quit when you start but,
how hard is it to just be there for them right away before it continues to get worse? I smoke, and this is what I can say.
otherwise, tell me why you really think people smoke today?
JD Mar 2015
Destiny has cheated me
upon what I couldn't see
Looking back at who I love
only praying to the stars above

That the girl I idealize  
is now in the arms of another guy
wishing that I could have changed things
am I really that's all to blame?

How could I have cheated fate?
It was so clear I could suffocate
the fact that I am no longer
the man that you deserve.

Without you dear I have nothing left
so now I take my final breath
to say goodbye to the one I love
to watch you fly while I burn below.
NOT DEPRESSED HERE!
I thought more of an opera kind of feel to this
Like a dramatic story.
JD Aug 2014
Having to wait
leaving it to fate
with another day passing by.
Reality kicks in
while I'm thinking again,
is this all just a waste of time?
I wanna know,
is it true?
Can someone like me even be with you?
for that matter you want more,
you want the things i cant insure.
The things you want,
well that's to bad.
You should'v given me the time you had.
Well i hope your glad,
For now I'm sad,
because you never even cared to look,
and maybe.. just maybe, that's all it really could'v took.
JD Oct 2016
Turn off all the lights
Just close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.

We can go to missippi
Or maybe Italy
I know we ain't got a lot of money
But, that's okay when you're with me.

Turn off all the lights.
Just close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.

I know we ain't got much
But, love is what we've got.
We can go anywhere,
Just close your eyes.

If I could make your dreams
all come true,
Then I'd do it all for you.
Just to see that smile,
for only a moment..
All my problems go away.
And when you're with me
I feel so free,
You make me happy.
Just promise me
that you'll never leave
So we can be a family.

just turn off all the lights
close your eyes and hold me tight.
Turn off all the lights
I promise everything's alright.
JD May 2015
Surrounded in black
you can't see a thing.
The words gets louder,
are you listening?
Someone who's speaking so softly to you
telling you the things that're only true.
The words you hear from a heart.
You'll eventually see something through the dark.
Only you can't really know what it is,
You're still blinded in all this.
Tho you can really imagine what it could be
because, the thought of it was of you and me.
So turn on the lights,
now what do you see?
Was I really there,
or in your fantasy?
JD Apr 2015
People think they're either cursed or blessed.
Although I'v seen a happy man cry
and a sad women smile.
We just need to face it,
we're all in denial.
JD Nov 2015
Real love can't pretend
It's always with you
Until the very end.

What's in the heart can't really be replaced.
Without any doubt all I see is your face.

The question is,

Who will make me laugh the same?
When I'm with another it almost like pain.

Real love can't pretend
It's always with you
Until the very end.

The question is,

What am I supposed to do,
When I know my heart has choosen you.
What am I supposed to say,
When I know you're gonna be okay

Real love can't pretend
It's always with you
Until the very end.

Well what if it's not?
What if I lose?
I'm giving up my life
Dedicated to you.

Real love cant pretend
It's always with you
Until the very end.
JD Aug 2015
Don't worry what they're gonna say
what matter to you is that you're going to be okay
and that's what I can say.
You're going to be okay.
JD Feb 2018
Life is like a sound
You correct it when it's out of  tune.
JD Jun 2016
I wanna open your eyes
So you won't have a reason to fall
Just look towards the sky
Show em all you're standing tall
And even if you fall
I'll still be by your side
I'll never let you go
Not until the day I die
JD Apr 2016
Just relax while the days pass,
it's all okay.
Someday you'll look back
and well, who knows..
JD Sep 2015
Doing wrong things
in the right way
while following reasons
only you'd know yourself.
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