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Feb 2015 · 445
Purgatory
JD Feb 2015
In the minds of us all
We share the maze of shadow walls*

Thinking you know who you are,
but slowly learning from a far,
The past will show up once in awhile.
The present seems like you're on trial.

The *Man in Black
holds you Dear,
but the ones you lost
show only fear.
Afraid of you?

No.. "You're not there."

The walls move
will you continue to go further?
The doors only open
when things fall into order.

The memories came back
and you went insane,
but would do it over again
just too relieve there pain?

You fall now
in a drastic motion,
where the Man in Black
felt all of your emotions.

You have a second chance now
too see them once more,
and all you have to do
is just open up the right doors.

So follow the maze
just one more time...
To finally let go
of that once horrible crime.

It won't be easy,
but you're not alone,
For The Man in Black
shall be the one to take you home
This is about a story I wrote
Jan 2015 · 492
Mirror
JD Jan 2015
Is there anything else to blame
when you finally look at yourself?
Jan 2015 · 310
Continue the Game
JD Jan 2015
Breath a long as I
Until we all Die

Never let go
In spit of fear
There will always be time,
Time for those tears.

Life is the Game,
sadly we all play.
Some of us will quit,
leaving the rest with little to say.

The fears we have
are the ones we need to let go
because, we'll all go together
**and never truly Die alone.
Realize that we're all connect
Jan 2015 · 664
Follow your heart.
JD Jan 2015
Who ever takes your heart
shall be the one that never parts.
Forever on your mind
Your willing to give up your time.

"Patience"
a key,
"virtue"
a need.

Tho it maybe hard for the moment
the future shall come,
and if you give up now
well then you're done.

So leave it to fate
or take it in your own hands,
I just pray to God that you even have a plan.
For love only comes once,

So don't ***** this up!
And for anyone else out there
I'd only like to say,
**Good Luck.
Jan 2015 · 1.1k
Game Over
JD Jan 2015
I'm tired of the head games
Do you still really wanna play?
Your not the only one with emotions
And that's all I'm gonna say...
Jan 2015 · 411
Dear Father...
JD Jan 2015
I don't know what to say,
My best friend just passed away...
Dear Father,
I loved you so
As you loved me,
I miss the times
When we were a family.
Not that we aren't one anymore,
But the times when I knew you made me feel secure.
I had secrets that only you knew..
I guess theirs not much now left to lose,
Dad I love you.
I miss your smile..
But don't you frown
Ill be there in a little while.
Someday Ill look back to what is now
And just be happy that you were always around.
I cant let go of the feelings I have
But I know one thing for sure..
You'll always be my Dad.
This isn't my father, but I wrote this for a friend who asked me to write something for her about him.
Jan 2015 · 239
What am I?
JD Jan 2015
No matter the weather
I stay cold

Without me
Things quickly grow old

I have a brother
Who's cooler than I

Although he's the one
That time doesn't pass by
Jan 2015 · 225
What am I?
JD Jan 2015
I can breath
Although I have no lungs
Everyone wants to be around me
But will not touch.
Jan 2015 · 1.6k
Loyalty to the King
JD Jan 2015
A man on his knees
Although they're not weak
Willing to die
For only what "he" seeks.
Jan 2015 · 272
Does it matter?
JD Jan 2015
Is it the right thing to do,
when you know your gonna lose?
Would they do the same for you,
if you were them in their shoes?
Dec 2014 · 278
When will you learn?
JD Dec 2014
You messed up once
why do it again?
The lesson was learned,
then you tore it to shreds.
The family we had
is no longer there,
the family that's now
seems easily not spared.
What do we have to do
to make you smile?
Are we even good enough,
or am I in denial?
The things you want
were the things you had.
Maybe it would've been better
if only you stayed with dad.
Well you became the reason..
The reason I was sad...
Now i see this again
and it only makes me mad..
When will you learn,
that we've got feelings too?
You're supposed to be my mom...
Please,
don't make me hate you...
Dec 2014 · 2.0k
Getting back on your feet.
JD Dec 2014
So much happening
you look to the sky,
the wind blows
you float up high.
No control
you think you'll die,
for only a second
but then you realize,
not a moment passes
that struck you with fear.
opening up your mind,
to new ideas,
And when the moments right
you'll begin to fall
with one tumbling motion
and no remorse at all.
The ground will shake ,
and the wind shall  blow,
but all that matters,
is at least you know
*That sometimes you'll hit an all time low,
But it only leads you to where you need to go.
I Based this off a dream
Nov 2014 · 329
Life
JD Nov 2014
Sometimes life just seems like space.
Endless, Cold, and Empty.
Although there's more to it than the eye can see,
It's truly filled with beauty and wonders.
Nov 2014 · 441
Lets change our world.
JD Nov 2014
What you call free
sounds like crap!
What I call free,
well.. we just can't have that.
It's not like we can run away on our own.
So is there ever a place we can really call a home?
With one issue,
causes another.
I'm tired of this world
lets create one better!
I'm sure people really wouldn't mind that,
but who's gonna be the one who gets shot in the back?
We try to express ourselves over music like, pop and rap
but, like a wise women once said.
"Ain't no body got time for that."
So is anyone out there gonna take a stand?
While I'm the one out here who's raising my hand.
With my fist held high
I reach to the sky
Join me my friends
to surely make this to an end!
We have the power to change our world,
but we need to do it together,
with every boy and girl.
For the future is within our hands!
All we need to do, is just think of a master plan.
Nov 2014 · 418
I'm Stuck.
JD Nov 2014
Kitty cat
on my lap,
how I'm trapped?
Cause I'm a sap.
Nov 2014 · 372
Burning Leaf
JD Nov 2014
See a leaf burning red.
I'd begun to spread,
Throughout the forest trees start to fall,
leaving nothing but smoke and ashes.
Everything's gone,
or so it may seem!
You push away the remains and you fine a leaf,
still pure and healthy,
as green as it'll ever be.
A new hope
A new dream
begins.
Coming back for NC
Nov 2014 · 313
Lesson Learned
JD Nov 2014
I love you
as i know you loved me.
I'll never forget
while now you ignore thee.
I know something's there,
but you're so scared to open.
I deserve this now,
It's my fault your heart's broken..
I never wanted you to go,
but I'd made my choice.
We cant all be the hero.
"******* I miss your voice..."
Although I'll leave you be,
because I still love you so.
Just please remember this,
That book will never go.
-Wolfy
There's so much I wanna say, that even with all my words.. It only begins to scratch the surface from the layers of rock that're unpredictably deep.
Nov 2014 · 293
Acceptance
JD Nov 2014
I'm not blind
I can see within this light,
giving me the courage to walk through it,
with arms open and with nothing to fear.
I reach out to the stars
only waiting,
I'm prepared.
Lets do this once,
Lets do this right,
For when I'm gone,
it'll be the end to this night.
I'm tired now
and I don't wanna fight.
So lets end it with a smile..
**EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT.
JD Nov 2014
I wanted love,
but now it'd died.
Being open to ideas
where people would hide.
"Who needs anyone
when you've got yourself?
"
Said the foolish man,
only in cry for help.
JD Nov 2014
So there's the theory of the multi universe, where if we were to keep going further into space that sooner or later we would reach an end to it. Being that the entire Universe itself is inside a bubble, next to other bubbles that have there own universe in them as well. I  believe in the idea of division by two. consistently cutting size in half by two until we reach another universe, being so small that nothing can affect the other universes or "world". We also know that energy can neither be created nor destroyed... We are made up of energy and created from the same materials as the stars in the sky, what if energy is so light and small, that when we die, it goes into the next universe and we get to relive our lives over again? Being weak from death, and having no memory at all, we are reborn to live out lives over again. This time with different decisions. What if there is an infinite amount of universes that you consistently live that have different decisions made in them? Also having an infinite amount of universes that you don't exist as well, meaning there are an infinite over an infinity of things that could ever happen to you and without you. Having people who aren't born in this universe, but having there own infinite universe of there own? from one little change to something drastic, would change everything.. example: if a wolf eats a deer, it means nothing to us, but in the reality of the universe, it would have changed everything that ever could have been or ever was with that deer. what If the deer hadn't been eaten? Maybe in a long run, the deer would have had breed some young, and the young would have been eaten by someone who was starving to death, but if the wolf had eaten the first deer, the person would have died who was starving. Now if the wolf hadn't eaten the deer, the person could have lived and maybe could have had children of there own, that would have drastically changed everything. What if we do relive our lives in the other universe, but with different decisions up to a point at any given time? only being one choice made to change EVERYTHING. everything could have followed through up to any moment in time that we decided to do something different, like me picking up a glass of water instead of a glass of tea, may seem like nothing, but it could alter anything in the future because i thought differently at that moment, meaning my decision on anything COULD be different afterwards. Also an idea for instincts, maybe we have a feeling or "reminder" or being at the same situation as before? What if so called God, is the universe itself. Nothing is perfect. so how could heaven be? They say Angels envy us for living. what if Living is our heaven, and that we relive our lives until its perfect, but nothing is perfect and for one to have perfection another wouldn't. meaning we would be in a constant cycle of life forever, learning something new every time without knowing it. We create our own heaven and hell. Judgment is the people that are around us.. If someone had killed someone else, they would go to jail. possible for life, so it seems like the worse thing ever to be stuck in a room for the rest of your life thinking you'r going to die and not know what will happen next, what if its a lesson to learn and the next time you live that life, you make a different decision, based off of your own instinct. Because whats a worse punishment than not knowing whats next, but being able to relive your life, its kinda like being grounded, just not knowing you will someday be free again. There has to be an unlimited amount of energy, meaning an unlimited amount of lives that could ever live, just in another universe that we may be able to see again. Who knows, maybe this is our tenth billion life living here again, and with an infinity amount of living, it really seems like nothing has changed at all, compared the universes itself going on forever. Meaning we may have nothing to fear at all after death. This is all just an idea i'v made up, but it's always running through my mind. Im probably wrong, but its just a thought.
Nov 2014 · 743
Digging your way out
JD Nov 2014
Seems easy to forget, yet it's so hard
why do i dare go this far?
To have something you want
but forced to let go
am I crawling my way out, or just digging a hole.
I see something now and it seems kinda bright,
but I cant see who's standing there at the end of this light.
perhaps its a hand to pull me out, or judgment demanding for me to go down.
whatever it is, I can smell the air. To feel that breeze going through my hair.
what a dream to have, I could finally be free.
to live the day where I can just be me.
Nov 2014 · 708
Science
JD Nov 2014
Our imagination can reach past the stars
although there's more than we could ever imagine
with a little thought
you and I together, could change everything.
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
when Friends become family
JD Oct 2014
like a mother to a son
we made it up for fun
but together we shall stand
to always give a helping hand
Oct 2014 · 644
Dreams vs Reality
JD Oct 2014
In one moment
everything appears.
You don't think about it
it just seems clear.

What you need to do,
why you're there.
You bound no fear,
By neither Death nor Despair.

To give your life,
if it were a dream.
Would you do the same,
if it were reality?

Well the answer must be clear,
You hold those who're dear.
With the action of no fear..
It leads to the next awakening.
I base this off a dream.
Oct 2014 · 351
Dying with a smile.
JD Oct 2014
Looking in your eyes
while falling to my demise
You'd finally realized
I've taken the hit.
But all i could think was,
So worth it...
Oct 2014 · 369
A constant thought.
JD Oct 2014
It only takes one act of courage to change everything...
Oct 2014 · 717
A True Family
JD Oct 2014
YELL, ARGUE, SCREAM, AND SHOUT!
is this what a family is all about?

Just getting under each others skin,
but does anyone actually ever win?

I'm sure there's more that we can endure
while sharing this pain, we're all to blame.

but have you ever thought to yourself
that even when your wrong with somebody else,

that family always pulls on through
no matter what it is that you do.

Don't forget either that you've got some friends too,
so what are you gonna do?

love them
because they love you.
Sep 2014 · 698
My Angel
JD Sep 2014
Take a deep breath, look up to the stars,
it'll always make me remember who you are.
you look so far away, yet we're so near
but ill be there one day, and ill whisper in your ear
you have nothing to fear, for i am here.
whether in your heart or by your side
I'm with you for life, even through death.
nothing will stop me..
To make sure your safe, i would lose my wings
to watch you fly while the angels sing.
They may say i have fallen, but i'll just look up and smile
for i have already fallen...
fallen for you.
Sep 2014 · 334
lay with me.
JD Sep 2014
Close your eyes
Hold me tight
In your arms
Until the death of night.
Sep 2014 · 511
What am I?
JD Sep 2014
Im there when needed most,
you either like me or you don't,
But I'll go behind your back one day,
and leave you with nothing to say.
Sep 2014 · 511
Have I mentioned?
JD Sep 2014
Light up your ****, while drinking more beer.
Have you even noticed yet? That everyone disappeared.
You could have done so much better throughout all those years.
Instead you decide to stay in, holding all the tears.

Have i mentioned that you're NOT alone?
That maybe you actually have a place too CALL a home?
For our darkest hour, we all have a time of need.
Just for you to listen I'm begging on my knees..

look at what you were, to what you are now.
I hope it makes a difference to just hear me out.
Your a beautiful person, hanging by a rope.
And please don't let go, for i'll give you hope.

So could we get rid of all the **** and the beer?
that's better now.. wait, whats that i hear?
The people.. they've reappeared
it's time to say goodbye to all those fears.

Say hello to the new beginning.
Sep 2014 · 630
memory
JD Sep 2014
I looked back to what I was
To realize who I am again
Sep 2014 · 601
Life
JD Sep 2014
For the people who read this
It's not just a game
we've all got emotions
and we've all gone insane.
Sep 2014 · 408
Primo amore
JD Sep 2014
If I could,
I would follow where my heart beats.
The delicate touch of your hands to my cheeks.
So shy
don't know what to say...
We both smile and blush anyway.
As we both move closer,
dim down the lights,
and with one gentle kiss
you just made my life.
Aug 2014 · 334
You are my sun.
JD Aug 2014
Your beauty gives off the light in my day.
Seeing you is the sun itself,
just giving me that warm feeling i seem to have right now inside me
But as you walk away that's when the sun seems to go down,
thus to see the side of a beautiful dark blue sky
with the stars shining down upon us,
it brings back the memories of what we've just had together,
of me thinking of you
and possible you thinking of me.
The thoughts are so warming,
its as if the sun had just came up again for another day,
another way for you and I to see each other again.
Aug 2014 · 568
8th grade poem "Potential"
JD Aug 2014
let the words of this pencil speak out my mind.
Anger and rage held up inside,
As  sadness withers from thy heart.
pain and agony begins to start.
The beautiful passion for love I have,
but scared to say for it might lag.
Starting with the wind
but ending with it gone,
so enjoy what i say "having fun."
Keeping a friend
They're with you forever,
but then see another gone right out the window.
although remembering the good times,
it makes you think.
life ant half bad,
but sometimes its the worst.
Tho put a smile on my face and see thy true colors,
For nothing will take away your smile
not unless you let it.
Aug 2014 · 312
That one choice
JD Aug 2014
"Eye for an eye makes the world go blind"
But if you don't take a stand, you're on your knees and hands.
Aug 2014 · 483
What I saw
JD Aug 2014
Beauty stuns,
Almost like your back at a gun,
Sometimes you don't know what to say,
Because they literally took your breath away..
Aug 2014 · 307
Over all
JD Aug 2014
I'm High,
in the sky,
above the clouds,
on a rainy day,
I see the sun.
Aug 2014 · 326
True Colors
JD Aug 2014
Having to wait
leaving it to fate
with another day passing by.
Reality kicks in
while I'm thinking again,
is this all just a waste of time?
I wanna know,
is it true?
Can someone like me even be with you?
for that matter you want more,
you want the things i cant insure.
The things you want,
well that's to bad.
You should'v given me the time you had.
Well i hope your glad,
For now I'm sad,
because you never even cared to look,
and maybe.. just maybe, that's all it really could'v took.
Aug 2014 · 967
Goodnight
JD Aug 2014
Imagine what we could be

Living in nothing but our dreams
Occasionally giving in to the scenes
Valuing
Everything you are to me.

Young forever
Only in our hearts
Understand that we'll never be apart

Besides, tomorrow's here
And another dream has disappeared
But
Eventually nighttime shall come again.
I.   L.O.V.E.   Y.O.U.   B.A.B.E.
JD Aug 2014
why write so negative?
I hate your plea,
This world is so much better than you make it seem.

Why make yourself feel so bad,
that's only making it worse.
Why not write something happy?
I promise it wont hurt.

What the hell is going on in your head to make you seem so sad?
So stop this crap! I don't wanna fell bad.
My life ***** at times but, so does everyone else
so why dont you get off your *** and do something about it?!
it shouldn't be so hard since everyone's the same,
but you could be the first one to say, I'm different

— The End —