It's funny, how fast light is,
Passing by as if time had stopped itself.
spreading everywhere on everything in a brightness.
It's the only thing that can split the dark from the inside out.

It's warm,
It's beautiful,
And, it's a feeling of being safe.

Although, when everything seems so great,
Light still keeps on moving
Kinda of in the blink of an eye
It leads back to the dark.

I believe people have a way of spreading there own kind of light
Yet, we're more fragil.

People have a way to bring
warmth,
Love,
And that feeling of just being safe.

Only it's easier to break a bulb
Then it is to make one.
It can always be replace
But, it will shine a bit differently.

So really take a look at what brightens up your day
Because, before you know it,

It's gone,
It's cold,
And you feel alone.

It's a tingle that will rise
It's depression that grows
It's a self loathing hatred
And fear of losing control.

It's the tears in your eyes
It's the words you'll regret
And the worst part about it is,
There's never going back..

It's become vivid
Your world is mine.
With an unpredictable ending
Of either darkness or light

No need for a cape,
Not able to fly,
The hero's in us all
Keeping us alive.

No need for super strength
We've got our own,
It's about what you can take,
Even if you stand alone.

The villian's always around
Whispering in our heads
"How can you stop what can't be dead?"

Well with our power
We can stand tall
Against the forces in ourselves
Is there really evil at all?

Or are we just another character
Falling in our demise,
Letting the voices speak to us,
hiding in another disguise

Well it's up to you
If you choose to hide
Or get off your ***
And try to stay alive.

What am I supposed to do?
I couldn't keep hold of you
My grip wasn't strong enough
You slipped right through my fingers.

Is there anything left to say?
I know we're both not okay,
Should I just jump anyway
And be where you are?

What was I supposed to do?
Your hand felt so loose
Did you really wanna fall?
Leaving me all alone..

Can there be one last thing to say?
I really do hope you're okay
Who needs to be here anyways,
I bet your flying now.

I'll watch the tree all night
With the lights that shine a bit dim,
While all my troubles will disappear
Shortly until the new year begins.

Merry Christmas.

The boy stands in rain
Seemingly waiting for something
Alone with silence

This world.
A place where we're force to live
Under its seemingly endless amount of tests
Apon with it's vast beauty
And hardships to endevor.

What are we searching for?
That's a question I can not answer..

As humans, our intelligences as of now "looks high."
We have an understanding of what's around us, Yet we know nothing at all of why we're here,
If there is any reason at all..

Some of us try to find out our own answers
Although, it's normally just "what we wanted all along."

Maybe the reason we want someone is because, we know we'll all go..

Living forever
We'd have nothing we'd want.
"Like a person who only has money,
They say it can't buy happiness."
So maybe, that's the same with life.

Our happiness comes from knowing we could lose anything,
And that this is actually everything.

Family
Friends
Your love
And all exsperiences of life.

Why else would we rather sacrifice ourselves for another?
Unless the life you have really does means nothing
But everything to someone.
just a concept of another greater importance
A symbol that is "yourself"
Representing the importance of life
With it's meanless definition,
Which to us, is important.

The blind man was asked
"How does this picture look?"
The man then replies,
"Beautiful."
The blind man was then asked
"How so?"
He replies,
"Your forced to see whatever it is,
I get to see whatever I want."

I have noticed all along,
That I was always the the one who was wrong.
Even tho I would try to make it right,
It always seems to lead to another fight.
I just want things to be alright...
But, your answer is to keep me out of sight.
As if you've concluded your own light,
While I still try to give this all my might.
Even tho it may not be bright,
Your worth something to me.
Your worth my life.
So until we talk again,
which I hope we might.
All I can really say is,
Goodnight.

Four walls of white
Looking so wide
While slowly they're closing in.

Lips shut tight
Not a mumble or a sound
The door just won't open.

The Windows have bars
And the tiles are falling
What ever happened to the light?

I'm in a box with one way in,
No way out,
This is not alright...

It's getting cramped.

Look at these walls
They've just turned black..
left all alone
Yet, with a Feeling of being attacked.

I'm scared.

Please don't come tho,
You may be next.

Paying for a sin
That is I.
And just like that
The walls collide.

Believe in whatever
It's all on how you perceive
To make your own world

I can see the strain in your eyes
Holding all the weight of life
Yet, something in you Just keep on going.

So bright
And powerful
It will never die,

You bring meaning to life
And that's your inner light.

If you were to leave
You know I'd never be the same
So promise me you'll never change
Don't just tell me that and walk away
Because, you're stronger then those people,
Hell, you're stronger then them all
Because, you've got that brightness in you, and my dear
That's love.

It's love
And you spread it through the world.

If you smile in time
The world is so much brighter
Do to your own strength

The reaper is knocking at my door
I'll let him in so I know for sure
That's it's okay.
We could get to know one another
Better to be polite,
And accept my guest
For when the day comes
I won't be afraid
On the contrary, I'll embrace my death.
He's got a grin I've never seen before
I hesitate,
Should I open the door?
Fear starts to engulf me
I slam it back in his face
I won't let you take me on this date.
Although he didn't move
Rather just standing there with the syth in his hand.
Patiently waiting.
For that day.
Should I Let him in?
Should I keep him out?
Better to know your guest
But you never know when you'll be next.
Either way he doesn't care
He'll just stand there
giving me that death stare.

Live for each other
die if you must
Love for a another
or blow away like dust
look towards the center
beneath all the crust
what you'll find inside
is nothing but lust.

Respect what you love
Fear the loss of respect

Make a wish late at night
Only when the time is right
So close your eyes,
Shut'em tight
You gotta give this all your might
Now open your eyes
What do you see?
A mystical place
your fantasy?
"No just you
But, don't tell anyone."

I'm hardly anything left
just a daze in a dream
you went your separate path
I walk alone on these streets
until I fade away
I'll keep shouting your name
hopefully as a reminder
for you to dream of us again.

Reality over fantasy
I'd choose to believe in you
but fantasies are nothing but dreams
and dreams aren't the ones that come true
It's just something to help keep us moving forward
looking towards a better tomorrow
and before we get to old
we do all we can to reach for it
while looking back at what we've done
only remind us of who we are.
I choose to believe in you
because, what else would I'd rather do
then to at least see your dreams come true
by breaking the cycle
and living in the fantasy
by over taking reality.
And as a fool, I believe in you.

just remember,
as many stars as you see
We only have one moon.

It's so silent in the night
where we can just hold hands
clasped so tight.
Although, could it ever bother
or perhaps even fright,
when tomorrows light will end
would that have been the last time ever again?

Doing wrong things
in the right way
while following reasons
only you'd know yourself.

Life's a big joke
You've gotta learn when to laugh and smile at it,
try not to take things so seriously.
Sometimes, "like a joke"
it's pushed too far and you don't find it funny anymore
although, when's it really too far?
not everyone will be happy
because, someone's always offended.
So try to laugh out loud when things get rough,
bring an impression with those dimples
show'em all that you're tough!
So who's the one here really looking like a fool?
When you're the one enjoying life
by following this simple rule.

If you and I were both told a secret
who would know?

Don't worry what they're gonna say
what matter to you is that you're going to be okay
and that's what I can say.
You're going to be okay.

This will be alright in the end,
don't be scared to have a start.
Just remember what you're trying to fend
and always follow your heart.

When going against ever instinct
It's hard to believe we're making the right call.
Knowing how our bodies would be in sync
I still fight against myself beyond these four walls.

Letting these feelings grow
yet, like plants, some may die.
It's really hard to let go
but, some things are worth giving a try.

Watching her with another
could rapidly increase my heart.
She'd be a fantastic mother
and I'd be sure to fill my part.

Good moments shall come
all just in a perception of time.
Fate has a funny way of showing things
making you think it's all a lie.

When two people truly care
they'll always be drawn towards each other,
they can sense a matter of despair
but, that's what it means to be lovers.

I won't change, know matter what she may do.
A feeling of morose, may be the only clue.
Yet, I can still laugh with life, to keep pulling on through
and all the wishes that I'v made, is for you do the same too.

"If we could flow back in time
would you go with me?"

To relive those days in our prime
yet nothing's ever free..
and all the challenges we'd have to climb,
with waves sailing over seas.

"If we could flow back in time
would you go with me?"

Knowing this choice could be sublime
I'll never go if you plea.
I'd drop it all like a dime
yet, still have a feeling of glee.

"If we could flow back in time
would you go with me?"

I'd plan to use this like a thyme
to heal the wounds, you see.
Almost as soothing as a chime
peacefully hanging from a tree

"If we could flow back in time
I ask, would you go with me?"

Please don't consider this as a crime
I'm only using it as a key.
To start this we must gesture like mimes
so lets give it to the count of three.

.
.
.

*" If we could flow back in time
would you go with me?"

Look with closed eyes
listen from within
these are the ways
for your life to begin

"Everyone I know went on a trip,
I found you with him later in it.
We all met up in a huge room
then switch who we were with in the end.."

Fights happened,
She went to go talk with him
I lost everyone
looking for hours until the sun went black.

I was robbed and lost, no one seemed to care
a gun was pointed a gun at my head
yes, I was scared.

I found her tho,
in place we once were
it turns out it wasn't only me looking for her.

She found me
we found them
left to go home
a new life began

I had my days
I had my time
got into fights
but always made them right

the fights  I had were not with her
but with those who cared..
she was my only
where I was finally her one.

She took the chance
we had our fun
She went missing
I looked for so long

She couldn't remember me
what went wrong?

I just held her close
with tears in my eyes
every moment I choked
please don't die..

With one last breath
I had awoken
I felt that pain in my chest.
unable to be spoken

I love her
we lived a life in my head
the Life with out her
made me wish I was dead

I'd deal with the pain
I'd go through it all
just to relive that moment
where I felt her in my arms.

I don't know what's wrong
maybe it's just Life
but God ******!
could we make it right?

"come to me
as I came you
like my dreams
you loved me too."

A soft kiss is how this will end
but, only hoping for it to really begin.

Why lie Father?
making me in your sin.
Wish I'd die brother?
fist to the face again.

We're trying my lover
but, where do we begin?
Look towards the sky mother,
one day I hope you'll grin.

I'll lie under these covers,
until I feel grim.
Never to be smothered.
*could we go back again?

A storm followed me
day after day,
while the  rain poured
I had nothing to say.

So you came along
and made it go away,
the clouds have lifted
it's now a sunny day

The skies are blue
with not a shade of grey
and it's all thanks to you
for coming my way

I really don't know what else I can say
besides, you're beautiful
So here, I shall stay.

we all have secrets
hidden within our shadows
expanding at night

I held your hand
and pulled you in
never to leave your side

Mistakes were made
but that's okay
I found a way to get by

In my dreams
you will stay
forever on my mind

Reality comes
from the morning sun
I'll finally open my eyes

The only thing
that makes me sad
is you're not by my side.

but the dreams are real
real enough
to make me feel alive.

I feel a rumble
in my tumble
yet I can't seem to eat

I must'v fumbled
when I stumbled
upon calling  last week

tho I really hope you like this
if you hear a **** beat
yet the problem still remains

"I just can't eat."

not a mumble
or crumble
will you ever hear a sound,

That is louder than my stomach
you can hear across town.

Tho I'm humble
I feel bumbled
but you know what'd be a treat

Once life gets sweeter
I'd be able to eat.

Light up a cigarette
it's how we escape
in hope life gets better
until we leave this place.

Leaving of course, from a stray
is any one intending for you to stay?
It takes thirty seconds
to smoke part of your life away.

Some look in the mirror
now covered by grey.
They cough up a lung
with nothing left to say.

Everyone else will pass away
continuing to smoke everyday.
Maybe there was always a better way
yet, look who cared enough to stay.

The reason I smoke everyday
is because, I'm stuck here in a pray
hoping someone will come save the day
or i'll say goodbye, in my own patient way.

I don't like to smoke
I can honestly say...
Yet I still do it
Day by Day.

Heroes die
to show us the sacrifices from the start
of how much they cared in their hearts
to save the self centered people that we are.

The one good thing about seeing people smile
is knowing that one day it'll come back to you.

I stand here and wait
while the leaves are still dancing
When will the wind blow?

I see it as clear as glass
seeing myself crack at last.
Making me think, what if I died?
With not one **** tear in anyone's eyes.
Tho it wouldn't really be much of a surprise
because, in reality, who am I?
*Nobody...

Once the day comes when I show
will be the same day where we grow
because, of never letting go.