One day, you will wake up to a golden sunset as everyone else is encapsulated by silent sleep.  You remove your blanket and realise that frailness has replaced the strength of your once toned legs. Your feet, a canvas of fine lines, a mere remembrance of the miles you used to walk.A velvet face of beauty  now augmented with crinkles and lines where there was once the light of youth. You reach to brush your teeth and find gaps and realise now that this might merely be a dream. A toothbrush coated with stars and glitter now plain white and softened for your fragile teeth. You slip on your dress which is no longer cinched at your waist  and silky red but decorated with delicate yellow flowers to mirror your ailing self. You hear footsteps behind you paired with dry coughs and heaving and It is not your mother, no. The once leaden magnetism between your spouse has been replaced with dread to face another debilitating version of yourself. You look  into his eyes, now swallowed by crows and find it harder to see the dark, daring almonds of the man who once showered you with flowers and danced with you to the song of the sea. Hasn’t time flown? You whisper into his ear and yet he only asks you to repeat. His ears, once intent to listen to your enchanting voice now forget that the rasps that escape your throat belong to that of his once young, joyous wife. Your story was once sweet, now it is simply one that waits for the greeting of death leaving you incomplete.

Oh, hasn’t time flown?

Do you remember the days we used to dance?
When you held my little hand and i called you "dad?"

Do you remember, my innocent eyes?
As I looked into yours, cold from all those cries?

Do you remember all the love i used to give?
Prancing around  bullet bitten walls, where we once lived?

DO YOU REMEMBER?
the backlash from the shot?
did it make your ears bleed, ruby red hot?
Do you remember the words on her tongue?

Was it a prayer? or were her green eyes stunned?

In the scorching heat of Arabia,
deadly winds of blazing fire,
he stood, face luminous,
a heart crystal clear,

Oh Muhammad they called him,
O truthful slave of God,
You stand beneath this minaret,
A broken heart you don.

You spread the truth of life,
Whilst they throw at you, sharp rocks,
You helped your elder wife,
As her soul slipped from your grasp,

You watched your three sons die,
All before the age of 2,
You spread the word of Islam,
Now 2 billion, from a few.

Here is someone who died during their life,
A million more thoughts but they forgot how to type.

Here lies someone who lost all their hope,
Life is bitter and brutal,
No more banter no more jokes.

Here lies someone your actions made them cry,
May god punish you for every tear they dried.

Maybe the moon is beautiful only Because it’s far,
You held your lover in your hand,
But you somehow crushed their heart.

i tell you
i will leave
and yet theres this irresistible pull in my chest
as if the contents will spill out of my ribs
when im away from you.

you said i didnt care
because if i did i wouldve given you more
but i cant give what i dont have.

Your jokes broke my trust
That’s how on edge I am

Your love language is simple,
It’s a playlist you created,
From the perspective of others,
Mine is complicated,
Mine is difficult,
Poetry is underrated.

If I could write my million thoughts
I wouldn’t need to think anymore

Taste ur words before u spit them out

I’ve run out Out of words

tell her that you love her, come on,
tell her or she'll go,
tell her that you miss her, dear,
or tomorrow will be no more,
tell her that i love you ma,
no matter if your not sure,
because she definitely loves you dear,
loves you more than you'll ever know.

With this hand,
i will lift your sorrows,
Your cup will never empty,
for i will be your wine,
With this candle,
I will light you way in darkness,
With this ring,
I ask you to be mine.

If I Fall Mother,
what will you do?
"I'll catch you"
What if you can't?
"I'll fall with you"
But what If I break?

"I'll lend you the broken me"

Lost in the maze called my life,
Lost in the haze, called your eyes,
Lost in that gaze , that beautiful gaze,
wishing everything could be alright,
You'd stroke my cheek and tell me the comforting lie,

"everything's alright"
I knew it was a lie, mama
I just taught myself to believe it