My eyes cry out
Like a dry desert

I can feel cracks
at the back of my eyes
It's so dry
It's sore

It's the effects of a drought
after a long monsoon

It's funny how I wake up
Feeling nothing of what I'd felt before
It's like a different person
I'm sorry

There goes
I relapsed
again

How insensitive of me

There goes
the last string
I trusted not to snap

There goes
the last string
I trusted

All the other strings
are mended
taped
flimsy

Can I trust
strings again?

Such unreliable things strings are
how silly of I to think
the string wouldn't snap on me
Of course it did
you stupid gullible girl

It snapped and rebounded
stinging your fingers

ouch.

I sing
and
sing
and
sing
and
sing

hoping that maybe I'll sing it all away
sing the pain away
sing.......
because that's all a wounded bird can do

C'mon
Fight it fight it fight it*

Don't let your disease
become you

I should have just shut up.
I told you so
right?
*yes