What made everything sink in
fall on me
like heavy bricks
crushing every breath from me

was those words you said
"That's why I always ask you to take care of yourself.
Don't take all these small things lightly. You never know"

And it hit me
Real bad.
What if one day these things happened to her
All those countless online medical checks
what if they meant more

and tomorrow
I hope it goes well tomorrow
It must
It will

A
T
T
A
C
K

pew pew pew

Its peculiar how life plans out
If she hadn't offered the girl at the piano her phone
even when I was the one whom she asked
I would have went to search for it
and realised it was missing.

but no.

Its funny how if we went to starbucks
we would have never had the time to take the round trip back.
back to square one

but no.

Its funny how the journey mirrored life
How we start off alone
Meet people along the way
Part ways midway
and then we go back separately
just like how we leave this world alone.


its funny

I am as blur as Dory
you might say
and
as clumsy as baby Bambi

Its a miracle how I get by

I know everything has a beginning middle and end
Though not necessarily in the same order

All I know
is that
I always meet them jumbled up.