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Jude kyrie Sep 2015
I was born into this world
in a single moment.
I will leave this world
when I die.
in a single moment.
I fell in love forever.
in a single moment.
I changed my whole life.
in a single moment.
Anything is possible
in a single moment.
Jude kyrie Oct 2016
Sis.
A story of sibling love.
By
Jude kyrie

Hey honey you're sixteen.
You're almost a woman.
Wow what happened here?
It seemed like just yesterday
You danced out the womb
To bug me your older brother

Can I come with you?
No it's not for kids
Why?
Get your coat then.
You always got your way with me.

Half my clothes were missing
Found in your room.
I like this shirt you said.
These tee shirts are nicer than mine.

Then you were twenty four.
Wow what happened to you.
You're  a Mom honey.
He looks  like just like you
she said.
He just spat up his milk
I replied.
You started looking a bit like mom
But you looked great love.

Then you were thirty
That kid turned into three more
It's bedlam in here honey.
Are you two planning to
Repopulate the earth
all on your own
I love you Sis

At thirty four the divorce
You guys all moved into my house.
Its a good job I was still single Sis.
These kids are noisy.
But your always welcome here love
Always.

Then at forty the hospital.
Hold my hand honey.
I will take you through this.
I said.
You're not going to lose
to that crab sign love.
We are not ready to lose you.
I brought you my favorite shirt
It aways looked better
on you anyway Sis.

Four years later
We visit your grave
On mother's day.

We lost you Sis.
But we still love you.
I got your four kids Sis.
They are getting all grown up.

Angel looks just like you.
You would have been so proud
They are great kids honey.
They call me Dad.
I am not getting any of my own.
I do my best with them.
They keep me busy Sis.

No I never did get married
Don't pretend you didn't know
I was Gay Sis.
I **** well miss you honey.

I gave our shirt to angel
She loves it and won't take it off
See you soon Sis
I love you honey.
Sibling love
Go figure
Jude
Jude kyrie May 2016
Sitting alone

All I see are
reflections of you..
The wind blows
haunting memories
passing them
by my eyes
like dandelion seeds.
The rain taps
on the window pane
like your footsteps.
The clock on the mantle
ticks like your heartbeat.
Your framed picture
next to me calls
for my kisses.
But when I answer
with my lips
they touch
the ice cold glass.
Jude kyrie Oct 2015
I was sixteen.
she  was  about  nineteen.
The only thing we did
more than argue
was have ***.
She said she had
So much to teach me.
But at night her body
was soaked in sadness.
She was drowning in it.
She held onto me
As drowning people
try to do
to keep us afloat.
But all that really  happened
was the weight of two people.
only  made us  sink faster.
Jude kyrie Nov 2015
Sometimes the ice
on the frozen pond
Glistens like a soul
in state of grace.
I turn and think
of the fragility of life
Of how tenuous is our grip.
On all those we love and cherish.
I see the skaters swirl
on the ice creating
beautiful shapes.
And I fill with envy
For the beauty and carefree
solace they find.
And wonder how they could
Dance so joyfully
Over the thin ice
of the ponds
dangerous  frozen world.
Jude kyrie Nov 2018
I look into her eyes
it's That old feeling that I get
We could have shared a lifetime
Me and my sweet Annette

Were both married to another
Stolen moments is all we get
I hold her close to me
I feel she is mine and yet
She will go back to him in a moment
I will lose my sweet Annette

She sees the tears welling in my eye
The saddened look as she said goodbye
She said Harry are you weeping?
Your eyes are red and wet

I smiled even with my heart aching
And brimming with regret.
No, I'm alright my sweet Annette
It's just the smoke that's rising
From my forgotten cigarette
ahh life's twist and turns
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
Life is meant to look forward
not back where I should forget.
Yet even will all the faded years
When I see you Annette.
Misty colored memories come
From a time that’s long ago.
Drifting into the smoke rings
From a thousand cigarettes.

My cigarette is just an ash line
as it burns up in the tray
I am playing the piano
a tune from another day.

I see her clear and carefree
She turns those eyes on me
I remember once again.
My love for you back then.
We could have had a life together
If only I was free.

I remember her lips
so curved and crimson,
in the fashion of the day.
I can see her like it was now
If only I could stay.

My fingers cross the piano keys
I can play this tune with ease.
The old crowd they all sing along
Its such a catchy song.

Then I look beside me
you are stood  there sweet Annette.
She touches my head softly
and says Harry
re you alright?
Your eyes are red and wet.
I look up into her lovely face
I'm drowning in regret.
Yes I am  just fine darling.
it’s only the smoke
from my forgotten cigarette.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015

The remnants of the smoke rings
from a thousand cigarettes.
Fills my mind with memories
that the heart just can’t forget.

I know that life’s a journey.
It’s the only one we get.
But when I dance
among my memories
its always you I see, and yet.

I fell in love the instant
of the first time that we met.
We were both married to another
but it was always you, and yet

We could have spent a life together
but that's a chance we did not get.
I had a life of stolen moments
with you so sweet, and yet

My heart is full of shadows
and I am aching with regret.
You say sweetie are you crying?
Your eyes are red and wet.

I smile and whisper softly.
I’m alright my love don’t fret
It's just the smoke that's rising
from my forgotten cigarette.
Jude kyrie Jun 2016
There's a shine in her blue eyes
I lose my heart in a million sighs
Love me back my poor heart cries
I look at her with my sad eyes
aching with regret.
She's the one I can never have
The one i can never forget
My beautiful sweet Annette.
She smiles that smile.
Are you OK honey
Your eyes are red and wet
I whispered
yes Im fine dear Annette
Its just the smoke
from my forgoten cigarette .
Jude kyrie Sep 2016
Smoke Rings
By
Jude Kyrie*


Life is meant to look forward.
Not back where I should forget
Yet even will the faded years
When I see you Annette.

Misty colored memories come
From a time that’s long ago.
Drifting into the smoke rings
From a thousand cigarettes.

My cigarette is just an ash line
as it burns up in the tray
I am playing the piano
a tune from another day.

I see her clear and carefree
I remember her once again
She turns those lovely eyes on me.
I see my love for you back then.

We could have had a life together
If only I had been free.
I remember her lips
so curved and crimson,
As I dreamt them  kissing me


My fingers across the piano keys
Her favorite song I play
I can play this tune with ease.
Just like I did  back in the day

The old crowd they all sing-along
It"s such a catchy song.
Then I look beside me
you were standing there all along.

I say Its you there sweet Annette.
She touches my head
and says, Harry Are you alright?
Your eyes are red and wet.

I look up into her lovely face
I'm drowning in regret.
Yes, I am  just fine darling.
It’s just the smoke
from my forgotten cigarette.
Jude kyrie Jun 2016
Winter's icy fingers
freeze my world.
The door to spring
now in a time lock
like a bank vault

Sitting alone
by my window
warm breath melting
a portal to the street
in the crystalline
patterns of ice .

Outside cars are like extinct
dinosaurs abandoned
in the street.
Covered in pure white.
How elegantly the snow
delivers its silent discipline

Now the wind
wails like a grieving lover
causing the ice covered berries
to gently ******
like glass wind chimes

In the mist of falling snow
Ghostly skeletons of the trees,
leafless grey and frozen
patiently await the springtime.

Far into a distant time to come
apple blossoms glow in radiance
and a church bell chimes.
Jude kyrie Apr 2016
Like the gentle wind that carries prayers
beyond the stars to heavens door.
Like the glowing heat of loves desire
that burns silently inside like a fire.
Like the silence of a child in sleep
without a sound its dreams it keeps.
Like the silent breath of a summer night
stirring softly sweet and light.
Like the knowing glance in a lovers eyes
filled with longing need and sighs.
Like the becalmed stillness of the lake
waiting for the dark to break.

This is how I want to give myself to you
For You My Angel
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Sat alone at the edge of the warm ocean.
Nighttime illuminated brightly,
by a candelabra of moon and stars.
This hot humid night of summer
overpowering me dragging my spirits
Into its sultry mood.

In the distance
someone is playing Spanish guitar.
Its melody almost mournful.
Bringing back my thoughts of you.
Memories that scar heart and soul.
Wavelets lap the shore like your kisses
The night breezes are your sweet breath.
Reflections of a life half lived visit me once again.
.
Someone is playing spanish guitar
Note by note burning into my soul
reviving the lost feelings of desolation.

Morning is creeping over the horizon
This night is sinking into me.
Sleep now is only a distant memory.
You fade away with advancing light of morning.

Someone is playing Spanish guitar
And my soul is weeping.
Jude kyrie Mar 2016
By the edge of the nighttime ocean,
breaths of the sweet salty winds
cool my passions for the need of you.
Now burning in its nocturnal heat.
The waves softly sing love songs
as they break on my bare feet.
In the distance
someone is playing Spanish guitar.
I can feel their fingers gently
strumming on my heart

The salty night air is purifying my senses
breaking into echoes of old memories
perhaps of lovers never found.
In the distance
Someone is playing Spanish guitar
Note by note it is touching my soul.
I feel their passions inside me
red and on fire.

I need the sultry sea air
to drown my desires.
Reflection of moon and starlight
now dancing on the waves.
I am uneasy at this intrusion
but also spellbound.
It is so beautiful so delicate
and passionate.
In the distance
on this summer night
Someone is playing Spanish guitar
And my soul is aching.
Jude kyrie Jul 2016
Today​ ​the​ ​sky​ ​is​ ​too​ ​blue
perhaps​ ​even​ ​the​ ​trees
have​ ​a​ ​sad​ ​heart.
Their​ ​leaves​ ​catching
moisture​ ​from​ ​the​ ​humid​ ​air.
and​ ​dripping​ ​it​ ​like​ ​tears
onto​ ​a​ ​cracked
​ ​parched​ ​earth​ ​below.
perhaps​ ​I​ ​am​ ​too​ ​blue
​ ​like​ ​the​ ​sky.
or​ ​maybe​ ​it​ ​is​ ​just  
something​ ​about ​the​ ​wind,
Jude kyrie Nov 2018
Something less than love
by
Jude Kyrie

I was only five when she left me
just a little boy.
That long ago summer
when the heat
burned upon the earth
and also on passions.
Of those who could feel them.

she left us with the handsome
man with the big car.
since then even after all
these passing years
I have looked
and searched for a place
to lose my sadness.
It was an improbable  search

sometimes in the stillness of sleep.
I would hear the songs she
sang as I fell asleep in her comfort.
or feel her lips softly on my cheek.
To feel my tears wiped dry by her lips

I dreamt of her often
hearing
her almost forgotten footsteps
coming into my room.
I painted her beautiful face
in my mind indelibly
until time faded it to a blur.

Now I am man no longer
The  little boy
with torn jeans and.
***** tee shirt.
And aching heart

people say to me
dumb things like.
She is still out there
and thinks of you everyday.
With a mother's love in her heart.
You can't lose that ever.

I nod in concert with their thoughts.
I whisper sure or maybe.
But
I know that  inside of her heart.
it's something less than love.
yes for sure.
Something much less than love
All lives curves
Jude
Jude kyrie Jul 2018
Something less than love
by
Jude Kyrie

I was only five when she left us
just a little boy.
That long ago summer
when the heat
burned upon the earth
and also our passions.

she left us with the handsome
man with the big car.
since then even after all
these passing years
I have looked
and searched for a place
to lose my sadness.

sometimes in the stillness of sleep.
I would hear the songs she
sang as I fell asleep in her comfort.
or feel her lips softly on my cheek.

I dreamt of her often
hearing
her almost forgotten footsteps
coming into my room.
I painted her beautiful face
in my mind
until time faded it to a blur.

Now a man no longer
a little boy
with torn jeans and.
***** tee shirt.

people say to me
dumb things like.
She is still out there
and thinks of you everyday.
With a mother's love in her heart.

I nod in concert with their thoughts.
I whisper sure or maybe.

But
I know inside of her heart.
it's something less than love.
yes for sure.
Something much less than love
All lives curves
Jude
Jude kyrie May 2016
I was almost five
when she left us
just a little boy.
I still remember
that long ago hot summer
when the heat
burned upon the earth
and also our passions.

she left with the handsome
man with the big car.
since then even after all
these years I have looked
and searched for a place
to lose my sadness.

sometimes in the stillness of sleep.
I would hear the songs she sang
as I fell asleep
in her comforting arms.
or feel her soft kiss
on my cheek.
I dreamt of her for years after.
Hearing  her  almost
forgotten footsteps
coming into my room..
I painted her beautiful face
In my mind.
Until time faded it to a blurr.

Now I am a man
no longer
a little boy
with torn jeans and.
***** tee shirt.

people say to me
dumb things like.
She is still out there
and thinks of you everyday
with a mothers love for you
in her heart.

I nod in concert with the thought
Even though I know
It is a beautiful untruth,
I whisper sure or maybe or perhaps.
But inside I know in her heart.
it's something
less than love.
yes for sure
something
much less than love.
Jude kyrie Mar 2016
I was seven when she left us
just a little boy.
that long ago summer
when the heat
burned upon the earth
and also our passions.

she left us with the handsome
man with the big car.
since then even after all
these years I have looked
and searched for a place
to lose my sadness.

sometimes in the stillness of sleep.
I would hear the songs she
sang as I fell asleep in her comfort.
or feel her lips on my cheek.
I dreamt of her hearing
her  almost forgotten footsteps
coming into my room.
I painted her beautiful face
until time faded it to a blurr.

Now a man no longer
a little boy
with torn jeans and.
***** tee shirt.
people say to me dumb things like.
She is still out there
and thinks of you everyday
with a love in her heart.

I nod in concert with the thought
I whisper sure or maybe.
but inside I know in her heart.
it's something less than love.
yes for sure
something much less than love.
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Sometimes

*Sometimes In the darkness
I watch you sleeping.
The moonlight blooms on you.
And in its silence my heart softens
I fight an urge to awaken you.
And say all those things
that women want to hear
From their lover.
The words that get hidden
In the garish light of day.
I want to say
I love you so much honey.
You don’t know how much.
And you are the most beautiful
Thing in my life.
But I whisper it
to the watching moon
And it sends it to you
In your dreams.
Jude kyrie May 2016
Sometimes the world
Is too hard to walk in.
The moon forgets to shine
and darkness follows me
like a haunting ghost.

sometimes the music
stops playing
the flowers forget to bloom
and the rain forgets to stop.

sometimes the silence
is deafening
and my breath can find no air.
The stars fade one by one.

sometimes I forget
you have gone.
and I look at the world's
beauty through the window
of springtime.

but then
I should not
think of springtime
for that would surely
break my heart
in two
Jude kyrie Jan 2017
Somewhere between grief and goodbye.
By
Jude Kyrie

*In the dark cobwebs hang from a blackened sky.
In a heartbeat you passed without a goodbye.
Hold this moment forever with tears in my eye.
For the rain falls like music and never runs dry

In the heart there's a river where  memories drown
They float to the surface and spin round and round
Nighttime is a prison that holds no reprieve.
And regrets are a guest that never will leave.

Living a life somewhere between truth and  lies.
Look at my smile but not into my eyes.
Pity my longing my tears and my sighs
Never to  speak for I can't whisper goodbye.
For all who suffer loss of a loved one
I get it.
Blessings
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Somewhere in Time
Inspired by the Movie

Somewhere in Time
By
Jude Kyrie

*In the old hotel her picture glows.
From a era long passed.
So beautiful and so familiar.
I cannot leave it haunts me.

I know her of this I am sure.
It is worse I know love her.
Perhaps have always loved her.

It is Elise and my soul aches to see her.
I stay fixated before her image
deep into the night.
I have found her once more
I cannot leave I am hers only hers.

She must have been gone
for many years the picture
is a hundred years old.
But I love her of this I am sure.

I know I have seen her I must find her
My heart is bursting.
I wish her back to me
I offer God anything in exchange.
Even my life.
For it will be empty without her.

The Door opens quietly.
She walks into the small room.
Turning I see her she is beyond beauty
Dressed as she was in the picture.
Long flowing gown, So absolutely lovely.

Whispering she says
Is it you my love ? Is it really you?
I hold her as real as daylight.
Yes my love it is I.

I see myself
lying on the floor as if in a sleep.
Elise smiles and says You don’t need it
anymore my love.
Taking my hand
We walked across
a pathway
in the mist of white clouds.
to a place
where time does not exist
and the sun never sets.
Jude kyrie May 2019
The chirping of a
lonesome invading cricket
The only sound
on this summer night
The Broken silence of the house
Amplifies the sadness.

Outside the spilled moonlight
Collects in silvered pools
A tangled clematis
Beautiful in its radiance.

Clouds of prayers
wisp upwards to the heavens
And the reflections
of a billion barren stars
Create constellations of ghost.

Peering into the depths
of unknown tommorows
Seeking the one
to cure all loneliness forever.

Hearts knowing she is there
Even if unfound and unseen.
Just as the stars are there
In the daylight
when they too are unseen.
The lonesome wait
For true love
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Is there a place for me?
Where peaceful valleys
and meandering rivers flow.
Where only Nature paints
blood red in the autumn.

Where children like me play,
lost in childish
gamesof the young.
Mothers calling us home
to sleep in safety
in warm beds.

Far away from the wounds
of stray explosions.
Bullets carelessly aimed
and bombs falling
from an azure sky.

Let me bleed for them.
Wound my small body.
Let me absorb all the hate.
And when at last I die,
let all others find peace.
May the children be safe and find their peaceful valleys.
Jude
Jude kyrie Mar 2016
1970
He sat next to me in Junior school
when I was just a little girl.
Always so sweet to me
I really liked him…
well ….
no much more than that.

1974
At middle school
he carried my books
home from school.
we became best friend's.

1979
At high school
I gave him my pin
he gave me
his friendship ring.
he was my date
for the prom.

1983
we both went away
to college together.
I was lonely and slipped
into his bed he held me safe.
we broke the chains of friendship.
And he became my lover.
my one and only lover.

1988
We married young.
Our  parents were
not surprised.
They were expecting it.

1994
we have three kids now
two girls and a boy.
Our son looks just like him.
when we first met
so long ago.

September 10 2001
He came home from work
just like any other day.
Put burgers on the barbeque.
We got the kids to bed
had a glass of wine.
And went to bed at Ten.
He wanted me
but I was exhausted
the kids had been terrors all day.

September 11 2001

he left early for work
with a cheek kiss
and a see you later Honey.
The kids went to school
I poured a coffee
the phone rang it was my
best friend.
Have you seen the news
she said.?
I put on the TV.
the towers fell to ashes
as did my life at that moment.
No tears came
All I could think was
I wish
I had made love to him last night.

September 11 2015
The kids are all grown now.
he would be so proud of them.
Our son looks just like him.
We all stand
at ground zero
and say a prayer.
I whisper
it was you honey
always you.
He answered me.
At that moment
a huge arc of a rainbow
circled the sky over NewYork.
And I know for sure.
It was for me.
Small story from the dust of a larger one.
Jude kyrie Sep 2018
I knew you were not for me.
Yes, even from the first moment
that I gave my heart to you.
Such beauty is for the gods
not for such ordinary men like me

When you left me
as I knew you would.
My heart was broken
into too many pieces to
ever repair.

So I live in the sunlight
of your memory.
Sometimes when the spring
Is filled with breathtaking greens.
And the sky is just too blue.
I close my eyes and reach
as if to hold your hand once more.
Just for a moment.
Yes
Only for a moment.
Not all love stories end
Happily ever after
Except in fairy tales
Jude
Jude kyrie Feb 2017
A Love poem to his lady
from a man's man.
Jude Kyrie

There's a songbird in my heart.
No one knows she is there.
She is beautiful and so delicate.
I can hear her singing sometimes.
She wants to come out of me
To let everyone see and hear her.
But I keep her imprisoned,

She is my private songbird.
|If I let others see her
I would lose respect and power.
I would lose deals.

People can see only
the worldly tough old me.
The one who doesn't
take wooden nickels.
The one who never cries.
The one with a
Missouri, show me, attitude.

But then sometimes
When the night is blue and long
And in the quiet, you are lay by me,
So beautiful And full of softness.
The moonlight framing your lovely face
I let her out
Just for you to hear her.
She changes the glow of the starlight
that outlines your body
and frames your hair like a halo.
She softens my voice
Almost to a whisper,
I say things to you that
I would never say
I whisper stupid things.
That the tough old me
would never say.

Like you are
the most beautiful thing in my life.
And I love you beyond life honey.
Tears of happiness well in my eyes
She makes me so gentle and loving.
It must be some kind of songbird trick

But then as the morning dawns sunlight
into our bedroom window.
I put my songbird in her cage again.
And get ready to face
the garish rude world
for just one more day.
Some men find it hard to speak of the love  in their hearts
this poem is for the ladies
who have a guy like that
Jude
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Sing to me with your beauty
Take all my breath away.
Lift me like a feather
Take me through another day.

Hold me ‘til I fall in love
Hold me in forever love
Never go away.

Let me see your beauty
When the night bird
sings it song.
Dry my falling tear drops
When morning takes too long

Hold me ‘till I fall in love
Hold me in forever love
Never go away

Take me to your bridal bed
When wedding bells have rung.
Love me soft and tenderly
Love me sweet and long.

Hold me ‘till I fall in love
Hold me in forever love
Never go away

Take me to the children
Waiting to be born.
Take me to the kitchen
With coffee every morn.

Hold me ‘till I fall in love.
Hold me in forever love
Just
Never go away
Jude kyrie Oct 2018
This night the fragrance
of oranges and pomegranates
blooms sweetly in the air.
Kiss me softly my darling
with your petaled lips
Softer and sweeter than
any rose.
Embrace me in your arms.
For you are the fairest my love
With eyes that reach into my heart
Your mouth is the sweet red wine of summer.
The softness of your breast
are as the billowing clouds of a summer's day.

This night is full of timeless passions.
Hold me close to you my  love.
For I am intoxicated by the need of you in this Indigo night.

Let us harvest our passions
And plant the seeds of forever.
To ripen the vine and blossom the cherry trees.

Stay with me,
my love
Stay with me
All through this perfumed night
Until the night gives
birth to the new day.
Inspired by the song of Solaman from the bible
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
My heart is full of songs of love.
Like ripe apples upon a tree.
But I cannot hand you even one.
For they belong to it not me.
Jude kyrie Oct 2018
Tenderness falls from the summer night skies
Filling our room with gentle soft sighs
Feel me my lover Hold onto me tight
Shelter us both all through the night.

Tenderness overflows all through the heart
Etching a promise we two will not part
Hold me forever with your glitter ball eyes
For love like ours only grows never dies
Ahh gentle contentment
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Sometimes mostly without warning
you are with me again.
Perhaps the haze of a sunlight halo
on a strangers hair.
Or the sound of a laugh
that is just like yours.
Then you are with me again
smiling and warm.
My lonely heart aches
with your sweet music.
and harbored dreams of a life half fulfilled.
coming to life resurrected, as though new.
I watch a couple dancing close and feel you.
Breathless I am in your arms
I have not let you go I cannot.
I know I am disturbing your ghostly life.
Our plans and dreams
are the pieces of you that remain with me.
They stab my heart as an arrow.
They say time heals everything.
The long passing years
may ease my mind.
But who can erase the indelible
writing you placed on my soul?
Jude kyrie Sep 2016
You write poetry ?
she almost cackles in disdain.
Followed by an incredulous eyeroll
Who the **** reads poetry anymore.

She continued that's pointless
And unattractive.
How do hope to get a girl.
As though getting bedded
was the reason I write.

She introduced me to her sister
I wrote poems for her
Poems that spilled my soul
onto the paper.
She read them
and said she loved them.
She saved them
in a collection book.

Afew weeks later
She invited me to her bed.
A place where I still love
To read my poetry for her.
So many many years later.
Jude kyrie Mar 2019
Spring  fever

in the first blush of a waking springtime
The warming rays of the long lost sunshine
Touch my face like a mother's kiss.
At my feet an army of  purple Crocuses
Defiant of winter standing. *****
with the pride of survival.

Squirrels frolicing in joyous enjoyment
Of a renewal of all loved things
including  their own species.

My wife joins me in
celebration of the springtime.
I touch her hair softly
Her smile as warm as the sunshine.
Our unspoken intimacy promises
A return to the flesh.

I imagine how good her hair it will feel
Flowing upon by bare chest.
We look at each other differently
Not as those labels
Like mother and father
Or husband  and wife
But as the people who could not
Get enough of each other
When we first met.

I see our  children playing
In the fresh air.
The youngest  as fresh
as the spring itself.

And I know that in some far off springtime
When I do not have work so hard
Just to make ends meet
and the children are grown up.

She will touch my hair gently
as she does.
And ask me
Were youhappy back then.
My love.
I will say to you
Yes my love
So happy
So very happy.
In the spring
a young man's ffancy
turns to love


Jude
Jude kyrie Mar 2019
This night's aromas are steeped in fragrance
Springtimes first blush touches my face
My heart overflows with the
heady perfumes of all things renewing.

The last touches of a winter sky
Fade in the warmth of the newness.
Above a silhouette of squawking geese
Fly in a perfect Vee formation
With the slightest of gaps
Between their outstretched wings

Springtime sends it coded signals
Rich from the memories of  eons past
to all living things to live be beautiful
Multiply and bear fruit it calls.

A night breeze stirs  my hair
Like a mother's touch.
And my spirit rejoices
At a winters death.
Just LOVE springtime
Jude
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Springtime barges
through winter’s doorway.
Demanding power
to break its icy grip.

All about the forest
and woodlands colorful
wild flowers grow alongside
crocus and snowdrops
and bluebell.

The rushing
of daffodils and tulips
Shouting from the below the
warming earth impatient
to see the new sunlight.

Suddenly the house is filled
with new seasons fresh air
through open wide windows
and the cleaning away
of winters carnage.

*****-willows fight
the covers of their buds.
Weeping in joy
at the new beauty.

In the fields
lambs seek sustenance
from their mothers.
Confirming the rebirth
of all god’s creatures.

April is heard calling
just hours away
As march leaves us.
Handing its work to
The next months
gentler hands.

Even the most
frozen hearts
Are melted
by the joys of
The new spring.
Jude kyrie Jan 2016
Stargazer

She saw me looking
at the beautiful night sky.
You seem fascinated
by the stars she mused.
They are more fascinated
by me I said.
We understand each other
the stars and I.
They see me as the one
who makes wishes.
I see them as the stars
who fail to grant them.
People think they are
made of fire and power.
But they are only
made of lost dreams
and unanswered prayers.
Which one is made of your wishes?
she asked.
I show her the brightest star
in the heavens.
It is that one
it burns with my wishes.
They are all about you
Doesn’t that make you a star?
Jude kyrie Nov 2015
She saw me looking at the beautiful night sky.
You seem fascinated by the stars she mused.
They are more fascinated by me I said.
We understand each other
The stars and I.
They see me as the one who makes wishes
I see them as the stars who fail to grant them.
People think they are made of fire and power.
But they are only made of lost dreams
and unanswered prayers.
Which one is made of your wishes? she asked.
I show her the brightest star in the heavens.
It is that one it burns with my wishes.
They are all about you
Doesn’t that make you a star?
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
She saw me looking
at the beautiful night sky.
You seem fascinated
by the stars she mused.
They are more fascinated
by me I said.
We understand each other
the stars and I.
They see me as the one
who makes wishes.
I see them as the stars
who fail to grant them.
People think they are
made of fire and power.
But they are only
made of lost dreams
and unanswered prayers.
Which one is made of your wishes?
she asked.
I show her the brightest star
in the heavens.
It is that one
it burns with my wishes.
They are all about you
Doesn’t that make you a star?
wishing on a star
Jude kyrie Sep 2015
Once more I am writing poems
to the spirits that haunt my heart.
The ones that wail at my bones
beneath my skin.
Let all this darkness flow in my ink.
Pouring itself onto paper like blue veins.
Letting light back inside
make me whole again.
Its three in the morning
I am digging in the ruins of my heart.
Unearthing old broken memories.
Once you collected all the stars
In the milky way and
pressed them into my hands.
To guide you through
the darkness of life you said.
How could I not stop the gods
from taking you.
The one who could collect stars.
When you left I folded my heart
into a love letter.
And slipped it quietly into your soul.
To take with you to eternity.
I promised myself to stop
writing to the ghost.
But they are all the
comfort that remains,
So I write to them one more time.
As the dying embers of your stars
fade one by one.
Jude kyrie Sep 2016
Tonight the stars are gentle
Living in their indigo world.
The earth now  a dance floor
for lovers
as the mirror ball
of their quiet existence.
Sends a shower of hope
upon us all.
I love a storry night
Just like Vincent did
Him with his palette
Me with my words
Jude.
Jude kyrie Nov 2016
Hold my hand in the darkness
Hold my hand in the light.
Theres a gap in the  curtains
The rooms filling with night.

Fear hangs like cobwebs
From the dark skies above.
Fill me with your starlight
Fill me with your love.

How sweet is the daylight
Yet so far far way.
Keep me safe in your starlight.
Until break of day.
Keep me safe in the night forever my love.
Jude
Jude kyrie Jul 2018
Starlight Blues

Starlight creeps quietly
into my room
It's soft footsteps
are familiar
To me.

They are like yours
And the glaring moon
smiles at my
sad confusion.

Before the night Is broken
And the sky turns to a time
Where light has extinguished
the mocking heavens.

And your ghost
Fades into the daylight.
Night is when the blues visit
jude
Jude kyrie Dec 2015
Starlight Dreaming

The heavens light is pouring
Like rain onto the ground
The pure light falls as softly
As snowflakes without sound

My love she is bathing
In light from heaven’s door
As starlight falls upon her
I love her even more

The softness of her shoulders
The starlight in her eyes
I shall love for always
With a love that never dies

My love is burning brightly
As bright as any sun
I shall thank the gods for starlight
Until my time is done
this was the first poem I ever wrote lol.
jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2015
Starlight With Chopin

*At my piano again
sleep unattainable
in this deluge of my memories.
Silence of the early hours
suiting my maudlin mood.
I am lost inside old thoughts of you..
Only of you.
Memories that cannot sleep call me
to share them one more time.

I play piano in the darkened room.
Only illuminated by
the candlelight of a bright moon.
What else can be my companion?
I find Chopin again his beautiful
Nocturne plays sweetly.

My fingertips softly caressing the keys
As they once did your skin.
I think he was in my state of heart
when he wrote this lovely reprise
it is so bittersweet.
How else could it touch my soul so?

As my eyes close
half in the bliss of sleep.
I see us together once again.
Not as the lifetime companions
But back across the faded years.
in the blooming May time of your life.

I feel you next to me
like a half forgotten tune
that is playing in my head.
Years pass that are as countless
as the blowing autumn leaves.

It is springtime.
You are wearing
your lovely blue gown.
So beautiful.
So much what I needed.

And I walk to you shyly.
Noticing your flicker of a smile.
The first words you shared with me.
Do you like Chopin sir?.
I replied
I love Chopin My lady.

Then we danced for a lifetime.
And I know again that somewhere
In a distant place beyond the clouds
far beyond my reach.
Where night and pain do not exist.
Your fingertips are pressed
against a faraway window pane.
And my music is playing
in your heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tV5U8kVYS88
Jude kyrie Sep 2016
The twilight stole the last
of the remaining day.
And threw a crystal glass
Into the ceiling of the universe.
Each of a billion slivers catching
the sun's purest light far far away.
From the other side of oblivion.
And we called them stars.
Just a thought
Open to scientific explanations
Lol
Jude
Jude kyrie Nov 2018
Being alone has become a lifetime for me now.
So many years since I lost you my love.
My heart is frozen like the ice of winter.

I think she noticed me first
I am not sure.
But the ice started to melt.
The winter snow had drifted from eternity
Perhaps it had hidden there forever.
But now it sparkled in the snowflakes
with the dancing  light
of old  street lamps.

Perhaps that would have been enough once.
But the dinner at the old hotel
Had candles of red and green
to celebrate the season of goodwil
and to bring  new beginnings to all.

The loss of  a Christmas past can
fall like the snowflakes..
Hardly noticeable at first.
Then a dusting falling onto the face
living as  frozen tears

Put away in the freezer of time.
The ice crystals cannot
live in the warmth of this joyous season
They are left  frozen upon  the
face  of old Christmas past.

Misty memories come alive again
Wounds open and blood flows.
The hurt returns.
They say  time is the healer
It patches the wounds.
But scars live forever.

And yet she is here now.
not to replace you my love.
or take away what was once us.
All she ask, is to take what is
left of me for the future.
And shine its tarnished
glow like old silver.

In the festive restaurant.
Her smile is a cure for my sadness.
Her hand a guiding light to tomorrow.
Her heart is glowing like
the yulelog in the fireplace.

Then from the candlelight,
the final cure of my sadness.
The one I waited for an eternity
The ghost of Christmas future
Was in the candlelight that danced
Inside her beautiful eyes.
Ahh,
Life is not meant to be spent alone.

Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2018
Starting Over
A short love story.

Have you ever been in  love?
I don't mean the teenage.
Infatuation years
We all suffered that.
I am talking the mid life crisis,
The is that all there is years.

Im talking  the two teenage kids
And a solid husband who is probably
Twice as unhappy as me
He's kind when I say.
No he understands.
but no passion no real love.
We are kind of roommates not lovers.
And God how I miss that.

But I have had a job for twenty years
I am the wedding planner
And events manager at the country Hotel..
If I say so myself I am good at it.
I bring the weddings here.
Day after day.
I watch every detail taste every dish.
Make it perfect for them
not so much  for me.


I don't want to think back to when I first saw him.
It was a mistake my wrinkles about my eyes
That make up won't fix,
He was in the wedding party
I noticed him at least  twenty years my junior
So arrogant and young.
so beautiful god the young have it all.
so handsome and and a world full of forever.
so much out of my league

Why does youth need to look
so ******* beautiful?
I always watch the vows
at all my ceremonies.
They touch my soul.
They mean something in a world that
Does not care.

I am forty four
Well preserved but if you look close
Behind my smile still forty four year old woman.
This wedding flowed well
as all of my weddings do.

But I saw him at that moment.
He was the saddest person in the room
at most he was 23
I am a romantic
an unashamed card carrying romantic.
I noticed his tears.
and wondered why he was so sad.

Afterwards I found him drunk
by the elevator,
I held his head in my arms
And asked
Why are you  so sad its a wedding?
He said I love her
but she chose my brother.

It's against hotel policy
But I helped him to his  bed.
It touched me.
Me who runs a tight ship
Me who has two teenage children.
And a Husband who likes sports
Probably more than me.

I still let my husband have me
about twice a week
When I am not too exhausted
from my job at the hotel.
Its It's a ritual a chore but I do it.

The following week
eventually unravelled my life.
He came to work at the hotel
under me, I was assigned as his boss.

After work ,
I found him outside waiting for a bus
I don't know why I offered him a lift.
Perhaps his sadness
Or perhaps mine
Who knows?

As we reached his home
he still lived with his parents
I said cheer up
do something to cheer us up.
i was thinking tell me a joke or a story.
He leaned forward to me.
With his long blonde hair
He Kissed my face
Then his lips kissed mine.
I Felt his passion
God how I missed that
My Saturday night mommy mercy
***** felt useless.
He had to go
I could not let him throw
my life under the bus.
No he has to go.

I tried to get him fired
he would ruin my life
i know he would.
Yet he was all I could think about.
and the thoughts were not motherly.
That's for sure.
he had to go.

my boss said
No way  you can fire him
he works very hard.

I gave him all the worst assignments
for two weeks but he did them
without complaint.
Washing the dishes
cleaning up the toilets.

Then he turned to me
in my office when we were alone
and said
I love you.
I know your my boss
but I I am in love with you.

The  three  blessed  words I had ached
to hear so badly.

I said I am a married  woman
twenty years older than you
with two teenage children.

He said softly
you never mentioned
your husband.

Then as I realised the omission
He kissed me
***!
I was alive again
something hidden and deep
stirred in me.
Something raw
full of want and need
and yes a glow of
tenderness swept over me

I have a key to a room
I keep off limits at the hotel.
I said go to 279
I stripped off my clothes
And covered myself
with a sheet like a toga.

He Came in and held me close.
I melted in need and desire
it burned like fire.
Me the take no prisoners boss lady.
I said to myself it's only once
why not what's the damage.
he's so beautiful.

I had no idea
I had fallen in love with him
Such a mistake.
Where  can we end up I said.
44 and 23 just don't mix

Perhaps after.
He had his fill of a mature woman
that never says no.
He would move on
just a nice time
a nice experience.
for a young man.

What I did not count on
was my possessive nature
I hated the girls at the hotel
offering him free ***
I heard it all the time.
they did everything
but take their **** out,
I got so mad at him even
if it was not his fault.
He was so
beautiful and Young.

I took him to my room every day
I stripped for him and he looked at me
with heated want in his eyes.
And he took me like an Ardent lover.
And I gave myself to him
anything he wanted he got.
i had lost the word No
from my lexicon.

My Husband found out
He watched me leave
with him And knew my
false excuses for my late arrival
home were lies.

I told him I was in love
The  whole family turned on me..
I went to my lover
he still lived at.
His mother and father's home
They were out for the day
We made love as always but
He said you are not with me today..
noticing my preoccupation
with my troubled marriage.

His parents came home unexpectedly
And saw me half dressed
on the stairway.
perhaps
More importantly
Almost twice his age.

yet his mother smiled at me
and said you are reason he is so happy
thank you he has been in a depression
for two years ever since his girl
chose his.brother to love.
i thought he would never
be happy again.


I went back home on the guilt train.
I-tried to fix my original home life
It did not work.when
you have tasted ambrosia
Meat and potatoes just don't cut it.

He was desolate without me
how can anyone feel like that?
About me for god's sake?
And I was broken without him.

I went to his house
signaling to my  family
I was  ending my marriage
I found him drunk
Crying on the floor.
like at the wedding when I met him.
but this time he weeping over me.

I said why do you want me so bad?
you can have have
any young and pretty ladies
of your own age.

He held me close
Right to his chest.
I could feel his heart beating
through my breast.

And he whispered
almost in a primeval sob.

He gave me the only answer
that made any sense.at all.

Because I love you honey
and there is no one  else
in this world for me.

the new beginning
Jude
Ahhh romance
Jude
Jude kyrie Aug 2016
She saw me looking at the beautiful night sky.
You seem fascinated by the stars she mused.
They are more fascinated by me I said.
We understand each other
The stars and I.
They see me as the one who makes wishes.
I see them as the stars who fail to grant them.
People think they are made of fire and power.
But they are only made of lost dreams
and unanswered prayers.
Which one is made of your wishes she asked.
I show her the brightest star in the heavens.
It is that one
it burns brightly with my wishes.
They are all about you.
Doesn’t that make you a star?
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