I'd rather go to Hell
Then be trapped in your secret cell
You begged and worked for hopeful fireworks
But all you got were my dreadful quirks
Hallelujah call His name
Teacher, student, both the same
Show me your love in her technicolor whirlpool
Outside there's anger, but inside is cool
So go on, dragon slayer, and toss me your groove
I'm the chess player, and I'm ending your move

Good evening, little brother, my precious darling kin
We're all one in the same, though you wear a different skin
There was us, confused about paternity
We danced and jumped and had no use for maturity
I saw those eyes you never would see
For all that is left is she, not me
And you just shatter each dry, cracked bone
I know I will face this all alone
So when I leave, you'll ask me “How?”
And I'll respond, “Where's your God now?”

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
Since spring all I've wanted was for you to be mine
Don't cry to the suicide of that **** stupid sidekick
They want your soul, it's the Devil's trick
So help me please, where did my words go?
Sure, we won't fight, but now I'll never know
Yes I be the flames and you be the boy
Sunshine, take my hand, and sing with summer joy
There we were raised, twins, by our best friend
I pray that her plane ride won't be our end
Just hold me and say you'll always forgive and forget
Just hold me and say that you're happy we met

Soon the snow will melt
And after the snow has had it's time
The grass will grow again
And our trees will turn from skeletons to verdant forests
So it seems like now would be a great time
To start anew
I am tired
I am cold
And all I ask is for a hand to hold
So that we may grow new flowers
Ones that grow not in the ground
But within us
Flowers in the mind and the heart
A garden
Of sorts

Wake up again.
Sleep in my eyes, empty bottles beside me.
Memory fails.
Girl, remind me, what's your name again.
Last night was fun,
but why do I still feel this pain inside me?
I can't go on
living this life outside myself.

Tear up this place
built upon layers of hurt and agony.
Burn it away.
Leave no traces of it ever being there.
Break out from here.
Roam and wander for a better place for me.
Got to be free.
Break me free from this chain.

Press the knife against my skin.
Pull the trigger.
Kick the chair I'm standing in.
Air gets thinner.

Can't keep on living this hell.
Gotta end it before it turns unreal.
**** me now before I go insane.
It's time to throw this life away.

Since you've been gone
I've been getting closer to insanity.
This ****** love
kept me far away from reality.
More ***** and drugs.
I need to find my fantasy again.
***, rock and roll
should be the life for me.

Press the knife against my skin.
Pull the trigger.
Kick the chair I'm standing in.
Air gets thinner.

Can't keep on living this hell.
Gotta end it before it turns unreal.
**** me now before I go insane.
It's time to throw this life away.