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Jordan stenberg Aug 2014
falling down i fell down a chasm hit the ground felt like a thousand needles impaling my heart

falling down i realized why have i always looked for the next best thing i realized

something the thing i always wanted has always been in my life a friend told me a piece

of my own advice its never out there its always under your nose **** she was right

to see the answer you got to hit rock bottom multiple times again and again again

and again and again and again because i see it now i don't need someone who

discards me when they are to stubborn or just don't care  i know what i need no one

else  can stop this feeling like a wild fire of emotions i feel like i am a lowly peasant

basking at a window with all their dreams right there in front of them  just not being

able to grab it.   falling down took me to realize the truth i love being there i love every second of basking in happiness instead of sadness and regret do i regret not fessing up absolutely but i really honestly love every second of this  i am so done being a lone wolf  my heart needs is a pack of two  and i wait every single day till the one i am loved back
Jordan stenberg May 2014
months years i known you even though we rarely talk in a life time i know you always be there and i be there if needed  no matter what
I remember back in the days we were all growing up on who we were you remained kind unlike others   you never changed  never have  its crazy its been three years since i last seen you   maybe  i see you in the future months years friends for life
Jordan stenberg May 2014
i learned basking in the emotion one calls fear  created problems

Now i live in one other emotion that makes me happy with my significant other

i no longer choose to live in fear i chose to live with love and being grateful i have something in my life
Jordan stenberg Apr 2014
so i finally found someone now i worry if its gonna be short lived

short lived as success of some people who achieve their dreams to be ripped away

I be god ****** if i am ******* over again  i promise if its for someone else i

will  let karma  smack them in the face   cut  my heart up heck carve all you

please  i have many scars with various dark dark memorys  and good ones this happens well  war path  will consume ones heart and one will fail

because i did nothing to deserve it

i be god ****** if somone comes in and takes my life from me
Jordan stenberg Apr 2014
oh dear  my heart is like freaking  rubics cube always moving and changing and being difficult

Loneliness is one horrific thing i deal with but a feeling that i wish would go away is another

Trying not to be near anything involving that one horrid emotion the more i hide the harder it fights

I get it  trying is everything  yeah dreams do wonder really  does  my dark soul have some light in me in still?
Jordan stenberg Mar 2014
why does the monster have to  come out of the shadows  

why have i become this evil being with no cause

is it because i fail and i have decided to Take whats mine

Choices we make reflect our actions trust me  i am not your savior i am completely a demon  to your parents eyes

the Corrupter which is false oh well past is past because i am a dark soul but i am still caring and will forever  Love is a sick sick feeling full of  idiotic happiness and false reality sky high then your on the ground broken in half

Aren't  all of man kind carry a black spot that is pure evil pure sick twisted hunger for revenge and the craving of wanting more and more
Jordan stenberg Mar 2014
I am sick of tired of losing to a ****** who thinks he can ,pick on kids who have issues take whoever they want from others  I was Robbed and oh boy i have not been this angry for a while and my vengence is always sweet not bitter

You see all you have to do is make one mistake i catch oh your done

because i vow to ruin it taint it and after that **** this **** i am going to hide in my cave until SHE wants to make a right choice
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