Authority is like someone trying to control your life

The poison of being  having limited influence over somebody

Authority is like a Nasty Virus that you have to remove with hard labor

Authority is a Nuisance  that always come back to rear its ugly head

Authority Is a good and has its dark flaws  sometimes their orders you just want to escape them but sometimes its the right thing to do

am i regaining my courage i am finally showing following hearts true intentions

Taken well all that is a challenge really  am i doing what i had held back because of prior attachment issues  well you see you say i am done being your average nice guy who waited for people to realize that i am not to be ignored and be considered

Courage to stand up to the system to stand for a**holes who think they can get away with being the one taken some one chance a way well i see you cant hope you got to take what the heart wants and if it costs you oh well your following your heart

To be honest i was nervous introducing myself to her but i did because well i was a lone i was curious i had honored my past love but  i dwelling never worked i want something real not one sided

Courage makes me feel alive your smile makes me feel alive it could be me but i honestly can think you and i in a sentence in my mind that fits that is crazy that a chance is there in the dark place i live in i never thought i could reach a light

i look in the eyes of a significant other as i stare into the moon light i think of her

Her smile which is the only reason i go to that prison surprised that i caught her glare at me is it fate paying me back? or is it just a blank dead miserable stare

The eyes of fate and i have never seemed eye to eye we have always butted heads always picking up on the chosen ones the gods have picked for the non believers

Misery i have been brought pain i have felt hell my heart has bled more than a soldier in a war
but one very simple thought in my head what if it ruins it all what if she gets wierded  out and abandons me like the rest because i hate saying this but the truth hurts others

Should i or should just leave this place and be a after thought in this hell of a life

i hear a  a urge to strike when my time is needed it seems its about to be my time maybe i hope i fail

I struck out so many times where you got to take what you want not patiently wait like a solider guarding the lines of Korea

Strike first  my friends say i must find a way to have her some way some how it must happen