I am finally opened my eyes to the harsh reality

I never be the guy I never be the one  because some people's taste is just plain full of blasphemous lies

Like the snake in Eden it tells everyone don't go to the one is actually meaning what THe worlds truths are


The fact is I will Change it because I am sick and tired of  the tears  at the thought of you gone its official  i am mess filled with many colors some green some black some blue some red  these colors have meaning and I am embracing a new life style

This past year it's been exhausting trying to cross the river but always end up drowning in the rapids of sorrows  soaking wet I lay at the ground with a shattered soul filled with happy memory's   Drift away down the river along with myself

18 years ago i entered a harsh world with   a little off from the others i had a flaw,

now you look at me like how did he stay at our level knowing he is a not as strong and quick ,

Well i am  something of a living example of anything can happen i overcome so much,

I tasted defeat i suffered through hard times, had my heart stomped on more times then i could remember,

But through it all i have grown and i am now better and unchanged by the higher ups trying to change me ,

I stand over the ledge called life knowing what  i want  i don't want object thats i ignore i do not want a **** load of money either i want is a simple i want to be doing what i love  be the guy for certain somebody at most of all prove that i can do things people said i could never do

A new dawn is upon us  a Man with revenge on his mind is coming  for every person who held him down

Will they see it coming no because they do not know what he is capable of doing to get his dark dark revenge

Is he a puppet of the darkness , is he the true anti hero someone needs good questions by all who have faith

But faith wont save them because this guy will  not forgive or forget

Its quite a nuisance when I feel like I tryed   But trying was never good enough I could have have up but my iron will will continue this fight till the end

So when you are called traitor what did I do I gave my reason and my brutally honesty I needed to find out of this feeling I had in me if it was a phase it was not it is imprinted in me Like that horrid image I saw that drove me over the edge I remember it like it was yesterday

My life has been something of a up and down war to find that one  single thing in this world I needed a person in my life that I tend to have a feeling of will I ever be the same again? I will answer that when I return  I will be ready for all arms open and all opposition and I be ready to end it all

This darkness that plagues my heart carries me to a thought of despair no matter what I can't stay happy I have done things I am not proud of i lived a lie and this darkness has made me not myself for me to fight this out I have to walk alone once again because it's about **** time  I got something in return because when I return the place of my birth I will do everything in my power to make sure all opposition falls one by one because this darkness that has consumed me I will use it and I will channel it and when I finally have a chance I will take it even it kills me in the process I will have The girl of my dreams one day I hope but I will have to take down every road block first comes competition then the blood line and after it is all said and done I will finally succeed failure is not a option

What would you've do if you were forced to leave the one you  loved

What would you do if your last chance at something amazing was ripped away because your not what their chosen one is

I encountered everything in my way and I broken through dark dungeons I encountered madness

But through all the times I fell down   I got back up and did not quit

I am a real   Spitting image of  overcoming the odds.

The fact is when I return I will reclaim what is rightfully my place  

And in the end the higher ups filled with paranoid thoughts  of  re occurring antagionist i am no hero nor I am the villain I am simply we man who will do whatever I have to do to realize one of my dreams

A dark thought carries like a spider replicating itself  This dark though i carry....

Embracing the darkness to get what you want sure you get what you want FINALLY but in reality theres a cost  Humanity lost, looking like a total a**hole , becoming what you do not want to become  this darkness i should not embrace is jealousy because when i am jealous i am crazy i am not me its like a demon has taken my body to commit certain  horrors upon Humanity   Embracing the darkness gets you to your dreams and goals but at the same time the you give up everything else to attain that goal  which i won't do i will take the high road to see her again i will not stop and i will do it the right way but being a man and confronting this feeling head on and any man gets in my way   just to say  i can control the darkness inside of me and wont change me because when i use it two men will enter but one man will be left