I for years been considered a social reject heck  once you accept your identity its hard not to question it   because i have tried to be nice and caring to everyone not to much a veil  
Being a reject has perks your looked down but when you pull something off you hit out of the park
and respect is shown to you i am a reject fighting the system of what THEY want guys to be  is always about what THEY want you see i do not care because i am  reject who's life has been tough since birth so who' deserves chances more people who are handed everything that is given or someone who has to scratch and claw for everything they get in there lives you can answer that

I do not care if i like you or not please sometimes you should not talk   because you got it easy

you see my life is rough i really fallen for someone and i rather not hear about  how someone else is taking her

you see a dance is a dance so what you see i will not ruin someone else because my life is ******

love you see i am glad that you care for my sanity but at the same time the one thing that is keeping me borderline  loose cannon crazy   is my LOVE and i will not quit i will not back down from anyone
because just stay out of it this does not concern you see i be here and i always be here so people please Get the F out

I am Miserable at best the truth is that i think my emotions cost me something  love

You see i would give my life to be with you but at this state  of the oppressed  

You see Darkness has been trying to take me over and i been fighting with my heart

You see i am at miserable at best because  i am not one to quit and when i see  a challenge i overcome it

Yes i have fallen and failed you see i wrote you something that showed my hearts true feelings you see i am miserable at best  and everyone whos been in my shoes knows This feeling as torture , great, a night mare, a dream   you see i know that i may never have this chance but all i ask or wish for is to be given that ONE SHOT and i will stay miserable at best because my life is not easy and it is not that i hoped for but it changes

that flaw i have foreseen has done more harm than good

i am very sorry if that was the case you see when you choose to live by your heart you bound to do something stupid

Yeah its a flaw that   has a effect in the emotion of Love friendship you name it has killed family bonds

you see yes i can be jealous yeah its so painful when you know you want or love whatever your case is that you can not attain it
the fact that i can not control how i feel is a nuisance because if it was my choice i would never let myself fall for someone unless i knew i had a chance

Yeah this jealous flaw can make or break me it has done harm yes but you see  being the nice guy with jealousy does not mix it changes you to a bitter raving lunatic with borderline lack of sanity
i carry this flaw and i fight it and i hope it does not ruin this chance  i may have

i stand on this cliff wondering why hold back something that is good

as i watch the  ******* chosen one take the one from me you see i was *******  you see

this war i will fight until one man is left standing you see there is one ***** job you see i am always the one being ******* over and over again and trust me i don't care if you think i am gonna be  the one who ruins your  little angel you see my intentions are pure unlike this mysterious son of a gun  i know theres some prophecy to ***** me over its a matter of time your faith and crazy DIES when i finally get the pay off and you be the failure

I walk down the heartbreak road just wondering what is that what he have that i dont

I stumble across the memory the first time i saw you looking at me which gave me hope that i am no longer alone

I walk down the road again with regret why does this happen to me i see the pain cuts my heart slowly.

i gaze  across  at the sight of those blood red flowers knowing that someone else but i hope for is

that you do not see him that way.    because this heartbreak i feel i know i might be going crazy you see
i realized that caring for someone is not enough you have to sugar coat it like a spoiled child

Sorry but you see this road i walk down i suffer and will hit redemption road and i will find this dude.

I say why doesn't he step in my comfort zone and i dream of knocking him out but you see that would be to rude

Because EVER since i layed my eyes  i wanted to know what  go's on in that pretty head of hers

and i see a great person that i want to be with so what i dont fit this bill i could care LESS because you do not have to suffer from a disabilty you dont have to suffer from being always broken you don't have to suffer from a ruined child hood  and you do not have to suffer from being a victim to a horrible crime!  you see i had the odds stacked against me and guess what game on mother F*CKER this is war