Every time i see you is see this twinkle in your eye that draws me in.

i know i have feelings now i cant stop thinking about you day and night

i want to know if there is a chance i will try my best because when i saw you give me that look of happiness

It gave me hope that i do have a future  i wish i could come clean but  i just can't    those sparkling eyes
just  may have saved my life

i wonder if  i am gonna live my dream?

I wonder if one day i be  going to state as  a part of a team that is great

i wonder if i find that one girl to fill that hole in my heart

i wondering if i can ever  look down the aisle and see me standing in their the champion of the rejects

why do these feelings return to me  you see i may be not what THEY see

There's one thing we don't have in common you do not have the guts

theres one reason why i care about people because i been broken been  heartbroken you name it

you see i do not want others to suffer my same FATE  yeah i brought you UP and you through it away but face it  no matter what discouraging thing i hear i do not care you see i dont LOVE you i just want to be your friend i did but i decided against it

i long for something new in my life i long for a chance to do something to live a dream

i long to be out there  alone trying to forge my own destiny i long to finally find that one

i long for it as much as i long to be   not held back by anyone anymore because of my disabilty

the longing will come true the truth does hurt for you critics because i can do more than you guys could

you see dont trust me because i dont care  the fact is you dont know what know

I know you have someone else well he can have you because as far as i am concerned i moved on

and i got over it because i am the better  man  and i will prove it because i am moving on   and by the way  

im over the false confidence you gave me you acted like you gave a **** then you throw it to the ground for some piece of  Sh*T    
i am done and i am over it

what happens to friendship when some outside  power comes in  trying to **** it
you see your my best friend but i need to tell from this dark place is you gave everything away for nothing

and you had the nerve that i would do the same thing no i prefer my friends than my **** buddy excuse my language

you see dont come crying to me when your down on the ground  because i just say it was your fault

you always will be my best friend but once again your making  a mistake  so good luck with that pyscho because for now i walk alone

you see  you can ignore me you can treat me like crap but you need to  know the truth

So you found a jack *** from another town good for you because you just started something that you cant stop

i will find him i will hurt him i will show that you are making the biggest mistake on the planet because i dont care because you come back to me crying  and do you want to throw away a friendship for some *******   wow very professionally

you see you want me to get over this but you see it drives me to be better do i care what he thinks no

you see i jumped every roadblock in front of me and you place  more you see tell him that he has a target on his back and  for you well good luck because you might lose me i am done with all of this crap