Cooler than a winter breeze
Hotter than a summers eve
You and me are truly ment to be
Love has finally set me free
From the darkness hanging over me
Its better now that I can finally think
Without anger clouding over me
Its like a weight has been lifted
Its a gift from you to me
You are truly the one
The one that set me free.

Goodbye house,
Goodbye home,
Goodbye place I used to know,
I'd rather leave,
Than see her go,
Goodbye place I used to know,
I hate to leave
But I must go,
Goodbye place I used to know,
Hello places I've yet to see,
I almost know your missing me,
But this was almost ment to be,
Hello adventures I've yet to endure,
There will be some tough decisions
I'm sure,
Hello place I'm here to stay,
But I'll never forget,
From the place I came

Seeing you on your hands and knees,
Down lower than I thought was ever possible,
It doesn't make me happy,
Although I'm smiling,
I'm not liking what I see,
Although I look happy,
I'm waiting to leave,
To walk out the door,
And never see what I have just seen,
To never let my mind wander to the dark thoughts
That are wandering tonight,
I feel like a demon,
Letting these thoughts continue,
I want to come to your rescue,
And save you from the darkness,
Bringing you to the light,
Just might save your life.

Here I lay,
Thinking of yesterday,
Thinking of what you lost,
Thinking of what I gained,
Thinking of how you didn't just walk away,
When I told you to go,
Thinking of how I wore my heart on my sleeve,
Just so you could leave,
Leave and let me bleed.

Firey red hair,
Blows in the wind,
Without a care,

Are you perfect,
I'm no supermodel,
Though you have the look,
I want,
I envy,
I want to be you,

You get the guys,
Without even trying,
Why does it torture me,
Constantly I'm reminded
Of why I hate myself,

Because you are truly,
Better,
No one even gives me a second glance,
But with you,
They're always in a trace,

Never ending glory,
Flows your way,
And you don't even try,
Why must you be so perfect,
And then brag and boast,
About what most want,
But don't have.

I'll never measure up to you,
Not going to happen,
I won't ever get on your level,
Because I'm not willing to go that low,
No I'll never go as low,
I'm not willing to get on my knees,
Like you do,

I realize,
I don't want what you have,
It's all fixated on lies,
And cries for attention,
You fight for what you have,
But not in a good way,
You try so hard,
To be what your not

I will never be you,
It's all a contest,
A contest I won't win,
Because I'm not willing to try,
To be something I'm not,

I know you and your firey red hair,
Is something I will never be,
And that makes me all the more happy,
I don't want to be someone I'm not,
Even though I'll be considered "hot"
I'll be lying to myself,
And everyone else,
So goodbye to all these faded dreams,
Of what I wanted to be.

The small flame that burns for you,
It's a dwindling flame in the wind,
Dwindling ever so quickly,
At the rate your love shrinks for me,
And you start to wonder why me and you,
Really desided to become we,
It haunts me everyday and everynight as well,
This is the reason I dread the sleep I get,
And the sleep I don't get I miss,
And now the flame that once burned so brightly,
Just now went out tonight,
Now all we do is fight,
And night after night I wonder what happened,
To the forever gone flame,
That once did burn ever so bright.

Wishing you were here,
So I knew you actually cared,

I feel so stranded,
On a loveless island,

There's a key to that door,
But it just won't open,

I wish you would hold me,
So I felt suffocated by your strength,

I wish I knew you were my only,
I wish you were here to love me,

I wish this was like a dream,
Because almost all dreams have a happy ending,

Tell me what to do,
When I can't forget about you,

I'd do anything,
So I could just feel better,

Feel better,
About you and me.

They say a picture is worth a thousand words,
But three little words mean so much more,
They show me you care when no one else seems to,
I spend all day wishing they'll slip off your tounge,
Just one time is all I'll ask for
Then I'll know you actually care for me,
I'll know I'm not just some one time fling,
Like that blonde ***** you ditched last spring,
I'll know I'm something much more,
I'll know you take our love seriously,
I'll know you don't think of us as just another aimless couple,
That won't last long,
I'll know you don't think of me as something more,
These three words mean more than any others,
These three words are important to anybodies world,
These three mind blowing words, are
I love you.
Three words could change a life,
Why don't you change mine?

Love escapes,
Tragity breaks loose,
We are in hell,
There's no escape
Scream,
But no one can hear,
This my dear is true fear,
Sanity is lost,
All hope is gone,
Never escape this scary place,
In which I lay,
Wondering why I chose today
To come to this,
Demonic place.

Denial lies in these walls
When I tried to hide

From your screams of pain
This life will soon make me go insane,

I can't hide from you today
You can't change the choices you made

Lets end the fight
Once and for all,

Lets end it,
Tonight.

You're the reason,
For the smile on my face,
You're the reason,
I wake up everyday,
Knowing I'll talk to you,
Is all the reason I need,
To patch up the wounds,
I used to let bleed,
Because you're the reason,
All the reason I need.

Dawn produces light,
Dusk produces night,
Words dreamt come to life,
They cut like a knife,
You don't know all the pain I have to hide,
Tears sting my eyes,
Thinking about all the pain,
I've permanetly locked inside,

I can't do this anymore,
I did you wrong,
I understand that completely,
I apologize,
A million times,
I tell you I never intended to hurt you,
Or do the wrong thing,
You don't care,
You live to hurt me,
That puts a smile on your face,
Oh, well
Can't you let it end,
Lets be friends,
All you do,
Is make my heart shatter,
Like glass,
Flying everywhere,
And I'm slowly dying inside,
You **** me,
Emotionally,
Drama is all you do,
And all I can say is,
Let it end,
Lets be friends

There was a time,
In this place,
Where everything was as it should be,

Then you came along,
Shattering hopes as you went,
Crushing spirits as you left,

And you wonder why,
No one ******* likes you,
Because you are simply impolite,

And no one can please you,
Because you never know what you want,
And you wonder why,
No one likes you.

Fast paced,
High speed chase,
In my mind,
This goes on daily,
In the mess of a head,
I've got left,
Will it ever end,
Ask yourself,
But don't answer,
Thats the last thing we need,
The high speed chase,
Will never come to,
A complete cease ,
Of existance,
I'll just have to live with,
The fast paced,
High speed chase,
That forever lurks,
In my head.

Midnight blue skies,
Cover up all I have to hide
Drown out all tragity,
Falling down around me,
Midnight blue skies,
Protect me tonight.

You'll never know,
What I've got to hide,
I lock my emotions inside,
With the strongest bond,
I can find,
The unreachable memories
Locked inside
For no one to find.

You won't be my next mistake,
Your calling me to walk one way,
But I'll walk my way,
Away from the heartbreak,
And tragity,
That once controlled me.

Life at home wasn't to good at the time,
And it isn't too much better now,
But all I have to say,
There are no more ****** memories to be made.

Broken mirrors,
****** razorblades,
But thats all behind me,
There are no more ****** memories to be made,

Holes in the wall,
Put there through rage,
Anger and fear,
Are just like drugs and *****,
They're toxic when mixed,
They're what put me here,
In a downward spiral,
But thats all behind me,
There are no more ****** memories to be made.

I used to cut my worries away,
I used to love the pain,
It was my muse,
But not anymore,
Thats all behind me,
No more ****** memories to be made.

You,
Your lustful eyes,
Run chills, down my spine,
It makes you wonder,
Who are you..
What did you do,
To earn such lustful eyes,

Did you break a heart?
Are you planning to break mine,

No,
Not this time,
I won't fall for your lies,
I won't fall into the pit of
My demons,
It waits below,
But no,
Not this time,

Love is overrated,
******* waste of time,
Who has the time,
To sit, and wait for love,
To walk on by,
And stumble apon us,
And **** us over in the end..

Paint stained canvases,
And ****** bathroom floors,
You were an artist of sorts,
Never really knew who you were,

With one simple cut,
Your mind was at ease,
Blood dripped down,
And suddenly,
You found yourself,

But problems occur,
You had no clue who you really were,
This had become you,

But I always knew,
You were an artist of sorts,
You never really knew who you were,

This is the man,
You once were,
He's gone now,
Died of suicide,

Paint stained canvases
And ****** bathroom floors,
All to remind me,

Of the man you once were..

Music blares,
Thoughts race,
And in this place,
I'm freed,
From all stress,
In this place,
I'm free to be,
Me,
The only person,
I want to be...

Emotions tell all,
         So please open up to me,
                    Don't let the wound *bleed

I'm hoping your home...
        
          Because I'm feeling so alone..*
                          
                           *Tonight

Let me be the one
To hug you when your down.

Let me love you
When you feel alone.

Let me be the one
Who is always there.

Let me be the one
Who truly cares.

A lovers touch,
is what I crave,
Please,
let me be,
Your slave,

A lovers touch
is what I need,
Please,
don't make me,
Plead,

                                  I have to leave
Don't leave me,
not now,
Not ever,
                                   I'm gone
A lovers touch,
that I don't need,
All it did,
was make me,
Bleed,
emotionally

Goodbye

Sitting here,
submerged in the rhythmic words
of Aerosmith,
I'm starting to realize,
I'm not so useless,
I've just begun,
lifes journey,
the winding road has only
just begun
and i'm realizing
I've got a long way to go,
before I can truly say,
I'm done.

All love is lost,
But not forgotten,
Wasn't wrong,
But it never felt right,
But here I am
Missing you tonight

Sunny days and dreamy nights
Take me away tonight,
From all the terror,
And tear filled nights,
So maybe, I'll get some
Sleep tonight.