Johnnie Rae: Poems

Feb 2012 · 418

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

i'll never be okay,
not after today,
you stabbed me
with the dull blade
you call hate
i won't survive,
not tonight
reality bothers me,
no one can stop me,
from stopping reality

Feb 2012 · 520

Glad you came

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

Glad you came

Cold but hopeful,
Warm but hopeless,
Is there a difference?
I think so,
But then again,
What do I know,
I am everything but educated,
And nothing but a neadrathal,
But thats okay,
I have you ,
And thats all that matters,
All I want is you,
Nothing compares to the way,
You make me feel,
You made me cry,
But out of joy,
Not misery,
And all the same,
I'm glad you came.

Feb 2012 · 351

Goodbye

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

Goodbye

Brutally scarred, and barely standing,
Here I am and here I will stand,
Until I know
It's true,
Something I'll never want to believe,
And never begin to accept,
Acceptance is earned,
And this my darling,
Is not worthy of acceptance
Nor forgiveness,
I'll never look at you the same,
And I'll always hide behind the pain,
You'll never sketch your way into my life again,
Not with out fair warning of your arrival,
And by the time you arrive,
I'll have already said
Goodbye

Feb 2012 · 409

The end of my plight

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

The end of my plight

Screaming into the blackness,
Fading into the darkness,
Not a single spark,
Of hope,
In the distance,
Nor passion,
Nor willingness,
To give in,
To what we know is right,
Staying strong,
Takes its toll,
On our emotions,
They **** me slowly,
As my emotions take over,
The real me slips away,
And if I don't fight,
That just might be,
The end of my plight

2/18/12

Feb 2012 · 706

Best friends forever

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

Best friends forever

Can't we just be friends,
Instead of the constant battles that start,
And never seem to end,
We fight with words,
We fight with fists,
But it never got as bad as this,
You throw things,
As I dodge,
You scream at me,
"We took this too far,"
And as I stood there in shock,
I simply screamed,
Then why won't you stop?
We stood there and cried,
For what seemed like a lifetime,
And as you walked out the door,
You whispered,
Best friends forever.....

Feb 2012 · 352

Tragities.

Johnnie Rae Feb 2012

Tragities.

Wanting to break free,
But the prisoner is me,
My emotions are the enemy,
Tears fall,
Hopelessly,
With no control at all,
For miles it seems,
Like a never ending stream,
Of broken dreams,
hopelessly,
I hit the ground,
Waiting for new tragities to be found,

— The End —