Somber summer nights,
Sitting here, listening to you two fight,
And suddenly, I find it necissary to get involved,

You scream, she screams, I've been screaming through it all,
I struggle, knowing that the tears want to fall,
But no, I'll stay strong, because the moment tears fall,
Is the moment I'll loose it all,

I'll never truly know how this all started,
All I really know is I want it to end,
Fights, they seem to break loose, no one knowing when they might end,  
And it kills me even more, knowing you're normally the best of friends,

Please just know,
I don't want to listen to you fight tonight,
On this somber summer night.

Sitting and thinking,
Thinking of all the haunting memories,
Of what I once called, me,
When minutes went by with what felt like eternity,
And while I may have changed drastically,
These memories, they still haunt me,
The scars they remind me, of all the times I lost it,
Lost what I used to think was my last shred of sanity,
My last shred of dignity,
It would leave me instantly, when the first drop of blood dripped down,
Silently.

I'm not a criminal,
So don't be so ******* hypocritical,
I know i'm utterly cynical,
But I'm uttering words that needed to be said,
You've made me out to be some sort of criminal,
When what I did was completely experimental,
And I am not making it into a habit,
That was a one time thing,
It ended, and yet, you're still not happy,
I swear to you, I'm not some sort of conniving little criminal,
Sneaking around and offering illegal substances, no, not at all, not ever,
I've known you for almost seven years, and you know nothing about me,
Maybe you're the criminal, for making me out to be, something I would never become.
So I hope you find it amusing,
That I've twisted you're story,
So you're the criminal,
How does it feel to be made out as a good for nothing little *****,
Well I didn't think it felt too nice to be made into,
What you made me out to be either,
A criminal.

I raised my glass, to life,
Because even though it may be filled with,
Pain, sorrow, and strife,
All the things I've gone through,
Have only made me stronger,

I raise my glass to life,
Because even though it may be tough at times,
There's always another lesson to be learned,
And another mountain to climb,

I will always raise my glass to life,
Because without all the problems to overcome,
Life would be so boring,
So I raise my glass to life, and simply say,
Bring on the pain, I can take it, i'm stronger than I was
All because of these problems, so i'll only get stronger.

Sitting here, in a cold sweat,
The words you said, I'll never forget,
Even if I tried, there are the forever remembering lines I drew,
To try to keep from focusing on you,

Now the scars aren't letting me erase,
All the memories I'd rather forget
Now, I lay here in shame, because of all the words you've said,
The words, that replay again and again
In my head,
These words, I'll never forget.

Blade breaks skin,
Out comes all the pain I've so desperately tried to  hold in,
Now the question remains still,
How deep can I go,
Before I know its real.

Always and forever,
We will be together,

Your slightest words,
Bring me to tears,

Because all I want,
Is for you, to be here,

Your words, they cloud my mind,
I think about you all the time,

You must believe me when I say,
You never escape my mind,

Because I've never loved anyone,
As much as I love you.