I have a pessimists heart,
It's been that way from the start,
See the negative in everything,
My dear I tell you,
I've got a pessimists heart,

This is something that will never change,
It's been this way too long to change,
I always know something will go wrong,
I feel as if I knew it would happen all along,
My predictions are almost never wrong,
So my dear, I'll tell you again,
I've got myself a pessimists heart,

Now, many people want my ways to change,
They want me to see the bright side of things,
But that won't happen,
Because they're is no bright side to this world I see,
The world I see, it's never happy,
Things at home are beginning to suffocate me,
Some day, I'm going to leave,
And not come back,
That will be the day I begin to see things optimistically.

You should step into my shoes, and walk a mile,
That way you know how it feels to hold back tears and fake a smile,
You should see the world through my eyes,
Then you'll know how it feels to see all the ***** looks I get as I walk by,
You should hear the world through my ears,,
Because only then will you hear the remarks that **** my pride,
Until your me, you'll never know how much it hurts,
So don't say you understand, thats nothing but a lie,
Because before you've spent some time in my shoes,
You'll never know how ******* much i've been through
So don't even ******* try.

The day the blood stains appeared,
Was the day I lost control,
That was the day I lost it all,
I cried for what seemed like years,
And then let my blood mix with the tears,
She said the words I didn't need to hear,
Now here I am, lying in fear,
She'll say more, and **** me emotionally,
Her words, they slay me,
She doesn't realize, she's the reason i'm so ******* crazy,
The reason I wear these scars,
Memories of her previous words,
They haunt me,
Nothing can erase these dark memories,
And so, here is my rant,
Written in blood, ink, and tears.

Different problems come and go,
But this problem arises daily,
It will until the day she dies,
Thats the day I'll be set free,
The day she dies,
I'll truly be happy,
And while this may sound harsh,
Few people know about all she puts me through,
And the few people that know,
Wish death on her too.