i'm barely sorry that i hurt you
i didn't even love you
and now you're giving me
passive aggressive silence
hoping i'll give a ****
darling, i know that trick
darling, don't waste your time
darling, be careful
just because it's working
doesn't mean i care
it just means i miss you
r attention

i know it isn't fair
you did everything right
you were good to me
but everyone's heart
belongs to someone
and mine was already
taken

so when i call at two am
don't pick up
you're just another
*******.

He's called me by so many names.
rach
rachel
R
honey
sweetheart
dear
darling
­babe
sweety
love
And many others that just
Roll around in my mind
All. Day. Long.

They are names he shouldn't
Call me but he does because
He loves me.

But, sweetheart, in what way do you
Mean to say you love me?
In what way do you desire me
To be with you?
This question burns the very part of
My soul that I can't seem to
Repair.

Sometimes
I take a break
From thinking
From talking
From worrying
From life
From thoughts.