"Ah Ah Ah!! No no! put it back...
What did we say about taking something
that doesn't belong to us?"

"Ummm.. you said... you said you must not want a love
that you can't have"

"That's right.. okay so, hands in your pockets and..."

"But it's so sparkly and it feels lovely and it fits in my hands so perfectly... look!!"

"I know, I know but this one belongs to someone else.
I tell you what, let's go and eat some chocolate instead.
Remember what we said about eating chocolate ...?"

Yes I do.. it's exactly the same as love.. but with nuts"

"Exactly"

Enjoying my morning coffee
in the first moments of the day
while sharing my sleepy thoughts
with the birds early song.
And the symphony that plays
might be just for me
if I close my eyes
and imagine it to be.
The day is waking up with me
and the blue sky yawns and stretches wide above.
Such contentment there is
in making plans for a happy day
while looking for ways to make it so.
Nothing could be akin to this moment
such simple pleasures for my simple soul.

Once upon a time
You opened my mind
With ****** inter course.
Now your so deep into your flaws,
Your closed.
For refurbishment,
You heard my thoughts.
I miss you.
These issues are beyond the metaphors
Of what's mine and yours.
Behind closed doors,
I think of you
When you dismiss me so easily,
Whilst I think about how it used to be.
Buts that's a memory
And reality is mystery.
I don't know why you don't want me anymore.

I stay true.
I'll always stay true.

And hopefully,
We can be what we used to,
Someday,
Sometimes
One day.

I held my breath and died