Pain I have
Never
Known
Like
T
H

I
S
.

May today
Be a
Better day
May I be beautiful
In a better
Way,
May the skies
Be blue
Not taken away
Out of my
Sight,

I'm pretty sure the timing is right
To tell you how I feel.

I think it's time to reveal to you
The secret that keeps my lips sealed.

I want to tell you
But I don't know how.

A good idea is what I wish
My mind would allow.

I guess I could try to put together a plan
That, in the end, would probably just sink.

But instead, tonight, I'm gonna find the courage
To just tell you what I think.

I was once
Your *****
Now your girl
That's why I
Left
Your sick
Little
World.

Taste me all the way
To my core and make
Me wanna be your special
Treatment girl.
Am I yet
Your
World?

I wonder
What
Wondering
Will wonder
Of me?

Don't cage me
I'm not meant to be a slave.
Don't enslave me
Im a bird in trees with good daze.
Don't hit me
I'm a human being you know.
Don't tease me
Or my flaws will peek and show.
Don't beat me
I'm not meant for black and blue.
Just love me
Because at once I did love you.

I think the
Best
For me is
To just
Take what
Comes
Like the
Wind and
The breeze.

My cuts are inevitable
When you come around.

A basket case
I have become
My lips tingle
My legs go numb
I want a man
To overcome
With me the past
Of times lost
Not won.
So now my era
Comes and goes
I want a friend
And a man who knows
My touch is sweet
The sheets moan
For someone
Real
For someone
To be
My home.

I broke loose
From the heartbreak
Take a bite from my heart
And break
Me
Like another has
Done
In the past.
Its ok I can
Break again
I will last.

Picture me perfect in your
Rear
View
Mirror.

Picture me
Married to you.

Picture us perfect
In my
Vision
And your own.

Picture me perfect
Call me for once.
******
On the phone!

Remembering,
I try
Not to
Remember,

I took
A
Hit.
From
Your
Chest,
It left me
Breathless
Inside my stress.
I was high for a good ten second's.
Shhh, quiet sènor, we will make amor
Stop asking so many questions.

taste<3buds
                                Lost in the honey hole
                            Of depression and loneliness

Writing is my greatest treasure
Writing
Is
Living life and writing for the better-
Writing is the key to finding me
Who you are and who
I am is making me write poems so sweet.
Also, I write poem's of destruction.
That's my own reality
And with reality also comes
Amor. Of hurt and tales
Of past hate in detail-
I hold my own words in my mouth
Where my lips can talk wonders
And my hands can write a blunder-
The point i am trying to make
Is even if my writes are horrible
Or beautiful
I choose to write
Because we poet's write.
And that is good enough for me.

I'm a girl
Who likes
To make
               A
Man
       Think
Twice.

The harder one trys
To work
Om themself&
And the harder
Life seems to
Get.

Kind
Amazing
S
W
E
  E
T,

I
L
O
  V
E
Y
  O
U
D
A
R
L
   I
     N
      G

Take the blade
Oh I took that
Take the bullet
Oh I took that.
Take the tears
Oh I took that.
Take the fears
Oh yeah
Took that.
Take the pain
Yes
Took
That.
Take
My life. Oh
Yeah you
Took that.
Now I'm reborn!
Your gone.

As a habit
I'm more in tuned
To the habits
That I tune
And when I tune
Into the universe
I write these writes
On this site
To bring back a sense of
T
O
G
E
T
H
E
R
N
E
S
S.
Why has that word dissapeared?
By difference and fear,
Ignorance is bliss they do say.

Have compassion-
On those
Who have
No passion
For
Others-
Give your
Rations
To all mankind
As sisters
And brother.

Add me to your
Contact list
Senor
So I
Can
Show
You what
A real phone call
Really means.

I've been
Lonely
As it
Seems.

Should I scream?
Or wait until
I get
One last
Call.

Make me want to respect you
Give me a good reason,
Don't just smack me from behind and expect a favor.

My body is locked up
My brain is free
My tongue is tied
Self richeous suicide

Live and let live
I'll stick
To that
Motto.

The joy of living
Is not living
At all.

Be happy
Try
To
S.m.i.l.e
It's ok
Stick around
Relax
For a while.

Honey
Be
My
Honey
Until
The
End
Of
T
     I
  M
E.

Make me yours
I'll be your lady
Make me yours
I'll be your baby
Make me yours
I'll drive you crazy
Make me yours
I'll be there surely
Make me yours
Forever I'll be
Make me yours
Amor of dreams
Make me more
You friend to other's
Make me yours
Your woman
Lover.

How much
Longer must I
Live with
The
One
I dislike the most?
I dislike me
Though I can See beauty,
It's just hidden by my
Reflection of my
Younger girl
Ghost.

Shut up
KISS ME-
Oh wait
I have noone
To
Give me
Their
Lips,
I might have to cut
Some fake ones
Out of a
Man's magazine-
This is a lonely
Lover's
Dream.

I'll shine like the new days star
I'm back
Shaking the foundation
Of the good and bad
Happy and sad
Hope is the now
Tommorrow doesn't exist
Here's for the
2016
Wish.

As a caterpillar transforms
So will I break free from this isolation box
I will break the cocoon of my past
Transformation complete,
Now I'm
M
     O
          R
       E
T
   H
      A
    N
B
      E
              A
                   T
              I
           F
        U
      L.

See?

**** me in
Spit me out
Touch my skin
Eat me out.
No not
That boy.
My heart
Give it
A
B
I
T
E.

I just Came here to write: not be judged

An everlasting love
Is
All I need.
An everlasting love
Where
I live and I bleed.

If you want to call me a pretender
How about
You
Stop.   A
               C
              T
            I
          N
      G
T
O.

Slip
F
A
L
L
Trip.
Bite
My
L
I
P.
Hold my
H p
I  s.
Touch my senses,
Wherever you are.
I'm lost
Forgotten I
Think by far.

I  n g       S.
Y             T o h
R          O.       O
T      P.     D   L
Me
B
A
C
K!

I feel a peace
Overcoming
Me. I feel
A peace
Overcoming
Me.
I feel
Sleep
Tonight
Will
Take
Me.

I will not
Forget
Where
I came from.
I will not look behind
When
It's
Forward
Where I am
Going.
I can see now
My heart is showing