and suddenly i missed you again

𝙼𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜
𝙱𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗
-- 𝙸𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜

𝙼𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜
𝙱𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚜
𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗

This drug,
It's  destroying me
It's  wrecking my life
to the point where I can hardly breathe

I thought of ecstasy
it became my addiction
And like that smoke in my lungs
it slowly burned me instead

Sometimes the forbidden drug is you.

the saddest part is
I still care

Life is unfair
you now care for someone else