She is blonde
She is pretty
She is smart
She is rich
And she knows it

She is that one person
I really hate
Her every action
Made me want to stab her

One time
I forgot to bring a pen
She gave me hers
And gave me a sickening smile

At that moment
I wished i had a truck
A gun
And a bomb

Another time
We were both in a race
She got first
I got second
She congratulated me
And gave me a sickening smile

At that moment
I wished i had a truck
A gun
And a bomb

On October 11th
She came late to class
Mr Bobbins gave her detention
She cried and gave a speech
About everyone being mean to her

I came infront
And gave her an apple

She cried louder

And everyone snickered

We got close.
I liked you.

I told you my story.
I liked you more.

You told me your story.
I loved you.

You got a girlfriend.
You loved her.

I became more depressed.
I smiled for you.

You made me promise.
I promised.

You're just another person I will promise to get better for.
But that really just means that I'll hide it better next time.

I know I've been your worst nightmare,
i know you had given up on me.
I know I've made you angry,
I know I've even made you cry.
I am sorry for all those times you've thought of yourself as a bad parent,
coz i know how lucky I am to have you and how precious you are to us.
Your soul is sweet and full of kindness that no matter how hard and hurtful I've been to you,
you've always forgiven me.
No matter how harsh life is for you ,
you've walked through it with a smile.
Many a times I've heard you say "I am perfectly fine",
but still I've seen you go to your room,sit on the bed and cry.
I know many of my words have hurt you really bad and some have even left a scar
but still you've always come and hugged me and said 'i love you my dear child".....

I sit in class with the sound of so much chatter but all I hear is you.
I glance at you hoping you won't catch my eye.
I see your beautiful heart shine out in a room full of people.
i think.
I picture a beautiful future with you dear.
it only took one football filled crazy night for me to fall for you.
I don't want to get hurt so instead of completely falling I trip a little.
I don't want to fall for I don't know if you will catch me.
oh sweet crush of mine if only you heard the things that run through my mind.
love at first sight?
yeah I think I believe in it.
I hope it happens with you bc I am ready to fall hard.
I'm ready to give you things you have been missing.
those kisses
hugs
cute texts
the peaceful walks in the fall
holding hands and just knowing it's all right
the laughter
the drinking of hot chocolate when I burn my tongue and you kiss my cheek
maybe it's too soon to tell dear.
but Im falling and I hoping your falling too.