Let me vanish on a mythical journey.
To afar away land.
Let me be, shall I say Mister Myth.

Place in the days of Eygpt.
And from that land of wonder.
I'll get around.

Place me in the land of Israel.
And so many things will be reveal.
What seems concealed will soon emerge with truth?
And I'll be enjoying it all on my mythical journey.

The world itself is an amazing adventure.
That holds so many secrets about it.
But  it's this challenge of seeking it.
That makes our journey so mythical.

Place me, within Saudi Arabia.
And I'll be like Sherlock holmes just seeking clues.
Because somewhere is a sincere heart signal.
Which will lead me to you.

Analyze yourself?
Too why you where you at?

One, two, three kids and kids dad not around?
Analyze yourself?
And you realize the answer.

In prison secured behind fences and walls?
Analyze yourself?
Answers lie before you.

Bad friends or associates or in some cases simply in the wrong place.

Analyze yourself?
Not just you?
But we ALL should.

Spouse gone?
Analyze yourself?
Sometimes, the answers within your mind.
Unless you trying to save face and blame another.

Was it your mouth?
Was it concerning intimacy?
Was it dealing with finances?
One of these above have affected your life?

Analyze.
Just analyze yourself.

Some adultery spouses play apart.
Who aware of their partner better than you?
Lack of interest?
Lack of attention?
Will make you see a clearer picture?

Books, that are written aren't the answer.
Just an author making a profit.

Analyze yourself.
Truly do this.
It will work.
If you want it too.

Write upon a piece a paper,
what bothering you?
Don't react upon it.
Just examine it.
And approach it with honesty and truth.

Love.
Analyze yourself?
And the way you handle it.
If upset.
Get a pillow and yell into it.
It calm you down.
As you release your frustration with it.

We move on haste and emotion.
Without comprehending the consequences might be hard to recover from.

So, analyze yourself.
It's like thinking before you speak.
Your action determine the repucussions to come.

We, all been in the same boat of opinions.
Where other voice something about us?
Without a degree many know us to the tenth of truth.
Than, there are those pretending.

And without a moment of thought, we could back with, what rights you have to analyze me?
Your assessment means not a single thing.

But it does make you think.
If anything they stated rings of truth.
And if it does come close.

Than we slowly accept what they stated about us?
But those doing the analyzing most likely refuse to me analyze too.
Which make us proclaim, not to ever analyze me.
If you have things to be afraid of in life.

Analyzing me takes bravery and strength.
For being weak shows the fear within us.

One on a reservation.
One on a plantation.
Many placed in concentration.
Sometimes you must question's the decision making.
One held back by laws.
One mistreated like the treaties never were signed.
Sometimes you must ponder the decision's making.

One treated by cowards with a Swatiska.
Only to see them run when the Allies came after them.
Others placed in camps within their native land.
Which were the Asians.
Although they were born Americans.

One group salute the litte dictator.
They still hoping for the days of segregation.
What was?
Will never be.
So, they essentially living out a dream.

What rights one group has achieved?
Was fought for down through the centuries.
But still we are America.
There's no better place to be.

I guess that's why others loves to come here.
Where else can you profess to truly be free?
Oh, we have those that claims we're stepping on their rights.

But, they must take this in account.
Only in America can you voice your views.
Without disappearing like you were a distant dream.

People says, we shouldn't live in the past.
Just notice when it's theirs the way they edit it down.
We see this when we visit many museums.

An American view point seems lost in articles.
Because , we're afraid to knowledge.
We kins to many  people with a different race.

This we can't compare to lost without a trace.

Oh, they different.
Which makes many men respect them.
No walking behind their man.
Like other cultures loves to dictate to theirs.
No covering up behind veils.
Like they were born way back in time.

Some you have some men with those old twisted views.
Who believe in her staying at home?
Like slaves on their beckon call.
Simply submissive to their bark call.

Then some of know that American woman of strength.
Determine, independent and strong with opinions.
Not going to let anyone disrespect them.

Strange to say, we see many foreign women selecting their ways.

An American woman has several things to say.
Besides , they constantly making a change.
Long before these ladies of modern times think they started it.

American history shows An American woman somewhere has fought.
Then for many, we simply look at mom.

I have loved you with an unaffected love
I'm drawn to you,
this you need to know.

I have build you up on a pedestal.
And determine to keep you there.

You stood by me through trying times.
When you could have closed the door.

You're my life.
You're my soul.
You motivated me.
In ways I've never known.

You're the type of angel any guy would love to know.
Or that Queen, who's powerful without a throne.
Either way, I'm aware I love you so.

You're my heart beat.
You're my living dream.
You're the reason for me achieving.
When failure could have been surrounding me.

Believe these words I'm telling you.
You're that angel any guy would love to know.
Not because you're perfect.
But because of the heart you posse.

The truth lies in believing and not deceiving.
Lies starts with deception instead of confession.
When in your heart you chose to do anything for the lord?

Stay the path.
Stay the course.
Two subjects mention in the scriptures decided to play games with the truth.

Or agree to be deceptive for no apparent reasons.
If they felt not to follow through than they should state it.
Peter, was an honorable representative in place of Jesus.

Why?
Keep what you promise to give?
And you weren't pushed too.
Ananias only were exposed when questioned?
And offered up a false answer.

Believers, the TRUTH holds strength.
Ananias found out too late what it meant?

Then his spouse had a chance.
For some reason, she failed the same question.
When she could have given an honest answer.

Believers, the TRUTH holds substance.

Promise God nothing if you can't keep your word.
This is what we all have as our honor.

His mother abandon him.
Wasn't aware if his father  knew of him.
And many questioned, why a child's cried?

He see children's of his age laugh.
But in his eyes you see him depressed.
He pretend to be.
While he far from happy.
And a child cried.
Lingering for his mother's love.

He never knew her.
Mostly made up images of her.
Least when others asked him about her.
And a child cried.
Releasing the hurt he holds inside.

People speculate on his reasons.
Or states he's in need of medication.
But doesn't that says something about all of us.
As a child cried.

While hoping for a life of happiness.

The young ones.
Those innocent ones that have so much fun.
Holds the power to change almost, if not everyone.

Neighbors, who have never spoke one another?
Slowly begins to speak because of their child's connection.

Maybe met through school.
Maybe met through church.
Maybe met through community's events.

Yes, a child shall lead us to a better place.
And we are taught by one that came to this earth.
Some call him Emmanuel and others Jesus.

Its the children's of this universe.
That teaches us, why love is a important emotion?

Enemies, has became friends.
Create in us that skin shouldn't make a different.
And a child, maybe yours.
Who lead us to a better place?

Some has been anointed.
Some has been appointed.
Still I doubt they understand the power of God.
Then again, they just might.

Genesis lay out God's plans explicitly.
Just by speaking things THEY came to be.
He created heaven.
He created earth.
He formed it.
He molded it.
And with his Spirit moved upon the waters.

And God said, Let there be light.
Just by mentioning the word, it came to be.

And God said, Let there be firmament in the midst of the waters.
Just the mentioning of words, things came to be.
Of course, there's more to, what he spoke?

Just to know, God said it.
And it appeared shows the power of his strength.

And God said, Let the waters under the heaven be placed together.
And it was so.
Just writing a poem about things people heard.
But never read Genesis to truly know.

And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass and various other things.
And that came to be.
Who doubt God?
Probably doubt many things.

Just by mentioning mere words our earth came into existence.
God deserves to be heard.
And He don't ever seek the attention.
It's there for us to see.

We should magnify God with proudness.
Even if its before an Atheist.

God's not offended, if they don't know.
He have found many amongst them that didn't know.
Glory,be to God.

Copyrighted by Jeffrey T Conyers
Note: It wasn't written to offend anyone. PEACE.

Who keeps me up at night?
Dreaming of a happy life.
You do.

Who tell me all her dreams?
Things she wants to achieve.
You do.

And I know.
Our love can only grow better.
As I read each words written in your letters.

Who support me all the way?
Tell me things concerning her each day.
You do.

And I know.
You deserve to be love.
Cause everything about you is wonderful.

If beauty needs to be describe?
I just place you right by my side.

If a dream of love needs to realized.
I simply stepped away from your side.
For when you were created.
It was for a reason and I thank God.

If in the dictionary a word couldn't point straight to you.
I make up one just for you.
For you deserved to be known.
And I thank God.

Then no words are needed.
When your heart, eyes, and more shines for others to see.
And I thank God.
Simply for you loving me.

And, it has been confirmed honestly.
That my love is sincere.
All of the days and months of the year.

And, it has been validated.
That you're the source of my heart.
It's up to us not to let others try to pry us apart.

Innuendos, has constantly tore many into different direction.
And sometimes, it's based around folks seeking satisfaction.

Oh, it's has been seen.
That you're my motivation.
The object of every love song I sing.

And it has been admitted too.
That I be lost simply without you.
All these written words are true.

Finally, realize this.
Never will I deny loving you

In the moonlight with the glow shining down upon you.
I see love.
In the moonlight with the stars shining above.
I see love just surrounding all around you.

In your smile.
In your heart.
Within your voice.
I see love.

And it's so wonderful to see.

And I wonder?
Wonder about this happiness within us.
One that we created with love.

And it grows and grows and grows.

And I wonder?
Why folks surprised by us?
That we love to show our love.

Why hide?
What is sincere?
And genuine and real.

Not for sale.
Not for rent.
Doesn't requires much money to be spent.

Yes, I wonder?
Why love is mistreated?
And I wonder?

Will this love we share continue?

I can stare at you all day.
And not say, a word.
Cause that's how lovely you are?
You have a beautiful heart.

I can call you up.
And listen to you on the phone.
And not say, a word.
Your voice is the sweetest I've ever heard.

You can try to read my mind.
Facts, remain you can never get closer to knowing the things you need to know.

I can do variety of things to impress you.
And not say a word cause the action out weight the message.

I love you, led to this.
Simple little words said or manipulated for thrills and kicks.
And now this.

Mother with child and man-lover is gone.
All because I love you, led to it.
How many times have we seen friends go through it?

Child, number two comes along.
And that second child's father is gone.
And there she is questioning herself?
We have seen simple little words spoken for thrills and kicks.

Soon, time passes and we think she has learned.
Only to see another child is born.
And many of us wonder if she is bright or just downright dumb.

Oh, we will admit there is nothing greater than a mother's love.
But those three words manipulated for thrills and kicks.
Seem to hypnotize many for us to say, and now this.

Did she not question even herself?
That man will say anything to get their way.
When they all know the things to say.

Now that she seems happy and satified.
It seems you have had a change of mind.
Once, where you was the center of her world?
Where she probably gave you more?
Then you ever gave her.
You treated her badly.
I would say close to dirt.
Except , that would hurt her too much.

After years of recovery.
And the abilities to go on.
We connected even if it took sometimes for her to trust me.

And now that she loves me.
It seems, now you want her.
But you have a problem.
I want her more.
I'm more deserving of her.

What you once had?
I hope she never returns to you again.
She deserves better.
And now she has it in me.

I look at you.
And say nothing.
I dance with you.
And say nothing.

For words are not needed when your heart comes shining through.

I hold you.
And say nothing.
You dance with me.
And say nothing.

The mood is right to enjoy the moment.

I kiss you.
And say nothing.
I can stand before you.
And not speak.

You've known from the beginning to, who my heart belong?

And I didn't have to say a word.

It was
It is
It be
You truly do within love me.

I am
You are
It's true
I would give my whole life to you

No way
No how
Will I be confused
My whole world centers around you

Thomas, doubted.
Peter, denied.
Judas, betrayed.

And still to this day He rules us.

His name called multiples times.
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus Thank you, Jesus.

He cried.
He bleed.
He forgave.
By saying, they know not what they do?

And changed one of the robbers.
Who turn to him for proof?
And probably for prayer.

During his trying times He still cared.

Keep him the focus of your prayers.

Many times, we question our decision.
Ponder it.
Go over it.
While comprehending the truth.
When we hear and the fool was from friend, family or associates.

Like our mind advising us didn't ring with truth.
Like, for example seeing your fuel hand close to empty but figuring we can make the distance just to run out of gas.

Then regretting it.
Again, we know that the fool was you.
We see this with love.
When others states you should leave.
You stay and again get hurt.

See, a fool.
Use a fool.
We learn this facts in life too.

So, now many crying after the election.
A leader elected to some satisfaction.
Similar to that guy name ****** in his early rise.

He had some of the best supporting his side.

But within time.
Many saw another side.

Slowly, he surrounded himself with people after his agenda.
This, we all must remember?

Cry, not later.
When truth becomes to light.
That many leaders, we place in positions.
Will be exposed in time.

And the people cried.

You had too many choices.
To chose from.
No one of thee bunch knew.
Who was the lucky one?

All competed to get the chance.
That they be the one that you romanced.
And the winner is-yet to be determine.

Through rumors and innuendo.
We still isn't clear on who the winner is.
Some say it him.
Some say it's me.
But the final decision's is with you.

About exactly the man that you choose.
And the winner is.
The man that you give your heart too.

You might have limited your choice to a few.
And I might have one time been one of them.
Except, I'll never would have known.
Cause you kept the secrets tighly closed.

Least until you wanted the knews known.
And the winner is, myself.
The one, who won your heart and love.

Oh, it was a major surprised to many.
Even unto myself.
All because there was many competitors that was better.
Even let you know this.
But when it came to the final decision.
The winner was, the one you decided was worthy of your love.

A bigot spoke.
And the people stayed quiet.
Maybe this what creates the comments to eradicate others.
Cause the world stayed silent.

COWARDS, barely speak.
Until they exposed on television or audio.
Then they like to say, they were wronged.

A bigot know before, who they belong?
And so they spread their hatred to them to go along.

Remember, what one group?
Don't see.
The other groups see everything.

The door.
Enter through the back.

The theater you up top.
They at the bottom.

The fountain.
This for them.
This is for you.

The bus.
They up-front.
You assigned here to the back.

The counter.
We feed only take out at the back.
And not at the counter.

Jobs, we hiring.
Just not your kind.
Or we forgot to remove the sign.

Some raindrop fell and landed under my eyes.
And many saw them and thought they were tears.
Then suddenly, they just disappeared.

But questions remained from those called them.
Many were a her.
Many were a him.

A person seated in a congregation started to cry.
And many speculated to why?
Except those that felt the Spirit of Him deep inside.
Many were a him.
Many were a her.

At that moment they all felt God love.

A child was born many years ago.
Who presence exist to this very day?
Who life affects us in so many ways?
Except those, who fail to admit the price He paid?

Many were a him.
Many were a her.
And we wonder, if they understand love?

Church folks, needs educating of forgiveness.
As much as many loves to speak it.
Ministers constantly got to teach it.

A former prisoner visit church for forgiveness to find saints criticizing him.
A woman of ill means visit church and rumors instantly level about her reputation.

Who are we to judge?

We, who think we are better than others?
Has yet to comprehend the message of Jesus love for us.

A minister's falls from grace of the church for the world invaded him with lust.
Now, whom among us?
Is so perfect?

And we wonder?
Why the sinners judges us?

We been told that he will return.
And when he come.
Will you be ready to accept , what he request of you?
Would have change into the new creature?
Would you have soak in the messages preached by the preacher?

And when he come.
Will you be a faithful servant?
One , who willing to wait still with patience?

Don't be a change person to please when he appears.
When you had the opportunity for years.

Remember, we don't know the time or place.
When that day will come.
Somethings, we just don't need to know.
Because if you do, we aware many would put on a show.

You can fool a few.
But you must be aware of who you can't?
And if you hadn't change by then.
Then there's no need to explain.

The new earth is only reserved for a few.
And he know who they will be?

Say nothing.
While you're lying there.
Just let me look at you.
And wonder.

Wonder, how a man like me get so lucky?

Say quiet.
Ask not a word.
I'll do all the talking to you.
And wonder.

Wonder, just what it is you see in me?

You know in your heart.
You had your choice of the litter of men.
But in the end , I was the one you decided to be the man for you.

And I hope in my heart.
As your lover of choice.
I hadn't let you down.
Cause you sure hadn't disapointed me.

Just look.
Just look and wonder.
But let me confirm with truth.
That as long as I'm breathing.
I will do my best for you.

So, say nothing.
Just enjoy my love.
In similar ways that I enjoy yours.

I'm blessed.
I'm lucky.
I thank God for a wonderful woman.

I am cool.
I am amazing.
I thank God for a beautiful woman.

Some of us guys know the gift we have.
Go the distance to keep and please them.
When good things happen.
We say, it's the luck of one loving woman.

And you got her.

You knew his case.
You knew his trait.
You knew he would.
You just refused to face the facts.
And you're surprised?
I wonder why?

They told he would.
When you said he wouldn't.
And you're surprised.

They say he play the role for awhile.
Because he feel he can.
But when it happen.
They said he only a man.

Not that they all cheat.
Because facts prove only a few creeps.
And it's not because they don't love themselves enough.

Those are the words from a physcological nut.
Who feels they can read anyone?
When in fact they can't predict anyone.

But your friends could.
And you're surprised.
I simply wonder why?

I ran across you by accident.
I simply said hello and you smiled.
A wide one right back at me.

Suddenly, we were a conversation about something of interest.
What it was?
I can't even begin to remember it.
All I know I simply said hello and you smiled.

And from that moment I was hooked.
Yes, a warm smile was all it took to create this feeling for you within.

People act out and are judged.
But some comments you honestly earned.
Ge not upset.
Get not angry.

A bad situation shouldn't make you be a fool.
But that many do become.

Looting exposed various ones.
Something happens when court decisions don't fit the narrative for certain communities.
Might I say, people?

Violence in the streets.
Burning down stores and businesses that employ those within your neighborhood.

And you wonder?
Why some refuse to come back to your neighborhood.
Why you have boarded-up buildings and homes?

A criminal mentality exists in some groups.
More than others.
And you wonder?
Why are they keeping numbers?

Because sometimes your race is the problem.
And still, you wonder?

You think more in terms of financial.
While he thinks more in terms of the physical.
And you wonder?

He wants to love you.
While you more concerns about the money.
And you ponder?
Oh, you're not the first that seeks wealth and gains.
Before doing the intimate things.

You want the bills paid.
And you speaks what is required?
Just seeking a man to hire.

By the minute.
By the hours.

Love takes great participation to be a great sensation to share.
To share.
To share, you know how much I care.

Love is one fantastic creation shared through various nations.
With tender care.
Yes, tender care.
Made to keep many together.

And without love.
We have an empty feeling(empty feeling).
Yes, without love.
We are seeking attention.

So love takes great participation to be a great sensation to share.
To share.
You're aware of how much I care.

But without love.
We be having an empty feeling.

You are gone.
Move on in your life.
But in mine, you an everlasting dream.

I did all I could do.
More than possible but it wasn't enough for you.
But in my mind, you an everlasting dream.

A fantastic fantasy that I control.
Except in reality this love story far from being told.

Our life mirrors the songs they sing.
One of a lost long theme.
But when we were together?
We were one of love dynamic team.

But now you have become an everlasting dream.
So I dream on.
Hoping to love you once more.

I love him.
I love him.
Although he's beating on you.

I need him.
I need him.
Although he's cheating on you.

I want him.
I want him.
Although he don't want you.

The first step to being strong.
Is learning to be stronger not to hold on.
In all these scenario spoken above.
Deals mostly with a person that hates to be alone.

One is controlling.
Then all three might be.
But anytime love become abusive and physical its time to move on.

Then one is about insecurity.
The comfort of having someone you feel you need.
When in truth you might come to a different conclusion.

Want and need is two different things.
But in life it's nothing but a new adjustment.

Love, a new way.
Even, if it feels the same way?

Hug, a new way.
Even, if it feels the same way.

But just each day nothing is the same.
My hugs, be longer.
My kisses are sweeter.
And the memories last longer.

New ways of loving and discovering.

A sweet bird has flown from this lovely earth.
One that was cherished and loved , so very much.

Lovely eyes.
Lovely smile.
With a sweet voice.
One that's loved deeply without a single choice.

An angel are you.
Maya Angelou.
An American treasure that was sweet and true.

She's the angel on my shoulder.
The angel visionized in my mind.
She's the angel in my corner.

A woman.
The woman.
The one that a man must admit gives us strength.
Who goes out of her way?
Whenever we are sick.
Mothers knows all about this.

This pedestal that we places them upon.
Is well deserving.
We owe them more than we can give them.

Still we try.
Their halo stands out like a diamond.
And one is well known.
She's the angel in my corner.

Who might never know exactly what she means to me?
I do know this.
That she is needed by me.

We entertain angels constantly on a daily manner.
Amongst the wicked.
The lesson is in humility to not let them affects our christian ways.

We all fall short of that perfection.
Although many claims they do have it.

We constantly surrounded by associates that we judge harshly.
Only to relent when they saves us.
Cause we see them in a different light.

Those we think bad.
Might just not be completely.
While many goody two shoes shows their true color.
While professing their love in Christ.

We don't need wings to be an angel above high.
The Almighty knows our conscience and our minds.
And what moves us to do great before his eyes?

To be one of his angels above high.
When they speaks about you to others with great respect.
It's an honor of admiration about you.

You been earthly elevated.
A high revelation bestowed toward your name.
Which you can profess to be one of the angels above high.

Even if it's just here on earth.

Ministers, sermonize often to church members.
When I'm not around you act different.

Notice, how some treat the homeless.
But if that was Jesus he be treated different.

We front when it's appropriate.
Pretend when it's needed.
And sincere when its required.

The ones you treat harshly in life.
Sometimes be the one need the most.

Angels surrounds us.
We just don't see it until needed.
We see this with Jesus the Christ.