They like it.
When it's positive.
They can't stand it.
When it's negative.
It's fame.

Oh, the publicity game they play.
Receiving many, many free type things.
Smiling and attending many events.

Least when they first starting out.
As the fame continue to grow.
Soon, within time they become inclusive.
As, if fans are too good to know.

This I don't sign autographs.
I guess they under the impression.
They made themselves.
It's the fame that has them thinking this way.

Scandals, affairs and the snooping of the press.
Now have them pretending to be someone else.
They might be Sophia Sunshine or River Jones.
Just to keep the scandals , from being known.

Spokes people speaking.
And trying their best to spin a lie.
Should have advised their client to be truthful up front.
The very first time.

Rehab.
Rehab on drugs legal and illegal too.
We all know of some famous person going through this.

Fame and allegation
Lawsuits and many opine and wonder with myth and truth.
If the men that been accused was broke.

Would they be facing this?
Some say not half as much.
But we dealing with fame and such.

All leveled against are wealthy and successful and this is known.
And like a kept woman comfortable with being a mistress without complaints.
This is what some feel about some of these allegations?

Yes, some might be guilty.
But the lines are a blur with these sudden memories.

Some professed to be drugged.
But all of a sudden they recall all of the events.
And yes, some seeking monetary gains.

Notice this one fame attorney connected to all of this.
She seems to crave being a news hunter.
But this is what we see?
With fame and such.

Money attracts some ladies.
And some groupies are evidence of it.
It's like a curse when it deals with fame and such.

Fame brought many to the singer.
Fame brought many to the comedian.
And the last check they have wealth.

Money, attracts women, although they in this denial.

Fame brought many to this golfer.
Seeking fame brought many to this producer.
Giving credit to Dragnet.
Names not mention to protect.
Although we all can take a good guess.

In the darkness of lies many escapes.
While knowing money creates fun for joy.
And many cry innocent when trouble comes.

Crooks and manipulators have stolen your reputation.
Stolen your compositions and in crimes of blackmail placed their names on your songs.

They got rich.
You got fame and even became well known.
Except you're broke.
Not soaking in the wealth.
And this happened in the forties and the fifties by labels controlled by powerful mobsters.

Mind games of offering you a flat fee.
A car or two which to many males was an attraction tool.
Executives, advising you on how great an artist you are?

Except you're broke.
Others millionaires off your songs.
Sure you got fame and might be well known.
They got copyrights to your material and when you complain or protest it.

Many states, you're delirious.
When all you were doing?
Was being strictly serious?

The strange thing about all this mess?
Is it the facts many whites and Jews and blacks more have faced this?

I diss own you, if you marry him/her.
Many, many people has heard this before.
More so,if its racial.

More so, if it's along social classes.

Upset, with what family's members will think.
Or members, within their own church.
You must love those that operate life according to themselves.

Dictation, doesn't control any of them.

And with wealth, we very alert they been dictated through youth.
Things required.
Things THEY MUST DO.
Wealth used to control them like a tool.

Many, who being denied their freedom to be?
Always, understand the foolishness of their own people.
Grandkids, gets deny.

Wealthy children's constantly bribed.

The stupidest folks you will ever be connected too.
Are those claiming to be your relatives?

Most men would love a virtuous woman like Lois Lane.
Then many would love a Selena Kyle type.
Many women would love for their man to be a Superman.
Then some loves the mysterious type like the Batman.

You know, what you want?
You know, what you like?

Many men wants a model style tight.
Many women wants a physical built type.
Many men wants a woman to show off.
Many women wants the same in a man.
Then many will accept love in the place of them.

We know, what we want?
We know, what we like?
We can deny it.
Except, our words and action shows.

Many men would love to be Hugh Hefner.
Surrounded by women in their own mansion.
Many women would love to be Marilyn Monroe.
A *** symbol of many men dreams.
Even if she once was called Norma Jean.

Fantasies and dreams that moves within us.
Even if it's during the making of love.
We know, what we do?
And, who we want to do it too?

Fantasies and dreams, within our minds.
Keeping us smiling.
Until we wake up.

We dream of it.
Many people want the emotions of it.
It's hard not too.
When it brings a certain feeling over you.

Ask, many that you know?
And they will call it fantasy and myth.
Which seem to blind us.

The myth that you forever will be happy.
Isn't a myth at all.
If you avoid all the romantic pit falls.

And the fantasy that you want love to be.
Can be accomplish more , if you accept all the realities.
Who beside you and yours?
Determine the many lovely ways you want to achieve love.

You might be his woman?
You might be his wife?
Every man has a fantasy girl.
That they dream about each night.

You might be his lover?
Maybe one of the best.
But ain't no man going to confess it.
That they have a fantasy girl.


Then I take it back.
Cause you just might be his fantasy girl.
Of course, if you are his woman.

Distance they say.
Make your heart grow fonder.
And in many ways.
It makes your heart just wonder.

Now, if the love for your lover is real.
It will stay sincere.

Oh, those far away dreams.
Where you constantly thinking of many things?

To miss someone.
And be missed too.
Is truly a blessful event.
That leaves an impression upon you.

When requested by an emergency to be close.
That when nothing can stop you the most.
No mountains.
No valleys or hills.
Will get in your way.

Think of those soldiers.
Who are far away?
They have far away dreams.
Everytime they pray.

Think of the missionaries.
Trying to assist those in needs.
They have far away dreams.
Each and every day.

We might not see all dreams to come true.
I do know.
We all have dreams that seems far away.

Strange, no one speaks about the fast girls.
The one that strangely accusing guys of various crimes.
When they were willing participants.

Funny, how many guys the blame?
When some ladies are just as guilty.
But we know, we not suppose to talk negative about them.

Remember, the under age youth with the fake identification to get into various clubs.
Sure, you do.
But it's the guy caught catching the criminal blues.

Why?
Do we let the youth off?
Isn't fake identification a crime?

They got it somewhere?
And was guilty too for using it.
Then watch the twist of the legality tricks.

Instead of being a fast girl seeking adult adventures at an early age.
It always comes down to the guy having to pay.

Now, if he's a fool and knew she was young.
Then, we must support all the laws seeking to punish him for being, stupid and dumb.

If, we were honest with ourselves.
We probably ask God.
Father, have I failed you.

If we asking that.
I could just see Jesus asking him too.

Only to be reminded.
You done my will.
You done my request.
You spread my message.
Which has left a great impression to the masses.

Sin, hadn't been eliminated.
But many has addressed their bad habits.
On some it does takes time.
As much as they live in denying it.

No, my son.
No, you hadn't failed me.
You have done more for me.
For my word to succeed.

Teachers, are teaching.
Preachers, are preaching.
And my message is being spread.

So, when we ask?
Father, had I failed you.
God, will know who to say these words too.

You've done a good job.

Many men like Joseph doesn't get earned credit as a dad.
Those real fathers that stay firmly in their daughter or son life.
Joseph played a vital part in Christ youth.
But written words barely address this truth.

The measure of this man gets lost.
But his humility and humbleness in some ways is a reflection of God.
For we aware concerning Mary not once did he leave or turn away.

Some of the greatest dads doesn't boast or even brag.
For when its all said and done.
Many daughters and sons can state they had or have a great one.

In , a world of women many forget about one aspect of society.
We promote mothers that standing in as both roles of parent.
Without giving a mention to fathers in roles of mothers.

The ones for whatever reason has custody of his kids?
Yes, the dads that get up and take them to school.
Work and feed them too.
There when they are sick.
Oh, we might never ascend to the level of a female mothers.

But there are children's proud of their fathers being in that role of their mothers.

Oh, we don't get the honors thrown every which way about things moms do.
But than that's why we have mothers, sisters, aunts to assist us too.

We all notice it.
We just hate seeing it.
But in families and jobs.
It does exist.
Even, while the person doing it.
Works harder to deny it.

Siblings gets the blunt of it.
And some truly enjoys it.
While others tries to avoid it.

Yes, favoritism.
It's been preached.
That Jesus had his close associates.
But they all had a mission to accomplish.

Grand parents.
We know they know its wrong.
But many parents sings this familar song.

Favoritism.
Where kids even speaks it with truth?
Really.
Do you not comprehend?
That they brighter than many appears.

Notice.
Truly notice.
That the one you love and delight it.
Sometimes goes the distance to be fair.
Many understands the pressure placed upon them.

And these are the ones we wants to be fair.
When it comes to things belonging to them.

One you must believe in.
The other you must not ever believe in because fear is nobody's friend.

But if you have a leaning toward that way?
Then faith will show you the way.

Success is based upon a determination to overcome any situation.

Love isn't something to fear.
Never been and never will be.

Faith is base upon things you won't expect instantly.
But shocked when your drastic situation change?

Love and hate.
One hold strength better than the other.

Faith and fear.
One we have seen pull us through.
While fear should never control you?

Shots ring out in the neighborhood around a crowd.
But no one saw a thing when a victim's went down.
And when the law comes to investigate the situation.
All the witnesses that were their.
Pretends to be blind or acting mute.
Stop protecting the criminals.

Living in fear hadn't done a single thing for anyone.
Except, let the criminals hide and run.
You're only as safe as you want to be.

We need to quit blaming the law enforcers for our fault.
When information is needed.
We make the wrong choices.

When you find those that loves to play bad.
Then, let them find out behind the walls of a prison.
Some guilty and some innocence.

We find folks living in fear.
When there's no need to be.
Thing of those that stood up to crooks.
Even, if it took their life.
To make us feel secure at night.

In days of old.
Children's was warned not to have the police knocking on the door.
But in present times, some see it as an honor.

Be warned.
A son that violate the law made his own choice.
Be warned.
A daughter that broke the rules too.
Decided to visit a path against our legal rules.

Be warned.
The best protection for some is the law.
Because you might run into a legalize gun holder.
That pulled the trigger ending your sibling or child life.

Love
Love gets lost in a bigot life.
Where they love only a certain type?
But what world do they live?

A world of oneness that they seem to adore.
Gets totally confused when they face reality of others.

Suddenly fear kicks in.
When they must face love was based to be held higher than hate.
And they realized that our world has others races created besides them.

Afraid
Scare to the fact that love might be a trap.
Fear love

Unsure
Out to protect a sincere heart that has never been hurt.
Fear love
Always reserved for someone

So maybe if I fall into love?
You might be the lucky one

You quiet.
Very, very protective.
Selected about whoever you speak too.
Even before I personally got to know you.
You admitted why?
It was fear of a heartbreak.

You stated you've seen many friend.
Open up and give in.
Only to have regrets.
And that you didn't want to be like them.

All I ever stated, was this?
A heart that never accept love.
Is a heart that can never give love.
Or have fear of a heartbreak.

Mistakes we are entitled to make.
As long as we learn from them.

Why?
Why, we fear this coming event?
Maybe, it's the leaders of church and viewpoints.

They will feature videos and personal opinions from an adult perspective.
About witch crafts, witches and warlocks.

But to a child all they know is candy, and treats.
Similar to themes preached around Christmas when you hear folks' gripes about reason for the seasons.

To a child, it's all about gifts and toys.
And the giving of gifts from the heart of love.

Mainly inn church surrounding this day.
It's about fear.
Parents, siblings escorting siblings of child are great protectors.

We, all aware there are wicked folks in society.
Just like sinners seated in the pew.

WHO SCARED OF WHO?

Love
Love
Love i'm feeling it.
Hugs
Hugs
Hugs, i'm feeling it.

Like a smooth cold drinks affecting your soul.
I'm feeling you deep down.
Like a good steaming of lust.
Where you gave your all?
I'm feeling it.

I don't wanna stop.
Don't want you to leave.
Cause you're bringing this cool affect over me.
And deep within, I'm feeling it.

Feel it in your kiss.
Feel it in your lips.
Feel it in your touch.
All I adoring so much.

You don't need to be here.
I'm feeling you.

Feeling you when i'm sleeping.
Feeling you when i'm yearning.

Like a dream you just won't fade.
You stay within my thoughts even when i'm awake.

Love, i'm feeling you deeply.
Even steeply.
From the depth of a valley.
I'm feeling you.

Whether you're near.
Whether you're far.
I'm feeling you deep within my heart.

Feel it.
Feel it.
Feel every inch of it.

Enjoy it.
Enjoy it.
Take your time to explore it.

Analyze it.
Analyze it.
Then confess to me why you need more of it.

We know the story about Pandora's Box.
About getting more than you should wish for.

Don't knock it.
Don't knock it.
Love has a way of not being selfish.

So hold on to it.
Yes, hold on to it.
Let this feeling never stop giving.

You occupy my mind.
You occupy my thoughts.
You occupy my time.
And it doesn't bother me at all.
Friends say, it feels like love.

I can't sleep at night.
Loves speaking to you into the daylight.
Love hearing your voice.
And again, it's never a problem.
Family has said, it feels like love.

The hardest thing is admitting it.
When it comes over you.
It easier denying it.
Whenever you're faced with the truth.

You can run from it.
But it still will follow you.
And finally, it makes you act completely like a fool.

And then you know.
It feels like love.

Feel sorry for that man.
Who loses a good woman.
For, he will see that she was the one that made him happy.
Not the hidden lover that came after her.

He might think she's grant.
But for the lost woman.
She was the one that molded him and nurtured him too.

The one that soothe your hurt.
Dealt with your attitude.
Really, all your changing moods.
That she knew the inner side of you.

Yes, feel sorry for the fool.
Cause he'll soon regret losing a good woman.


Feel sorry for the fool.
That loses a good woman.
While he see certain friends abandon him.
Cause of the woman they love.

Because some of his best friends.
Will never understand him.
And the good friends will try to advise him.

Whether he listen.
That's something else altogether.

For while he's sad.
The odds are great she will find someone better.

A fool can admit their mistakes.
But they refuse to do it.
Maybe it's pride that holds them back.
Or maybe it's the idoit , who see himself in the mirror.

Oh, it's pulling at my heart, at my spirt.
While I am aware few are called to experience it.

Something, glorious just came over me.
I was in the moment feeling all of it.
I guess similar to others.

Here, I was now being called a lover.
While knowing few are called to experience it.
In fact, many have avoided it.

It an awakening I never knew.
Who feel the love of someone truly into loving you?

Fifteen minutes, of bliss.
All started by a romantic kiss.
If it wasn't for the time assumption.
It might has lasted longer.
Yes, fifteen minutes, of bliss.
Where both tries to put there all into it?

Then realize, you might end up running late.
But continue on anyway.

Jesus, could take a sad tale and turn it into a tale.
One with a teachable lesson that grandparents mainly tell.

Jesus, change things with power and laying of hands that many today still sermonize upon.

We must fight for JESUS like he's constantly fighting for us.

Saints, stand up.
Christians, stand proud.
And start fighting for Jesus.

Other faith attacks and instantly faithful crumbles.
They complain about a christian theme and quickly it's removed.

Saints, stand up.
And start fighting for Jesus.
We're constantly standing quiet on the end of silence.

No prayers in school.
Then silently within that silent moment pray.
Nothing with a religious theme.
Then quickly we're enforcing this rule.

No bibles handed out on public school property.
But to us Christ means everything.

Without faith, what do we have?
Its God wisdom that guiding all of us.
So stand up.
And start fighting for Jesus.

Tell the others to worship their way.
While you chase your one true lord.

Injustice for justice is injustice to all.
Untrue for truth holds no weight in the eyes of honesty.
So those that seeks both must fight on.

Cover up, only last so long.
One discovered the transgressor is gone.
Blaming others for their wrongs.

Fight on, for justice.
Fight on, for rights.
Fight on, against naysayers afraid to stand up for anything.

Just fight on!

Cupid was stupid.
He shot an arrow to her.
And she never waves back.
Figure that.

Sarah told Abraham to select another.
Then proceed to get upset.
Was it just an act?
Yes, figure that.

We use things as an attraction than cry foul by our reaction.
Figure why?

Are they racist?
Or intimidated of their own.
For, they intimidated by BLM groups.

And they hadn't created harm to anyone.

Same, with the Black Panthers of decades past.

Figure that?

Those of their own hiding in sheets.
History books and movies don't do them justice.
But anything strong and black they are quick to protest.

Figure that?

Some stands true.
Won't ever, ever say a negative thing about you.
Some stands firm.
Only work at protecting you.
And not afraid to tell only you the truth.

Not putting on a false face before your face to speak behind your back.

Figuring out a friend takes less than all of that.

If subpoena to appear in court and testify.
They would take the fifth.
Just because your business is your business.
Unless it's dealing with a ****** confession.

Through thick and thin, you're aware you can call on them.
Through hell and high water for you they will swim.

Figuring out a friend(to you) happen the moment you first met them.

They cry with you.
They comfort you.
They support you.
Some goes out to say, they even love you.

Figuring out a friend is able to let you be.

Yes, I created this world.
Universe, if you prefer.
I placed the human and animals here.
All, at the time vegetarians.

Dictated to all things to do.
Remember, my first two.
Who was fooled into thinking against my wishes?

What mostly?
We all forget in life.
It takes mending the lines to get along.

Sure, my words was written by men from my dictations.
But common sense is require in all situation.
No two humans think completely alike.

Notice, all the differences between day and night.
The sun and the moon.

Maybe, their lifestyle isn't up to your standards.
And maybe yours isn't up to theirs.
But I'm requiring you to not be so judgmental.
That's my job and my job alone.

He and he or she and she might not appeal to all.
And realize he and she pretends more to be happy.
When they more likely putting up a front.
We only accept this images because, its mostly required of us.

Conflicts exist, not because of me.
But because folks loves to disagree.
I would see my happiness from my children.
If they understand love.

I put conflict within this world.
To see, if you looking for solution.
My teachers, evangelists and hosts of others.
Loves to say, what against my perspective.

Realize this, they are not me.
Then again, the writer of this poem is not God.
I just was filling in for God to explain all problems , can be solved.

After, so many prayers.
So many dreams.
Finally, love has found me.

Will it be exactly the way I want it to be.
Or am I trying to turn my imagination of it into a reality from a dream.
Where things only appears to be true to me?

Finally, love has touched my soul.
I have warmth of someone I admire so.

Yes, finally.
Yes, finally love has affected me.
Touched me.
Protected me.

Money is an attraction.
Mainly works like a magnet.
So it's amazing to many these lawsuits going on is taking advantage of lately.

Romance without finance isn't an art suddenly created.

Never been.

Financial gains assisted many to get where they at?
But when pushed on certain issues in life.
Now they the victim.

Really?
Hold secrets so long.
Other victims come along because you didn't speak.

Money, model, and fame.
It's only a problem when some don't get their way.

Find love.
Find her.

Find her.
Find love.
And together, together you both can build a world forever.

Find him.
Find love.

Find love.
Find him.

Go pass the physical to the depth of emotional feelings.
And you will connect to someone pleasing to the eyes and the heart.

Find God.
Find love.
And you realize just how bless you are?

She be your show.
She be your star.

And he be your producer of love forevermore.

Just keep it real and serious between you two.
And love will stay forever, forever, forever between you two.

Quit looking for your Boaz or Kind.
Just find you a good man.
Here me, not a perfect man for we all are human and slip, trip and fall.

Quit, seeking a prince if you divorce.
Didn't your former carry King, Prince titles before?

What stands out about you?
What created that divorce?
What part?
Did you play?

Quit saying or describing him as a cartoon story.
Snow White, Cinderella faced some troubles.

If love you seek?
It takes efforts and understanding.
Not commanding or demanding love.

We aware of various just men that had a wicked path.
And now the rage of sermonizations in churches.

Find the truth in love.
Find that certain someone worthy of your love.
Especially your heart.

We can complain and grip.
Which we all do.
But after those complaints, we still wishing for someone to love you.

Finding someone that's sincere.
From a woman's point, they seek men with their own.
Sounds good ut some good men face upheaval.

Hit with spousal support or child support.
So why she is boasting about her haves?
He have complaints about his have nots.

Of course, some ladies are financially off them most men.
Courts decision has never favored most of them.

Still, some try to find someone worthy of them.
And some good ladies have found some good men simply don't trust them.

Yes, the trust has departed from them.

On the outside looking in.
Is what we all do?
When it comes to the ministers in the ministry.

We think perfect they all should be.
But they are not.

They live in the flesh.
And faces theirs on mess.

None so perfect on earth than Jesus.

Yes, they sin.
And this been since the beginning of time.
We will continue to see this time after time.

They have affairs.
So find me a perfect minister?

Sad to say, some are molesters.
Embellezzers, false prophets and some strictly in it for the money.

Still, find me a perfect minister?

Find me, find love.
Find love, find me.

Before you say, a guy doesn't exist.
One you want to love and cherish.
Just realize, that just a myth going around.

Cause if, you find me (you find love).

Sure there are some guys that love many girls.
Who lives to conquer them?
But understand I'm not one of them.

So find me(find me)find love.

Just like you looking for a gem.
I'm looking for a diamond.
Who more than a pearl?
A woman (woman) to love forever.

So to find love, you must find me.
Or in other words, let me find you and I find my love.


Copyrighted by Jeff T. Conyers

Dangerous.
The body is truly is?
When you have fingers, hands, and tongue involved.

One keeps you happy.
One keeps you warm.
One strictly creates trouble for joy.

That has you wishing for more.
It just depends because all three like to explore.

And these eyes just look on.
While the ears just listen to the exploration going on.

Created solely by your fingers, hands, and tongue.
And scriptures states one is more trouble.

The body is a trap.
Even if just sitting on a person invited lap.

We saw the flames burn' between us.
Long before others knew or known.
So when they proclaimed to us to fire it up.
We were burnin' door the door.

Like a flame to a fire.
We were risin' higher.
Like the steam of a hot shower.
We knew when to fire it up.

Hands here.
Hands there.
We wasn't handlin' anything with care.
We knew when to fire it up.

Just burnin' with passion.
Goin' with the flow with action.
We knew when to fire it up.

Kissin' here.
And kissin' there.
We knew when to fire it up.

There wasn't a place left cool.
After we was through.
We knew when to fire it up.
Just a burnin'.
Just a burnin'.

It would take a flood to put us out.
Cause we could out last a flamin' house.

Whether she's a Democrat.
Whether she's Republican or independent.
It would be GREAT to have a female president.

Where Congress of men would have to stand to honor her?
Where you would wonder, if Secret Service would be operated by a woman.
Where Southern politicians will show their old traditional ways?
Where many still think, a woman should stay in their supposedly place.

Where churches would debate?
If she should war dresses or pants.
Yes, many still have this discourse within the Temple of God house.

Where many would love to call her husband First man?
Or First spouse.
Where many would be offended if she visit another country?
And have to walk behind a male leader because of tradition.
Or because of protocol.

Oh, it would be Great to see her approach to important decision.
Especially dealing with a house of males.
Where they would feel inferior?
Then begin to question her decision.

Women of the world will support her.
Even those that's conservative.
Will come to adore her.

Her spouse would feel like a King.
Cause he's standing by the lady he call his Queen.
Who happen to be the First female president of the free world?

Strangest thing about her would be.
You will hear various people say negative things.
But all presidents has had this said.

This is the best challenges to motivate them.

It says the first impression is the best.
Except many times, it's not true.
Many lovers today are with people.
You never imagine been with.

And it lasted longer than those that wasn't impressed.

It happens when you take time to know one another.

Many dates people for material things.
The cars they drive.
The clothes they wear.
The jewels upon them.
When in truth this doesn't say honestly anything about them.

So, while we go about first impression as a judgement base.
Sometimes you change your mind after getting to know them.

No, you can't change a creep.
But you can find a person under neath their skin.
Who's looking for a lover?
And a good friend.

So, while first impression don't always win.
Sometimes, it's not all bad.

First thought when I wake up.
Is thanking you,  loving you.
More than the day before.

First thought upon my mind.
Is doing all I can do to please you?
For you have done much more for me than I ever can honor you.

But I will try to forever please you.
For when others see bad within me.
You see the good I could be.
Thank you, Lord, for unselfishly loving me.

Fist up
Fist down
When ready to rumble?
This friend will be around.

Hell up
Hell down
When ready to create drama
You know I'm the one to bring it.

Wit fiat up
With fist down