I might not process, what he has?
But in time, I might just will.
Except patience wasn't one of your quality.
Which is why?
I'n mot surprised that you left me.

Through word of mouth.
I now hear you're not happy.
That the man you left me for only sold you a dream.

And now your happiness is sworn around your fantasies.
But in time, they might become true.

If you believe in me.
Yes, if you only believe.
Oh, if you believe in me.

Yes, I hear the word fool for accepting you back.
But I truly believe in the word of forgiveness.
We never know, what we are missing?
Until we make mistakes.

You think you know.
What I know?
But you don't know what i know?
If i never told you what i know?
Than you just don't know.
What you think you know?

But know this?
A heart desire you.
More than you'll ever know.

Plus, know this too?
Two eyes in love with you.
This you can truly see.

But you only know this now.
Cause I told you so.
Cause at first you didn't know.
What I knew?
Cause I never told you this.

That two lips wants to kiss you.
But is simply afraid to move.
Cause to kiss you requires permission from you.

Just know this?
Someone loves you deeply.

Invited.
Amused.
A little confused.

Intrigued.
Searched and read.
Now more ahead to challenge those speaking the word.

Confessed.
One time life was a messed.
Now it's interesting.

Confirmed and acknowledged.
Some in ministry strictly in it for profit.
Not attempting to save lost souls.
But life goes on.

Returned.
Lesson learned.
You only get out of it.
What you put into it?

But life goes on.

What will save us?
But love.

What will guide us?
But love.

What will protect us?
But love.

Don't matter who you hate?
Love will survive it all.
While you eating yourself up inside with rage.
Love has the power to soothe many things.

What will save us?
But love.

What will guide us?
But love.

What will protect us?
But love.

It was created for a purpose to share.
And if you look closer?
It has.

Written and controlled rights by Jeffrey T. Conyers

I might not be where I like to be?
But she loves me.
I might not have all the wealth I be praying for.
But she loves me.

She my riches, she is my love.
She the one I call my only one.

I might not tell her how much I in love with her.
But she loves me.
Yes, she loves me.
And I thank the lord for her.

Someday I feel our blessings will come.
But for now, I happy in love with her.
Because she loves me.

Shocked
Amazed but never truly surprised.
Love's like a magnet it's attracted to the eyes.

Fair
Unfair and sometimes hypnotized.
Makes you wonder the power of it that makes many fantasized.

But that's love.

That one emotion that keeps many begging for it more.

But that's love.

Yes, we know them.
Yes, we aware of them.
See them upon the news and communities too.

Brave with a gun than they are with their tongues.

Some self protectors.
Or just stupid robbers.
But the consequences are the same.

Brave with a gun than they are with their tongues.

Then its that one ***** that creates so much mess.
When it shoots from the hip in a moment slip.

But the consequences are the same

We learned, as youth growing up.
If you can't say nothing nice about anyone.
Then speak nothing at all.

But then again, you must speak up.
Even if feelings are involved.
Oh, they be hurt.
They will be upset.

Some with bad breath.
Need to be aware.
Aware that they fogging up the air.

Then again, you can be quiet and breath it in.

Some with under arms issues.
Oh, we know they must love the smell.
If we must be the alert control warning them.
Unless, you are one of them.

We get twisted messages within our lives.
That has us questioning things before our very eyes.

A closed mouth don't get fed.
Then when some speak up with truth.
Many of us cut them down.
Saying, they need to get a job.
As, if it's easy for anyone and everyone.

Then again, many just doesn't try.

We stay silent when folks have food around their mouth.
Why?
That alone needs addressing to keep them from embarassment.
It's like not telling your mother or father.

Then again, if you're afraid.
Take a chance anyway.
Like those with crust around their eyes.

We pretend in church.
Like we hadn't sin that week.
Get upset with ministers that preach truth to the weak.
A good minister will admit even during the course of the week.
He wasn't totally perfect.

Then again, even they pretend.

Why?
Why go through the trouble of telling kids there's no Santa Claus?
When they grow up?
They realize exactly the people buying presents for the house.

Then again, some people hates to be not honored.

Those without sin can't throw the first stone.
But they speak.
The first sign of scandal to come toward you.
They speaking quickly like they upon the news.

It seem to be the ones that been through the storm.
Who remains quiet?
Only advising with wisdom not to judge.

But you have those that loves drama.
When they spot the first sign of multiple trouble.
Yes, they speak.

But seems irritated when it comes back toward them.
Then they are mad.
But they speak.
And calling many names you have never heard.
Well, maybe.
You probably just never speak them..
Strange but true.

They still feel the need to speak about you.

Distracted, but not confused.
All because my thoughts, my thoughts are upon you.
Attracted, but not desperate.
Just because, I'm trying to get to know you.

It's not hard to see why?
You left this impression upon my mind.
I got lucky when you came to me.
And decided I should be the one that you need.

I'm sure others are jealous too.
When all the other guys you knew were chasing you.

But, this only shows, you they didn't even try to know.
They wanted a good looking trophy upon their arm.
Just to try to impress their friends.

And this's where I come into the story?

I don't know, what you saw in me?
But you saw interest of worthy within me.
And look at us now.
More than happy.
More secure that others can't understand the reasons.

But this only shows, love appears to those that feels it won't.

And while I might be distracted.
It's only because of our happiness.
And while I might not be confused.
I just can't help constantly thinking of you.

Yes, sir.
Yes, m'am and thank you.
These are words as children's we strictly knew.
They reflect the parents that raised you.

But today, you must wonder.
Truly wonder, with the yeah and the what?
Words, you took back soon as possible.

But today, you must wonder.

Spoil , that was simply a definition word.
And many of us kept our temperamental attitude in check.
Mom and dad didn't play that.

But today, things seem to change.
Well, not completely.
There are some still raising  their child the old fashion way.

A racist loves a racist.
The only problem is, we all are one.
A fool loves a fool.
We all been one of them too.

A man loves a ****.
Search around and you find many saints are attending church.
Judging the sinners for their mistakes.
Without admitting why we all goes to church.

A attitude adjustment is just that.
Not many are seeking to deal with that.
But we do.

So, you live in luxury.
But where is the love?

You talk about your cars and jewelry.
But where is the love?
That affection that moves many things.
Or just maybe, you are selling happiness as a dream.

So, you in that mansion that many claims as joy.
But again, where is the love?

Which we all in life clamor for to come to us.

It's the one thing money just can't buy.
It buys thrills and trouble.
It just doesn't buy you love

We hear it spoken.
It's a part of the acting within us.
I don't see the color of a person's skin.

But you do.
The moment another race or heritage brings harm to you.
Then out comes the truth.

We, don't need friends and kind to expose you.
You took care of that yourself.
The moment you in rage spoke on that matter.

And like many of any race wants to apologize after.

You might not be the prettiest woman in the world to others.
But you are.
You might not be the lovieliest woman to others in the world.
But you are.

You define, what beauty is about.
Any day.
Any night.
You make the ones that think they good looking come across selfish.

You might not get all the attention that others ladies do.
But you do.
If it's only me giving it to you.
Yes, if it's only me giving it to you.

You might feel you don't get enough respect.
But you do.
Probably more than you ever know.

You might feel under appreciated.
But you're not.
I honor you with all my whole heart.

You're my rock.
To me you're a star.

You might feel in away I don't love you enough.
But I do.
I really do.

Remember this truth.
This man here will always be in need of you.

They took it all.
Took my house
Took my car
But you stayed
When you could have walked away.

When I was down to my last dime?
Having no clue how to survive?
And facing trying time
Girl, you stayed and prayed.

They took it all.
But not my pride
Took my joy
Least for a while
But you stayed

You are my magic connection.
In love with you forever and ever
Especially your affection.

We hear it.
We just don't believe it.
Or buy into it.
When they say with a plain face.
I won't change one bit.
If I hit the lottery.
But you will.
Maybe not by choice.
But more likely by force.

Money dictates a lot of things.
Things you might not want to change.
Cause distant kins and unknown friends will come your way.

We hear them mean it.
And honestly think it won't happen.
When instant luck is blessed upon you.
Where you must redirect the things you are able to do?

But you will change.
It's just apart of the rules of wealth.
Where you must find ways to protect yourself?

It's life.
And security is a must.
That's , how it is?
When money turn your world around.

I used the B-word upon my lady.
When I referred to her as my baby?

I used it directly.
When I called her bold, bad, and beautiful?

She is the best thing in my life.
Her brilliance is my highlight.

All because.
All because she's my beloved.

So many bees I could say about her.
But more than anything I won't disrespect her.
By calling her that other B.

John or Johnny
Vick or Victoria
To some it the same by any other name.

Obamacare or America Health Care act.
It will be the same.
Only the fools were blind when the other side used his name to play trickery games.

What that they say?
The blind leading the blind.
Listen to the race crying foul the loudest.

Now they being fooled by the trickster.
Finding out that when the act might gets dismantle.

The might be hitting the can't Afford Care blues.

By faith and beliefs.
You succeed.
By faith and focus.
You get through.

Peter lost faith in walking upon water.
When distraction took him of the sight of Jesus.

But by faith we go forth.
When others tries to be an obstacle.

For without faith, it's hard, it's hard to please God.

Upon the hill that Jesus stood upon.
I can't imagine what he was thinking.
But I can imagine his burden.

When pressure is put upon your shoulders to carry on.
You can give up.
Or just journey on.

Through an environment, of protests.
He found obstacles.
And people who came and confessed.

Even when they was afraid too.
His powerful message pulled the scariest people through.
When he stated to his disciples that his robe was touched.
And they struggle to vision, by who?

Christ knew.
He just wanted her faith to come through.
By touchig the hem of his garment.
And stepping forward when called.
She walk by faith into a better place.

When should show us all.
Let nothing or no one hinder you in finding the power of God.
Sure, some are shy and will always be.
But placing your heart upon Christ.
You'll find you can do many, many things.

If you was sinking.
Sure you can give up.
But, if you believe.
Upon his strength that there's nothing you can't do.
You'll always find God is supporting you.

By faith we die.
By faith we'll survive.

By force, you took.
By force.
And now you claim to be a man.
When in fact you are a sham of the title.
As she recalls you weren't invited.

By force, you beat her.
By force.
By force you demand things.
By force.
And to your friends, you brag you run her.
But won't mention the truth you abusive to her.

In the eyes of many, you're a ******.
One day the table might be returned by another when you become their prisoner.

By force, you'll find out.
What you took without permission?
With have you crying to others for medical attention.

By God grace
I am blessed.
This I can proudly confess.

Any curse that could befall upon me?
God has placed a force field of protection around me.

And it's by God's grace and his mercy.
That I am blessed.
Yes, this I can honestly testify too.

Any valleys of strives that I have been through(troubles)
God guided me back above many mountains (many blessings)

So by God's grace.
I am blessed.

Blessed to see this day.
Blessed in many ways.

Blessed to tackle troubles.
Blessed to push onto tomorrow.

The devil can't hold me back.
Cause I am strong to divert all his attacks.
By God Grace.

Strange, when you look at others cultures.
How rules of stupidity rules?
Especially, when they using young girls, as marital tools?

By law, of these cultures **** exist.
But because men using religious logic the women rights are eliminated.

Abuse, is accepted to keep a child's bride under control.
When the male spouse is way older than her in various ways.

Where by law?
Rights for these girls are limited to this or that.

Written words of scriptures used to control.
With just these words written, you aware of this faith of old.

Rules that states, many males can make their spouses perform pleasure.
Even if it's not the type , she might later treasure.
What measure of areal man?
Would do this?

Daughters, mothers, women in general.
Was created to be cherished?
But by laws, their rights doesn't exist.

And certain culture of men gets power trips off of this.

What's the mystery?
I've given all clues that I want to dip into you.
By now, it should be apparent.

What else need to be said?
I've spoken directly to you.
I'm just that bold to tell you.
By now, this isn't news.

If you're not ready.
Then said it.
If you're nervous.
Then admit it.
By now, you should be ready.
Listen, I can bid my time.
What's the hurry?

Obviously, you know it's you I cherish.
Least by now, you should know.

Cake and ice cream possibilties.
We find many trying to do.
Trying to be please by two.
Just to not be alone.

But behind the disguises is a unhappy soul.
For deep within, they know the truth will emerge.
And then the excuses begins.
When going through your joyful expeditions with one.
Truth sets in with the other.
While you hoping they don't find out about one another.

Cake is tasteful and enjoyable.
And ice cream is also favorable.
But they both fades away.
Which eventually the hunter will find out one day.

Unless, the women involved like it this way.

I want my cake and ice cream too.
Who wants to blow out a candle?
When there is no food.

I wants to do the things that kids usually do.
Blow out the candles and spread ferms too.
Hey, we kids.
And you know they assisting me too.

Camera snapping.
Kids clapping.
Cause the ice cream and cake is about to be cut.

While adults are playfully laughing.

Why are you pointing at me?
You said because God called me to lead.
Well, I hadn't heard a thing.

You said as long as I can preached the Word.
Then, I have met the requirement.
Spreading the word of God is a dangerous advent.
Some will question you deeply on what certain things meant.

But stay within the truth.
And the Lord God will guide you.

You said God call on the least expected.
And that some will try to protest it.
But, if you stay within the word.
The Lord God will lead you.

When you are doubtful.
Just know God believe in you.

It's not always the saints that can spread the good  news.
Although they do act sometimes like they better than you.

But, you have been called, by God.
And that's a powerful nomination to have.
He knew you have a skill to pass the message everywhere.

It could be in writing or just  when you're speaking.
Just remember you be appointed, by God.
To reach out and touch those with your a  heart.

Always remember you are lead by God.
Who will support you in everything you do?

Called out, then feelings hurt except remember they address the issues in the church.
Carefully monitor your child ways and phone

Many when teen think they are grown.
Shut that attitude down.
So they upset with a frown instead of a smile.

Called out, call of what seen on social media.
Instagram, Facebook, and other well-known sites.

Like a rumor, if seen it soon will be spread.

As an adult, you shouldn't cry if your child gets mad.
By doing this, you have conquered that mad.

Called out, well to us older adults we remember that stern parent.
Who quickly could get you to end y our madness?

I love the way you handle things that comes your way.
You show wisdom in many, many ways.
When others call you ugly.
You brush the comments away.

And you far from being a ugly duckling.

When others claim I can improve upon you.
They don't realize just , how much I love and adore you.
Besides, who business is it anyway?
You're my prize.
And not a consolation to smooth a situation.

When I'm asked to describe you.
I just say call her beautiful.
For that you are in many, many ways.

Friends opinions doesn't matter.
Kins opinions are second nature.

Ecclesiates, states that God have made everything beautiful in his time.
So, I believe I'm bless to have you to call mine.
Besides beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
And in mine, you're simply divine.

Rare, not many like her.
A gem, cherish like something limited.
Call her diamond.

For she aware of the compliment.
To her, it's an honor not a negative phase to her.

She knows eyes are looking and other women get jealous.
But quick to come correct that this isn't her problem.
Call her diamond.

Guys, especially if she is your woman.

Oh, I'm sure she wouldn't mind being called Nana.
But she preferred, Granny.
She accepted that honor.

She isn't afraid of the tag.
And many grand kids cherish her.
Sure, she has her limits of toleration.
But like your parents.
She assist in raising you.

Some granny runs from the name.
They still trying to hold on to their youthful stage.
Accept many grannies accepts their age.

Yes, she go along with the Nana.
But its granny she loves.
And from her children to her grand children.
She totally loved.

More then parents.
In most cases.
They dangerous when it comes to protecting us.
Don't mess with G.R.A.N.N.Y

Calling all lovers.
Express yourself.
Confess your heart.
Yes, confess your feelings.

Be real, with him, with her.
Calling all lovers.
Express yourself.

Flash that smile, let it radiate.
You in love, and with you it's the real thing.
Nothing false about it.

Get up and shout it.
You in love, and yes, it's wonderful.

To the husband to the wife.
Turn to them and say, you love them.
To the wife to the husband.
Turn to them and say, you love them.

Why?
Do it have to be an anniversary?
Or, even your birthday.

To a woman to her lover?
I'm speaking only of one.
Not multiple ones.
Tell your man, you adore them.

To the man to his love.
Tell her, of the many ways to adore them.

It been said words don't need to be spoken.
When the things you do, do it.
But words of expression says more.
Then many people think possible.

I'm calling all lovers to speak up.
And profess your feelings to your sweetheart.
It should be a law.
A requirement to speak it.
But then that would make it meaningless.

When you can speak it with truth.
Cause it's not hard to say, I love you.

Calling Jesus(Calling Jesus)
Calling Jesus(Calling Jesus)
Calling Jesus(Calling Jesus)
It's your name we call when trouble.
And through many storms.
You the savior that promise to one day come.

I don't have to be sad.
To ever call your name.
You can be called upon.
Before trouble ever come.

Sooooooo
I'm calling Jesus(Calling Jesus)
Just because I can.
And even if threatened by others simply not too.

I still call upon you.

So I'm calling Jesus(Calling Jesus)
You deserve to be called King.

There's no distress call.
There's no rush call.
Just a love call to your heart.

There's no need to be needed call.
Or any type need to be wanted call.
Again, its just a love call.

For you to see me before you.
You analyze.
You visualize.
But one thing you must honestly realize.

I should be the focus of your mind and eyes.
I'm calling love.
That love spinning down inside of you..

Somethings we avoid.
And some we don't try to love.
Because of the hurt it might create in us.

Still with you.
I'm calling love to come out of you.

She sits alone.
Waiting and hoping for that certain someone.

He sits alone.
Praying and seeking someone to love.

Many, many stands calling love to enter their lives.

Questioning themselves, why love hadn't located them?
While others goes through love like a track race.

Its been said love holds many mysteries.
Some clues to find and explain.
Except others finds they simply living without.

I here him.
He's there.
Calling me.

I know it.
Also the reasons why?
He has plans of greatness for me.
This I can't deny.
Calling me to come to him.

But my mind resisting.
My ears are listening.
While he insist it's just a matter of time.

Before I follow his required guidelines.

Calling love.
Calling her.
Calling us.

What more?
Could I ask for?
When I have everything, I need?

You brought me joy.
You brought me peace.
You brought to me a reality.

So, I am calling love.
Calling her.
Calling us.

I don't drink.
I don't smoke.
Been called a square by friends I know.
Who seems to party?
Get lose in the mix.
Very unaware, who they waking up next too?

I mind my business.
Never into theirs.
Care and concern about them.
When they out getting in trouble somewhere.
Call me a square.
I've heard it before.

Drinking and smoking.
Seems to be all I hear.
Or, who score with a certain guy or girl?

Yes, I have my fun.
But it's safe and secured.
I'm more likly the type.
You won't hear about vanishing somwhere.

So call me a square.
It's better then being in the inner circle.
That many of us tries to fit in.

Call me.
Don't text.
I rather here your voice.
As we connect.
Which one faster in dire needs.

Call me.
Just phone.
Take a chance that I might be at home.

Texting cool.
When you afraid to speak in person.
But soon.
It assume you up as a person.

While with a call.
I can hear your voice.
Where your feelings is express.

There's nothing wrong with words communication.
It seems to raging across the  nation.
But we mostly hide behinds these fingers.

So call me.
Love you sound better.
When you speak.

Call me, what I am?
But have proof that I'm am what you call me.

Call me, a fool.
But explain why you do.
Call me, an idiot.
But put yourself in their too.

Call me, what I am?
But make sure that it's true.

Call me a racist.
Then explain your reason to why?
Especially if never heard me utter a racist word.
Go by, what you know?
Not by, what you heard?

Shame others goes by other people word.

When stressed?
Close to being depressed.
Call on Jesus.
He relaxes the mood you're going through.

When overcome by joy.
Happy as can be.
Call on Jesus.
Cause he's smiling too.

If any strength you need at any time?
The Lord is standing by.
The only one able to stay fair.
He's our spiritual advisor.

When others step aside.
Best believe Christ is forever by your side.
So call on Jesus.

Call on him, Call on him.
Whenever you need help.
Call on him.

When you feel alone.
Call on him.

You need no phone.
To call on him.

What are you doing?
Who hadn't heard this phase?
But have we ever thought about our answer when its someone you love?

Return the call as soon as you conclude it.
Say what you feel?
As soon as they answer.
Call them quick and call them fast and say.

I was thinking about you
Go into more details, if you like.
But if it's about things you do in the bedroom.
We, be cautious then.
You might have others listening.

When your back is against the wall?
Stay prayerful and hold onto faith.
Call upon God and watch many miracles appears.

Whether over a job.
Whether over a home.
Call upon God and watch your luck explode.

Believe in his strength and he support you more.
Without a doubt call upon God.

Friends, family should be thankful.
Very thankful that many of us uses calmness through a storm.
Instead of reacting to everything that comes down the road.

We, in life realize many people over react to anything.
Which creates more problems then the solution of solving the pain.

It could be a simple word over heard and twisted around.
When the words that said were addressing common sense.
Which sometimes, you simply have to question the people.

Calmness through the storm of hell shows when you don't reflect back.
Cause that's the person they don't want to see.
Or come face with the person you use to be.

Calmness, a word close enough to be called peace.
Have taken control of your heart and soul.
To keep your friends and family from making you lose your religion.

So, quietly you remain.
Thanking God for being within you.
Cause there was a time.
When the devil use to rule.

If I'm elected.
I promise to love you for ever more.
And if I'm selected.
To you I give you this word.
You'll be the focus of my determination.

You receive a call daily during any situation.
If I'm selected.

I need your vote to get in.
I need your support to even win.
If I'm elected to your heart of love.

I know.
I know.
I'm sounding like a politician.
Similar to those trying to win an election.

I admit.
I'm using my connection.
Cause it's solely you that I am after.

As I campaigning for your love.

You control the results.
You in charge of those sincere running.
And those that looks to be bought.

With me.
All I can promise you is my love.
Think hard and wisely.
As you vote.