My mind screamed
It told me to not do it
I never listened to it before
So why should i start now?

My legs burned
Pedaling faster
Escaping the pain
Pretending that was the answer

It was wrong and i knew it
But i didnt care
It felt right
It wasnt

I didnt even look at him
He was my crush and he knew it
He took advantage of that
But i didnt care

We hid
In a place where no one would know
That secrets would lie
Secrets that shouldnt of happened

But i didnt care
I let him in
I didnt know how to keep him out
So he never left

Why, why, why
Do i still cry
When i think about you
And why are you my scar

If i saw you
I would break down
If you saw me
You'd carry on

Your hands
My body
Lying
And you looking down on me

You haunt my mind
My dreams are no longer dreams
When you enter them
I told you to keep out

I left that place
But I hope to return one day
And get over the pain
Ha, sounds simple

That won't ever happen
You give me shivers
Anxiety attacks
Nightmares

But most of all,
you give me something to regret.