Chocolate,
Melted
Drizzling all over my body
Awaiting the lips to touch me
Cleanse me of this **** treat
Awaiting his tongue to lick me
Everywhere, all around my body
Caressing me slowly,
With his hands and mouth
His name I'm thinking,
Screaming aloud
When he's inside of me
Awaiting, that bursting sensation
That feels me with inspiring feeling
Inspiration to wake up
Wake up from this dream I'm in
And make it reality
Awaiting to live my life

Feeling intoxicated liquor filled basements
Times wasted, These lies are patient
These lines come together
More precise than a knife
More like a scalpel
I grapple with reality
Bcuz it slips through my mind
And shouts at me
Mad Dogs let the chains loose
Its a 20/20 chance  
I could change you
Change is natural
Thats what your brain'll do

She looks in his eyes with desire,
and smiles and giggles at his thought
Her heart skips a beat in her sleep.
When she dreams of him.
She is locked in the shackles of love,
But not searching for the key.
Stranded on an island with him.
Is a treasured thought.
He is the sun and she is the moon,
So far apart,
Yet cherishes their brief moments together.

Its eye opening
To see the friends
That I use to have
How people use to be.

Things are going wrong
Tho I still sing my song
At the end of the night
My foresights gone
I can't see the light,
Stuck in a dark hole
I cant feel the path
Go straight
Don't swerve

All kids of today seem to say
"I already know, I'm grown."

So let them see the world
Not what they watch on tv.
Show them the struggles of life
So they know that its not easy.
Tell them that I'm hungry
Yet,my refrigerator is empty.

Life's not what they believe
So let them strive with problems
Then hope they see.
Turn them down profusely
When they ask for wants not needs.

Poverty equals suffering
There's a long road for change
But this kids must know
Life's not all fun and games.
Observe their wrong doing
Then proceed to say

"I only hold my tongue to let you learn. Your mistakes and pain will be your teacher. "

If only I could
Lose my mind to lose stress
My heart wants to think,
But my mind wants the rest.
What pill do I take
When my heart is depressed?
Can it suppress the pain?
Or is this just a test?

This fire is cold
Or, maybe I don't feel the burn.
Numb to the flesh
So, I am tortured
By the thoughts in my soul
My intimate emotions
My inner most secrets.
The skeletons come to life.
My memories bring suffering.

The pain was suppressed
The memories were suppressed
I haven't lost my mind or the stress.
These words leave my heart depressed

Misunderstood by everyone,
But I know I understand myself.

I lay close to the ground
Exhausted, gagged, and bound.
Life has drug me through thorns,
And beaten me mercilessly.
My hands have be grind down
So that I may not help myself.
My blood stains the floor
I screech out of agony
While these pangs deprive me
Joy and pleasure and happiness
Cannot be found within me.
For life has taken them from me.

In regards to her,
She has widened my wounds,
And poured salt inside of them.
She brings me to silence
Only my suffering can be heard.
She has conspired with life
To ensure that I live.
My torture will not be brief.
Life & love has impaled me.

Its eye opening
To see the friends
That I use to have
How people use to be.

Things are going wrong
Tho I still sing my song
At the end of the night
My foresight's gone
I can't see the light,
Stuck in a dark hole
I cant feel the path
Go straight
Don't swerve

Sit and watch slowly
As this rose blooms firmly
A color that is glowing
And petals that will show me.
The way to alleviate your pain,
And love all that remains.

Let me hand you this rose
And love you long.
Brighten your day
So I can see you display
Affection and kindness
Your love I will never miss
Because it will never leave me.

So turn to me Miss
And give me a kiss
Give me your hand
So you can understand
What I'd like to do to you.

Let us start on the bed
As I remove your pants
Then spread your legs
So I can put it in.
You scream You moan
I change the song
I turn you around
Our worlds spin now
So wet So sweet
How I love to eat
Your head goes down
You taste your treat.
We fight for the top
And roll on the floor
I hold you down
You scream for more
I dig in deep
You grind your teeth
Your toes start to curl
I touch your rose
Its wet and fertile

So let us grow, and let us go
To the ends of the earth,
But let us first
Find Love.

"PAUSE!"
Momentarily ceasing my reality.
Presenting me the opportunity
To dissect this somber situation.
Peering into a dimly lit room
I find myself sulking,
Pondering in a depressive manner.
What is my affliction?
I cannot truthfully answer this.
Tho, I am slowly
Digging this hole deeper.
Tho, I know I am alive
I ask "Have I died?"
"Play!" I say to myself
But my life is still paused.
Can I animate the corpse
I have become,
Or has this opportunity decayed?

Tonight is the night
That I show you I could do it
I prove to all you skeptics
That harmony is found
In more then music.
That when I guide
Away from success
You can still see
My shoe print

Tonight I will display
The song that is my life,
God may have
Made the melody
Tho, these lyrics I write
I hope you can feel
My heart beating
As I transcribe
The words
That control my days,
Knowing with one
Mistake my
Breath can
Be taken
Away

Have they learned?
Do they know?
The seed they reap.
Is the seed they sow.

Are the games of love,
The games the know?

Do they cause Bedlam
In hearts pure as snow?
Do they cause your pain
That lies deep inside?

Do they care,
that you cry?
That the lies they tell
Brings tears to eyes.
Can they face you
When your teary eyed?
Will they tell the truth
Or will they lie?

I strive to be that nice guy she needs.
Waiting for her to spend those summer days
And all those cold winter nights with me.
Hoping that the guys that drive her crazy
Drive her right to me
Man she's right for me  
Hopefully my wife to be
If only I knew the time, place, or the date
That she planned on giving her life to me.

Again with this feeling
Feels good right now
So once again I wont listen
To the voice in my head
Saying "Run Now"
Instead I stay
My hearts left in her hand
It feels good no longer
Again with the want
She wants me
Tho, I need Her
When she leaves me
My chest is vacant
My hearts leaves with her.
She never returns it
It somehow finds its way home
So Again I say
Why should I love Again?
But when I see her face
The Again's go away
First Love, First Day
First Time, For Everything.
Heart Breaks Again
Time Stops Again
The Darkness calls my name
The wind whispers my way
But in The end
I get over her
And Move on
Saying Never Again
Tho, We all know
It's going to happen
Again

A pictures worth a thousand words
Tho, Looking at this picture
I'm lost for words
This feeling inside me
Makes me twitch and turn
Emotions catch fire and,
Burns at my soul
Trying to devour
The strength
I so despreately,
Hold on to
My eyes bring rain
Attempting to let go
Of the pain
You left me with,
Let me return to you
All that you left me with
These pieces of the puzzle
I thought it was love
Tho, the anger wont fit.
How I hate this picture
How I hate these things
Now you know
I hate everything
That you left me with

Have they learned?
Do they know?
The seed they reap.
Is the seed they sow.

Are the games of love,
The games the know?

Do they cause Bedlam
In hearts pure as snow?
Do they cause your pain
That lies deep inside?

Do they care,
that you cry?
That the lies they tell
Brings tears to eyes.
Can they face you
When your teary eyed?
Will they tell the truth
Or will they lie?

When I see the sun I think of you,
You enlighten my mind, and brighten my day.
With no regards to time or place.
Even in my darkest days you light the way with your shining face.
When the day is gone and the night has come
Your smile is illuminated by the moon to make night like day.
Never do we fuss or fight bcuz we are forever high off life.
A life in which we're together to bring light to each other.
This happens  whenever we see or think of each other.
It is what I believe to be our love for one another.

When all noise has ceased
And the air is clear.
My mind keeps working
Incessantly spinning gears.

So let me speak
These words I hear
Let me hope
You may comprehend.
Heed my speech
Give me your ear.

This life I live
This life I love
I serve my heart
I serve my love
Take pride in fault
Proud of mistakes
Fear only God
This life he can take.

What if I never met you and we didn't share our love with each other? Would you rather throw it away or keep the pain that I embedded in your heart. How would things be if we were still together. Would our love have already dissolved or would it be as strong as the day you said "I love you." Would you say you hate me or you want to have my children. Would you cry yourself to sleep at the very thought me, or would you fall asleep in my arms. Would my face inspire a smile and bring you to your life, or dig deeper into the dark abyss that you your heart use to be.

Somewhere there's a Love Just for me
Tho, I'm starting to thinking Love Isn't for me
I'm Lost In These Thoughts Of Love
I'm Lost in this life of love
Love Has Lost Life For Me
So What is To become Of my love life to Be
Will I ever find my wife to be
That one special girl to spend her life me
My fingers run through my hair
As I stare unsatisfied into this empty air
I find love but she isn't there
I find Her but love isn't there
Is it not meant to be
I don't smell it in the air.
I see the death of my past, but my future isn't there.
How long until I find it.
I've lost my mind
Wondering if love will ever find me.
Tho, these girls don't mind me
Their hearts don't find me.
Yes, I love Them All
But I'm Lost Will Love Find Me?

At the end of the day all there is, is time.

Time wasted and time i no longer have.

Memories of times i once i had.

Reminiscing on old time.

Thinking about the good times.

But the time is now.

And this time your gone for good.

We're done for good there is no next time.

I miss the times of you and me together,

and loved the times we shared together.

Last time i thought it was forever.

This time i know to do it never.

Never again will I love full hearted,

Because half of my heart has departed.

The times we had were worth forever,

I should have known they wouldn't last forever.

My Young Love
To Young to make Love
To Me
But old enough
To be in Love with me
My heart Loves her
But Rules and regulations
Hate Us
This word Us
We Are more then they think
Us is more then they think
Lovers
Friends
We Never end
She is there at The end of Me
She's more then a friend
To me
My Young Love
Because she's younger than me

I don't know if I'm ready for that day
When the sun goes down
When darkness comes my way
I endeavor to shine
My light is faint
But still bright enough
To blind the ones who hate
My strength is a mystery to me
Why do I wake each day, Is it fate?
Am I late for my passing
Or just thinking about it too early
Words swarm out my mind
Tho, I rarely speak
So I write to pass the time

If you think your is pain great,

And your anguish is too strong.

If you think you don't have

What you need to go on.

If you think the dark

Is way past you knees,

Or you don't have the strength

To do what need.

If you think the fire in your heart

Is slowly diminishing.

Let me tell you what I know

With hopes to soothe your soul.

I know that you can do it.

I know you can go on.

I know that in the end

You'll still be standing strong.

I know the pain is bad,

But I know that you are great.

I know you won't give in

Too a little heartache.

I know that out the dark

You'll soon see the light.

You just have to stay strong

And make it through the night.