Somewhere there's a Love Just for me
Tho, I'm starting to thinking Love Isn't for me
I'm Lost In These Thoughts Of Love
I'm Lost in this life of love
Love Has Lost Life For Me
So What is To become Of my love life to Be
Will I ever find my wife to be
That one special girl to spend her life me
My fingers run through my hair
As I stare unsatisfied into this empty air
I find love but she isn't there
I find Her but love isn't there
Is it not meant to be
I don't smell it in the air.
I see the death of my past, but my future isn't there.
How long until I find it.
I've lost my mind
Wondering if love will ever find me.
Tho, these girls don't mind me
Their hearts don't find me.
Yes, I love Them All
But I'm Lost Will Love Find Me?

As the wind spins the daffodils
My head starts to fill with reflections of you
Looking at the sky, wondering if I,
A mere peasant, could come close to you
I see you as Royalty,  
My heart no longer cares for me, Only you
A velvet color bleeds upon my chest
I sense you are different from the rest
Tho, this blood sticks to my skin
Reality is it comes from, within me
You slay me, constantly causing dismay
My heat is shaped for you, As if it is formed of clay
I am loyal to your eyes, I wear a mask
You can see through my disguise, only in the day
At night animal instincts arise, my howls crack the moon
How I yearn for you, I search for you, my heart cries to you
This piece you've given me won't suffice I need all of you
Capture your beauty into my life, forever a picture last
Tho, I dream to bring Kodak to life, if only for a night
When the beast preys on the innocent ones,
When the Sun is gone and the Moon has risen
Cover me in shadows and release night from prision
Endure my afflictions I will, If your willing to wait with me
Wait with me until your realize you love me,
These hues of colors are bright, Yes happiness
Will find us, If you stay with me
Until the waters run cold
The heat from our love
Is left to keep us warm
Just stay with me as the wind spins the daffodils,
And the plot thickens. Stick with me
When all is gone because or love must go on
Even if you don't know it yet.

As the wind spins the daffodils
My head starts to fill with reflections of you
Looking at the sky, wondering if I,
A mere peasant, could come close to you
I see you as Royalty,  
My heart no longer cares for me, Only you
A velvet color bleeds upon my chest
I sense you are different from the rest
Tho, this blood sticks to my skin
Reality is it comes from, within me
You slay me, constantly causing dismay
My heat is shaped for you, As if it is formed of clay
I am loyal to your eyes, I wear a mask
You can see through my disguise, only in the day
At night animal instincts arise, my howls crack the moon
How I yearn for you, I search for you, my heart cries to you
This piece you've given me won't suffice I need all of you
Capture your beauty into my life, forever a picture last
Tho, I dream to bring Kodak to life, if only for a night
When the beast preys on the innocent ones,
When the Sun is gone and the Moon has risen
Cover me in shadows and release night from prision
Endure my afflictions I will, If your willing to wait with me
Wait with me until your realize you love me,
These hues of colors are bright, Yes happiness
Will find us, If you stay with me
Until the waters run cold
The heat from our love
Is left to keep us warm
Just stay with me as the wind spins the daffodils,
And the plot thickens. Stick with me
When all is gone because or love must go on
Even if you don't know it yet.

Looking at these pictures of you
Wondering what I should do
Keep you in my heart,
Or try my best leave you
Should I take you in as mine
Your always on my mind
These thoughts of you are dim
I try and let the light shine
So supisous of comitment
Becuase your lips seem to be forbidden
I can't conceive my life without you
Tho, our invovlement seems to be contingent
Digging for emotions, this treasure is still hidden
Confused about this life, I only know I need forgiveness
I know about this pain, and the things I have to live with
I know you and I are constant, but We as one could be inconsistent
Please tell me that you know, that real emotions remain a mystery
That I love you for who you are, but I hate we don't have history
That these words I write are real, but spoken words are synthetic
That I take these shots of pain, only to clear my vision
That if I could stop this cycle I would surely end it
That I have no choice in what I'm doing, until its finished
That when I whispered that I love you, it was a proverb to my ignorance.
That I'll never leave your heart, even when you leave my vision.

I heard that dreams were illegal
So i find that so many people,
Escape to an alternate reality
Hoping that one day,
It becomes there reality.
I heard that dreams were illegal
So I cant hope to see you
A life sentence is the right sentence
Because I'm dreaming to be with you
Contractions and convictions
Feeding at the criminal inside of me
Because I can't fight this distance .
I heard that dreams were illegal
So these sirens are at my feet
Red and Blue lights are all I see
Tho, I'm running to see you
I heard that dreams are illegal
But I'd stand in front of the judge
If the crime is to lay with you
What could I possibly say or do
As these thoughts run wild & recklessly ,
I heard that dreams were illegal ,
Time has passed wonderment of being with you
Is something I can no longer endure ,
The complexity has my mind racing
Heart beating faster each second of every minute ,
I heard that dreams were illegal,
Facts will lay were they may ,
I'm around but i can't come your way ,
Only time has been patientI've been patient with time ,
Demented as my behavior becomes more & more irrational ,
Saunteredly moving the sky becomes gray ,
I paint your face wherever my eyes lay ,
My propitate ways deny what is not pleasing to me
I heard that dreams were illegal
So that view of sunshine you see
Is affiliated with doing time
It is less than freedom
But more then slavery
So let us progress into the abyss
So when they finally disclose
The recipe for happiness
We'll know that we are free
I heard that dreams were illegal
So I hope that what I see
Is really just my reality
Tho my high hopes
Sink low when I realize
Im Dreaming,

My imagination...
Is filled with sweet fragrance
Crushed rose petals, lemon peals, plant shavings
Elated I stand with happiness on my face
As I give myself a glance of the things to take place
Visions of me drinking frequently from your private streams
Dancing in your meadows, and climbing up your trees
Digging deep into your earth,
Making mud out of Passion and dirt
Traversing your peaks and valleys
As you scream to me spiritually
Your foundation quivers
Yes your knees shakes
Time and time again
I've been to this place
Tho, the pleasure never subsides
This gold shines in the night
It takes the Sun's place
I journey from late night
To early in the day
The universe synced with my being
Celestial Lights guide my way
I explore your caves
As the stars show me the way
Love gives warmth, I give love
Let me warm your place

I Feel Like
I Complicate My Life
By Looking To The Future
For Current Insight
Yes I Do It
But I Don't Think Its Right
So At Night I Lay, Think, And I Write
I Lay Alone
Wishing I Was Next To The Girl
Who's Confused By The Poems I Write
Yes There's More Than One
But I feel This One Is Just Right
Tho, I Hesitate And Play It Safe
By Wrapping My Heart Tight
With Caution Tape
The Love Is There
However I Find It Unfair
That Cupids' Arrows
Pierce My Sides And Stay There
When I Pull They Tear
Can't Take That Pain
So I Keep Them There
Tho This Girl
Mends My Wounds
Brings Cool Air To June
You May Not See It In Her
But She See's It In Me
I See Her For What She Is To Me
What She Has The Potential To be
Potentially She Could Live With Me
Breakfast In Bed
With Sunny Side Up Eggs
Tho I Take My Steps Slowly
Afraid That She Could Burn Me
Afraid That She Could Begin To Know Me
So I Have To See If I Can Hide Me Gently
You May Not Comprehend
But I Know She Understands