hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
ever since you left
nothing has been the same
my heart is crying out
tears pouring like rain
look into my eyes
so cold and empty
now feel my pain
as I sit here
and I lay these flowers
upon your grave
Ever since you left
nothing has been the same
I miss you
I'm feeling so helpless
not knowing what to do
because in my life
you are the only one
that I ever knew (who truly knew me)
I take a little walk
trying to ease up the pain
so many memories
just floods my brain
I take a look around
just to see if you are there
the ghost of your past  
seem to follow everywhere
People pointing at me
makes me feel so out of place
I try to hide the tears
with a smile on my face
Hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
I can't shake this feeling
coming from my heart
It's ripping out my soul
and tearing me apart
The ghost of your past
seem to follow everywhere
I'm fighting a battle
with myself I'll never win
It's a sad day
such a sad way
you had to say goodbye
Oh God why
now feel my pain
hey girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
with these words
I try to capture how I feel inside
and bring to life
my universe of twilight saga to you
because if I don't
it will only get worse in time
there is so much on my mind
but I find it hard to say
what I want to say
NO What I MEAN
IS WHAT I NEED TO SAY
because it's forever in a day
my heart can't take
being without you,
my heart breaks...
I can't see you
but I know you are there
I can feel you though
because you are always here in my heart.

Time after time
I thought you would always be mine
but you be trippin
instead you be ripping my heart out
unremitting the same ole ****
constantly cheating
using me for everything you can get
so selfish, un trusting,jealous, lustful,
restless, reckless when it comes to love
why because you be loving nobody but
your mother ******* self.... There it is
and what I say is what I felt.
I have only felt this way since I met you

I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
As the blood trickles down my arm
I have become so comfortably numb
So drunk ,swallow the bitter sweet taste of love
My soul is cold, eyes are red and swollen
Down this path I follow succumb by the darkness
inside this humble heart of mine,
I'm crying!!!!
The light to my stairway is looking dim
I can hear the whispers in the wind
that told of the days long past
The spiritless singing of a lacerated heart
I'm barely clinging in this world painted much to dark
Someday God I feel so lost
Somewhere caught in between time and space
where my dreams only awaken my inner demons
I feel so ****** up and I ask myself
Is this for real  or just a fantasy
Is this a dream or reality
I can't escape was has come to be
This pain inside my veins bleed
It overfeeds my mind
I can barely breathe
Then I open up my eyes
and I see my whole life flash in front of me
WHAT HAVE I DONE?

i cant tell you what to do
i cant tell you who to choose
you can tell me this is through
but i cant bear the thought of losing you
so just speak the truth
ill rip my heart out as proof
i love the moments when we're laying in bed
and rain hits the roof
when you say my name, when im in your arms
when we're just messin around
because theres just nothing else to do
just bein me and you
but when i see them tears
i know i hurt you dear
mistakes i cant take back
but wish i could make em' disappear
and fear its a natural disaster
the faster we chase our dreams
then sorrow becomes our master
so ill master this
your the one i always miss

I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh
Baby the time is right
let's take our time
and make this night last forever
it's just me and you together
so dim the lights
I must confess
you looking like a Goddess
so hot and ****
in that Lil black lace dress
baby I just wanna taste
your cherry lips
run my fingers tips
down your back
slowly across your hips
as I'm kissing
every inch of my body
I can feel your heart beating
you are just excited and delighted
cuz baby it feels
so good and so right
the temperature is rising
I can feel the heat
two bodies intertwined
in between the sheets
caressing you is like the petals
of a beautiful flower
your body so soft
never felt so stimulating
thrilling spine tingling
keep me going for hours
til we both collapse
bodies soak and wet
in a warm ******
I never thought
making love to you
could feel so **** good
touching you in places
that you never knew
would make you feel
MMM Ahhh

staring up at the deep blue sky
reminds me of your eyes
and how i could look into them
and get lost every time.
so beautiful as on a clear day
staring up at the deep blue sky
reminds me so much of you

Your love is like a melody
singing in my heart
You are my everything girl
I keep you in my thoughts
You become a part of me
and part of me is you
Together as one we felt the pain
but we made it through
As I'm laying in your arms
I can hear your heart beat
The rhythm that it's playing
sounds so sweet
It's you n me
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you
and you finding me
baby the stars aien't as far
as they seem
if we reach out keep believing
because when you wish upon one
it's in our hearts where we hold our dreams
have you ever met somebody
not just anybody but someone
the only explanation it had to be a miracle
for what they done
because deep inside
where you kept all those emotions
and feelings tightly bound
you can feel those walls start to shatter
around your heart
as those walls come tumbling down
what you found was unimaginable just incredible
that somebody who you just met is so special
touching you with a feeling
so beautiful and unforgettable
and baby..... that was you
That sparkle in your eye
looking so sweet
knock me off my feet
when you are hugging and kissing me
ain't no other who can compete
I can't even find the words to express
what is you do to me
If the world ends
my love will live for eternity
Always forever I will be by your side
Buckle up baby because it's going to be a long ride
Tonight is the night
I want to make it right
and forever starts tonight