Everything about you is so confusing The first time I have really liked someone The first time I have been so attracted to someone The first time that I loved everything about someone In such a long time I stay up all night all day looking at your pictures thinking about our next date strategizing how I'm going to make you love me You turned me into this crazy obsessive person I think you care about me But I'm so afraid I have been hurt so many times Do you really care about getting to know me Or do you really just want to get a lay. You do cute suddle things that make me think your sentimental but only physical things. You hardly look at me and when you do it's my lips and not my eyes. So many times you seem Uninterested and your responses are so short. I think maybe your shy but you certainly don't hesitate to take my clothes off. But it's been over a month and we have not had ***. You are the one who asked me to be your girlfriend you spend so much money on me And drive really far to get me But we only see each other once a week And lately you always want to leave early usually after you get off. I still feel like I don't know you And I don't know how I'm attracted to you And I want to feel your touch But I don't want to give it all away To a boy who doesn't deserve it. I wish you didn't scare me
Your car I think is my favorite place All black Purple tinted Windows Grenade air fresheners hanging from the rest view mirror along with black jumbo fuzzy dice Radio plugged into your iPhone Playing my favorite music Because it's your favorite too... It's your favorite too. Eyes focused on the road One hand on the steering wheel The other lighting a cigarette The way you love your music the way The way you sing those songs that we both no every word too. How did you know what my favorite song was? You hardly look at me because your driving And your so careful But when you do make a quick glance I swear my heart skips a beat. And when you pull over the way you stop And just look forward and pause The way your look at me And so gently put your fingers on my chin Bring you lips close to me and pause As if to make sure it's ok And you look at me With a face I can not find the words to describe No smile or smirk just passion Just gentle tenderness and romanticism you kiss me First so softly just lips Then more passionately and assertive Then you just stop and look at me When you kiss me when you touch me It doesn't feel ***** or lustful It's something else i don't know if it's love Because I don't believe i have ever felt love before We move fast because your assertive and I love that but... I'm scared I'm so scared because I actually feel something I'm so scared Because I still know so little about you We just met But I want you It doesn't feel wrong This is different As we kiss while I'm on top of you I'm so hesitant I'm shaking But you just keep touching me Slowly at first and then faster You make me feel wanted But can I really believe that you care about me? I'm so... We have never had *** We have done "things" But I'm still a ****** to you I'm not ready But I don't think I could ever say no to you But you have never urged me too You have never mentioned it Is it just because you don't want to get me pregnant or because you know how scared I am My Pisces lover The romance and gentleness You share with me is what I need Your cute Eskimo kisses and the way you pinch my nose I feel so much more behind it I feel like you have been searching for someone to love for someone to give your every thing too just like me. But I feel like your holding back your feelings I still don't know much about you But I know there is so much inside of you locked up that no one has ever seen before But I want to see it I want to know everything about you... The scorpion fell in love with the fish My Pisces lover I could write books about you
Sometimes I just feel like a doll By sometimes I guess I mean all the time Hollow porcelain my pretty perfect hair My cute face When you see me you will fall in love And I will be as sweet and kind as I can be Then it will blow your mind And you will be lost in me At least... Until you find another pretty doll Because Thats all I know My beauty And my recorded phrases I'm boring I'm nothing inside I'm hallow Who am I I'm just a doll With a broken heart