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 Sep 2013 Jasmine Martin
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I dream of girls all the time.
Can't help it. I just do.
But, there is always this one
Guy I can't ever get out of
My mind.

He just gives me these butterflies that
Flit and flit and won't stop and
That smile he flashes me makes my
Heart thump and thump!
He makes my mind go absolutely
Nuts for him and I just
Can't stop thinking of
The way his eyes are so
Beautiful.
They're like an ocean after a storm,
And when the seaweed gets wrapped around
In the waves and makes this
Kaleidoscope of colors, that
I just can't anymore.
He has these hands- I know, weird that I mention them-
But his fingers are so long and strong, but
They're so intricate and delicate that
I can't stop imagining what
They could do
To me.

His voice is so deep and
Smooth and that laugh of his just
Cracks me up.
His smile shines so bright and
I can't ever get enough of
Him.

It's crazy,
I don't think of guys,
But the thing is--
He isn't just some guy--
He's thee guy. He's a
Handsome man that can
Run a mile in under 6 minutes and can
Actually teach me how to
Do well in math, my worst subject.
He can make me smile when I'm
Feeling down and he can even
Get the deepest, darkest
Secret out of
Me.

I wish I knew what I wanted.
 Sep 2013 Jasmine Martin
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I can't wait to
Jump in front of
You and show you how
Amazing I did on
The test you helped
Me with.

I can't wait to
Tell you how
Grateful Iam
That you were
Teaching me on
The side.

I can't wait to
Just be by you
Because you make me
Feel like I'm
Important and
That I'm loved and
Needed.

I can't wait.
 Sep 2013 Jasmine Martin
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Every day
Make someone's day.
Maybe someone will make
Yours.
Both to teach and both to learn.
So opposite these lives are one.

Oh! The beauty of it all!                                       
                                                         To increase knowledge is the goal.

“Daddy!  Look at the butterfly!”                                                      ­
                                                     Seeing the end that all must die.

Love found in a birdie’s song.                                                  
         ­                                            Knowing why, all wonder gone.

To Touch! To smell! To hear! To see!                                                            
­                                                 All innocence lost. A tragedy.

One to love, and one to lead.
The opposite may each one need.

Without the elder, youth lose the way
But without the youth, there’d be no joy
she was made up of stolen words
words meant for other girls
other more beautiful girls, more popular girls
girls that had guys write for them
about them
she would read those words
all of them
and she would dream
and she would fantasize
she would memorize
the way they rhymed or didn’t
or the way they sounded
eventually she would become these words
she would be lovely as a summers day
more beautiful than a butterflies wings
she would flow
she would rhyme
or not
one day she would be noticed
and loved
and others would read her like a book
a book they couldn’t put down
one day she would be a…
poem
she would be poetry
words that everyone read

but she would know better still
poetry, spilled ink, creative writing, free verse
i caught summer in a mason jar today

down by the atlantic shore

it was just passing by all nonchalantly

like it was supposed to be here

this time of year

but i’m too crafty for that nonsense

i took it home with me

and put it on a dusty shelf

reserved for my old first editions

one day next winter i will bring it down

from it’s dusty perch and reminisce

smelling the sunshine and sea

and i will smile again like i am today
poetry, spilled ink, creative writing, free verse
 Aug 2013 Jasmine Martin
Gwen
wild
 Aug 2013 Jasmine Martin
Gwen
trapped in a ribcage
frail and fretting and fettered
hummingbird heart beats harder and harder
your skeleton fingertips tilling the ground
combing for the catacombs
of all your past lives

look what i have done for you
teeth marks to chart your growth
black red purple sky no stars no light no
for thine is the kingdom, the dead leaf diadem
battle-ready raccoon eyes, scored and scowling
if you do not run you will be left behind.
 Aug 2013 Jasmine Martin
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I noticed a while ago.
I am subconsciously
Objectifying everyone.
And when I think about it
Objectified people
Are easier
To deal with.
I don't think this odd tendency of mine is
Natural.
In fact, I'm sure it isn't.
It's the result of a subdued conscience.
A conscience I always had.
I cared deeply for others.
I felt bad
Cried myself to sleep
For the smallest things.
An offhand insult I wasn't sure was even heard.
A chip taken from the lunch table.
An argument to be forgotten and ignored the next day.
I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I cried
Hated myself
Continuously hit myself
Cried more
And had nightmares.
As I got older
These feelings faded
But still I get these pains in the pit of my stomach.
And I remember how I was
Before I was numbed by
Objectification.
I saw people as people.
I cried because
I don't want people to feel bad.
Not because of me!
I can't think of anything worse
Than being that picture on a dartboard
That gives the incentive to
Never.
Miss.
To be hated.
Even disliked.
Thought of as trash
As I often am
I suspect.
Looks of disgust I draw
From people I care for
Who I don't want to hurt
Who constantly hurt me.
It tears me apart
And as I write this I feel tears welling up
Which they haven't done for
Years.
I began this objectification.
"That's just a dumb person."
"He's an idiot."
"Just one of those mean kids."
And I stopped caring if I hurt them
Because caring hurts.
A lot.
This was a very emotional write for me.  I don't know where it came from, but it's all true.
His books are all jammed in the closet.
With clasping arms and cautioning lips
the Crier's voice would tell me --
O love is the crooked thing.
What weight o' woe.
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
What did I know, what did I know?
But opportunity is real, and life is free.
Love strikes away the chains of fear.
It's the fire in my eyes.
That's what good for the soul,
and life is too much like a pathless wood.
Whose woods these are I think I know.
Through living roots awaken in my head.
(But near his ears, above his brains)
I don't want to go on being a root in the dark.
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
making the pathways neat.
Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow
that passes for thought.

And he likes having thought of it so well.
I am heir, and this my kingdom. Shall the royal voice be mute?

I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.
My mouth is wet, my throat is dry.
Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled.
Slowly the sounds came back again.
A fearful trill of things unknown
occasionally breaks the silence,
which is the bliss of solitude.
I want it to confirm,
but the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
to shut the other's gaze down.

If unto me all tongues were granted
to never say nay,
for still I hoped to see the stranger's face.

Oh whence do you come, my dear friend, to me?
What makes thee startle
if you have seen all this and more.
White woman with numberless dreams,
dreaming of heroes.
Ever serene and fair,
seeker of truth,
your heart is luminous.
For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths-for you the shores a-crowding.
You are violets with wind above them.
Red roses at her feet,
her voice was like the voice the stars
had when they sang together.
So shake the very Heaven on high,
lady at whose imperishable smile,
on whose forbidden ear,
with love in the loving cup.
Does it come as a surprise?

Come! vouchsafe to me what has yet been vouchsafed to none—Tell me the whole story,
"To save my lady!"
Ye bid me tell a story too,
and you may see me cry.
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
And mix her woe and tears with mine.

But that too, I am afraid,
is faulty: oh, what shall I say, how is the truth to be said?
For if it were where it is not,
to weep would do thy glory wrong.
And I watered it in fears,
and it gives me a scare,
like a heavy load.

All the world wondered:
Why, what could she have done, being what she is?

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows.
I speak the truth in soberness, and say,
“I want you to know
one thing.
In all the creeds there is hope and doubt, but of this there is no doubt:
I would dare to say,
you made me want to be a saint,
and that has made all the difference.”.
I wonder do you feel to-day,
somebody loves us all.

And one man in his time plays many parts,
and, in parting from you now,
I walk away into the night.
He shall write no more.
First attempt at a Cento.
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