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Is it destiny that has you in my life
Or is it just pure luck
I count the days we've been together
And wonder who really gives a ****
Are the stars aligned in our favor
Or is it just blind faith
That keeps us moving forward each day
Would people congratulate us
Is it really any if their concern
I feel it's better to leave it to trust
And keep the world at a distance
Watching our crosses burn
And make it worth while
To feel the power at a glance
Letting others know it is the way it is
How that happened can only be by chance
Or is it more than that
290 · Feb 2016
Words...
****, ****, ****, ****
I have such a ***** mouth
Is it wrong to be so ******?
I am questioning who I am
And what makes me tick
There is so much violence
It's not as if I'm hurting someone
But my words can offend
So I hope it doesn't make you sick
There could be other words I can choose
But I choose to stick to these ones
To describe how I'm feeling
Right now, I'm feeling despondent
And I pray my words are just that
Words...
290 · Apr 2015
In Hindsight
I come to this place of solitude
The desire is in my mind
I write something about life
Something about you
The words aren't always precise
It's just how I feel at the time
And there stands a thin line
Between what's not Tue and is
Most of my writings are true
But the feeling is different
Not the same as I felt back then
It's like I have a new pair of glasses
And can see clearly in hindsight
289 · Dec 2015
Blood Red
Hey, is this for real?
I see the moon turn blood red
In the distance a wolf cries out
Hungry, smelling the stentch of my sweat
The dead stare in my eyes
How much I am scared
Of the madning of my soul
289 · Apr 2015
The Days Are Numbered
Burning
Turning
A blast of the past
Hitting home
Almost nearly alone
Too much pressure
Driving me insane
Can't play the game
When I unlock this door
I let the demons out
Life is full of doubt

Being human
Ain't so perfect
Look into my eyes
And see the pain
I've cried about
I just want to shout
Throw a fit
How can I ever get over this?
The anger rages on
And I feel like I'm running out of time
The days are numbered
And I need to make them count for something

Show a little bit more love
Trying hard not to get frustrated and angry
Life is too short
And I have wasted a lot many hours
Trying to play the actor
Fitting everyone neatly in my own little world
289 · Dec 2015
Run It's Course
You asked me why
And I told you why
We've ran our course
Now it's time to move on
Being in love is exciting
But I know I wasn't there
I understand you were
And that's more than okay
But I was so distant
Not happy where I was
So many times I let you know
That this wasn't going to work out
But you wanted to hold on for dear life
Not letting the situation run it's course
I feel for you, hoping you can understand
That being in a relationship should mean something
But it didn't mean all that much to me
Now you're angry and I don't blame you
I practically have wasted your time
In which it could of been spent else where
Now you want to start trouble
And that's where I draw the line
I can't help the way I didn't feel for you
We were both infatuated with each other
Lust was a big issue for the most part
After getting to know you I really
Didn't like what I was seeing
There was too many things that weren't right
I'll be honest and say I felt sorry for you
But even pity had a way of biting me in the ***
You had no place to go at the time
Just moved your things into my home
And you over stayed your welcome
What is it with women moving their things
In a man's home without asking?
It doesn't serve no purpose
Especially when we are just getting
To know each other, yes, the ***
Is good but even that doesn't hold
A relationship together. Or whatever
You want to call it. I call it plain insanity
289 · May 2016
Wallow
Nobody ******* knows
The pain I'm going through
I have only told a nip
Of the ****, that's inside this head
I wish myself dead
But more than not I wish
You the pain I'm feeling
There you are so smug
Laughing like nothing is ******* wrong
Aren't you the one who have condemned me
To live a life always thinking about what you did to me?
I will forever have this image inside my mind
My heart aches to wonder why you have cursed my soul
There's not a ******* thing I can do
Except wallow in this turmoil I feel
And hope to God I don't flip the **** out
288 · Apr 2015
Hell By My Side
The day is flawed
No time for you
The answers are raw
Letting the hours slip askew

You want to be by my side
It seems like 24 seven
The day isn't saying much
Only to touch a part of heaven

I want to tell you everything is okay
But you can see the truth in my eyes
I reach for divinity in the day
Only to find hell by my side
288 · Oct 2015
Jackoff
I heard so many things
Don't know what's what
I was suppose stand by your side
But I chose to run away
And change my life all over again
I can do that now
But I choose not to
It's better to face my fears
Than to split town
Something I've done
Throughout my life
When it gets too hard
I turn out to be a *******
287 · May 2015
Forget These Days
What the ****
Get hit by a truck
That would be my luck
I feel stuck
Pass the buck
And let me die alone
In this old age home
So ****** of what I've sown
It ain't much to be shown
Take the razor to my wrist
And let the note be my final list
Of the **** I should of done
No more wishing under the sun
It has always been number one
Can't find no woman to ***
Has it always been this way
I just want to forget these days
And hope very soon I decay
287 · Apr 2015
I Can Give Love
I've been down a bumpy road
But it has only made me shine
Knowing how I must live
It's not with the taking but
How I give in life

I would like to feed the hungry
Give lots of money to the poor
I don't get hungry like the next
Guy and could take a meal to
Someone.  I don't have lots of
Money but can I can give away
Some change

I feel it's more so on how I act
Trying hard not to be selfish
Today.  A smile goes a long way
When it's directed at someone
To watch them light up is a
Good feeling

I can give love

Love for my family, love for my friends
Love for nature, and the good things in life
Having positive thoughts for others
And hoping all stays well, whether toil
And strife
287 · Mar 2015
I Am Enlightened
I see the words right in front of my face
They are calling me to write them down
But I can't put them all together
Too much information all bunched up
I calmly take a breath
And put pen to paper
I start writing
And a flood of emotions come out
I write about my life, about the past
Hoping someone can relate to me
I can see how it all fits together
I look at what I wrote
Surveying the words
They become like magic on paper
And  I am enlightened.
286 · May 2016
Treasure
Sending out a prayer to the Universe
Hoping my friend will survive cancer
He had it once before and beat it
Now it returns in full force
And wants to **** him
He's going through treatment
Very weak in his battle against it
I pray he won't give up
For he has been a treasure in my life
And in the lives of others
I pray this prayer find it's way
To the right force and cures his ails
286 · Apr 2016
Hold Back
I can't do this on my own
I need someone in my life
To tell me everything is going to be okay
To tell me everything will be alright
I have searched the world for true love
Came up empty with all of my attempts
No one wants a guy like me
I'm really hard to take at times
With all of my shortcomings
My selfishness and the like
But I'm loyal to the end
And have a big heart
My friend

Is there anyone out there
Who can change a guy like me?
I'm willing for the sacrifice
To do away with what I need
Is it all just a dream waiting to unfold
To came into form with all of it's merits?
I seem to only find the crazy ones
The ones who aren't good for me
My heart can only take so much
Than it's off to the void
To hold back the love I can give away
286 · Oct 2015
Shut The Fuck Up!
It was nothing I ******* said really
Just an excuse for you to *****
I hear what you're saying but don't mind
It's all ******* most of the time

I feel like punching you in the worse way
I can't believe you and what you say
There's no reason why you can't stop
The way down is a huge drop

I'll take you out to the shed
Show you what's inside this head
It will get ugly because I've had enough
Why can't you ever shut the **** up!
286 · Feb 2016
Break Free
This is the end
The end of my incompetence
I am just a pebble among many
Hoping all will turn out good
Though, I must give it a go
Nothing will take form if I am slothful
Wanting this and wanting that
Not working towards goals and dreams
Just staying in my own world
Isolated from the outside
Staring at four walls
Oh, how white they are
I will not go far
If I am sleeping the day away
Wishing I was doing something useful
But not creating my own destiny
The wants and desires are real
They explode within me
Which to say, they want to come to life
And soar above the atmosphere
My senses are revolutionized
And things are clear
Clearer to me than before
If only I can unlock this door
And break free from the chaos
No more incompetence
286 · Nov 2015
Creature Of Habit
Can I fuss?
Love to ******' cuss
What's my name?
Drugs have my brain
Lost my mind an hour ago
Trying to get it back
But where did I misplaced it?
It's odd and strange
Trying to get down with the beat
But I've lost my ******' way
Can't find the tune to my feet
I'm bouncing up and down
Excitement has me flying high
I've tried to leave this town
But it ain't letting me go
Too much about the night
I've heard the sounds
The wolves calling after me
There I can't see
No parts to be
Blind to this world
It hurts my guts
And there I can't fuss
Why I am so blunt?
Smoke it up
Lose the attitude
Collapsed my heart
With blood on my hands
Tortured soul becoming free
The last on the reaper's list
Slice my wrist
Take me away
I can't see
What's the ******* point?
Lost in ******* weeds
Roll one up
And smoke that tree
It doesn't affect me
I ain't going to object
Life is ******* funny
And I am a creature of habit
I clear away the debris
With a machine gun
I feel the night terrors
The animal inside of me
285 · Jan 2016
Portrait Of Life
Life,
Does it mean something?
Are we all poets?
Are we all kings,
Searching diligently for peace of mind?
285 · Sep 2015
Trying To Adjust
It's what I know,
pain and misery.
I've given it to myself,
****** myself over,
trying to be someone I'm not.
I've hurt so many,
a path of destruction in my wake.
I reach out to you,
but there is no forgiveness in your eyes,
just bitterness and hate.
I can't back down,
I want to break free,
find a better way
and live life peacefully.
But that's only a wish,
and wishing are for fools.
I've been a fool for so long,
I don't even know what's real.
I know others like to **** with me
and that's okay because they're
leaving someone else alone.

I'm ******* myself,
trying to adjust.
I can't turn back now,
in God I trust.
it might not be the way you want it
but that's just how it is.
I realize you don't like it
or you wouldn't of said anything.
You want me to act a certain way,
and are angry when I don't give in.

But here I am,
take me as I am,
or just leave me be.
I can't please everyone,
nor do I wish to.
Finding hope in something,
It's what matters today.
I don't have to put on an act,
and leave this place and run away.
I can honestly stay,
and face whatever comes my way.
If I could turn back time and change everything I said or did I wouldn't. Life today has meaning and purpose. The past has taught me a valuable lesson, that we all need each to survive. I can't do life without any help, that's why I need you to be a part of it. I need all the help I can get, that's why I firmly believe there were and still are people praying for me. I'm not alone today. I feel the presence of others' love flowing from their hearts. And most importantly, I feel the presence of God as I understand Him saving me from my own destructive self.
283 · Oct 2015
Bleed
I cut myself
so I won't cut you.
I watch myself bleed
and it hurts me
to think you got one over me
I cry myself to sleep
and let the blood drip
One more cut
One more feeling high
and I dream
of how much I want you to bleed
283 · Oct 2015
Realizing part 3 (10 w)
The more humble I am, the more Godlike I become.
282 · Apr 2016
With Love And Adoration
Once, I kissed you forever
Meant it from my heart
Now things have changed
I don't want to part
And leave you stranded
In the middle of life's ocean
Can we remain friends forever
What are the odds
Can we play these games
And kiss each other goodnight
From across the way
I put a ring on your finger
You were lost for words
Said yes to a life together
Now things aren't the same
And I have left the nest
Wouldn't it be nice if we
Remained at our best
And stared into each other eyes
With love and adoration
282 · May 2015
Happy Medium
The beauty lies within
And seemingly outside the realm
Of unexpected experiences
It is there I find hope
A better way of life
By looking back into my past
And realizing it wasn't worth it
But sometimes it was a happy
Medium to a place I like to call darkness
282 · Feb 2016
Empty Hands
I've played a ******* front
Wanting to exercise my wants
Hoping to get it all
But it's a ******* waste
Never did that happen
And I was left with empty hands
Nothing ever comes ******* free
There's always a catch
I've dissolved into the deep
Withering away like a rose
Only the people close to me
Have seen this truth
They know
I'm a phony in a conceptual sense
No love inside this ******* heart of mine
I believe I just ain't ******* right
Nothing good ever comes to light
****! What's the hold up
I try to do what's sane
But it seems like a lost cause
Too many people don't really ******* care
They're out there causing ******* pain
They don't care if I stay alive
They would rather tell me to go to hell
But I brought it all upon myself
If I don't do what's right
How is anyone going to believe me
They wouldn't
And I don't blame them
Once again I became ****** up
Didn't want to but nobody held a ******* gun to my head
I was asked if I wanted a mix drink
And I said sure why not
Why the **** do I relapse all the time?
Something is stopping me moving forward
And making a good life for myself
I forget how much I drank to be honest
I ******* drank a lot
Then to add on top of it I just took my afternoon psyche meds
Anyway, I blacked out later on through the day
I came to with my next door neighbor ******* my ****
I didn't ask him to do that
I pushed him aside and grabbed my cds and ran outside
I went to my place and passed out again
Now all these ******* emotions are coming to the surface
I want to run away and forget it all
I want to drink over this so badly but I know I can't
Once again alcohol has left a bad memory in my heart
If only I didn't go over to his place
If only I didn't drink way too much
Now I can see the child within myself
Crying to find some ******* closure
Asking my older brother why
Asking my next door neighbor why
Now it's all falling to pieces
I can let it take me
But I am going to ******* survive
I'm not going to let it beat me
No, I am going to ******* beat this
And come out on the other side a better man
This happened to me recently, and I am still trying to process it. It brought back bad memories of my older brother molesting me when I was eight years old.
281 · Dec 2014
The Beast Within
Is it that I am a freak, a ******* fool to believe-
That I can control the future in any way. Whisk-
Me away and don't let the pain ***** my heart.
I want to destroy the past, tear down the walls-
That have stopped my progress on this path.
Seeking what is right but I fall short, down the-
Rabbit hole I go, seeking the reaper to let me know-
What the **** am I fighting for?  It's like he holds-
The keys, to the man I was to be, and there is no-
Escape from the hell I put myself through.

Now the beast comes out, looking to ******* ****-
The shackles that's bringing me down, break free-
From the darkness inside of me, the animal that's-
Trying to come out and make things worse than-
What they ought to be. I fight, I curse, I want it to-
Hurt, and I want you to hurt with me. What a-
******* fool I truly am, to believe that I can-
Sneak away, slither away, like a snake upon the-
Desert floor, letting the beauty in my life just-
Slip away, all because of the beast within.
281 · Mar 2016
No Longer Torn
What makes sense anymore?
I can't find my way back home
I've been down that corridor
Been feeling afraid and alone

I look up to the heavens
The blanket of stars wink at me
I have wished for the end
But there's always hope I can see

Down this road of possible dreams
The sky is the limit
I seem to elevate above gravity
And make what's not a reality

There is a beckoning calling from amongst the wind
The old will pass away and the new will begin

Watch my life unfold
Watch it take form
Being afraid
And having loneliness
They both fade
And I'm no longer torn
281 · Mar 2015
Out In The Cold
I couldn't help but to say goodbye
It was time for us to part
I went about it the wrong way
I know I left a hate I can't cure

It just made me a ****
To fall for someone else
Thinking I could find happiness
By leaving you behind

I left you out in the cold
Not knowing what would become of you
Karma got me back
Cause my life wasn't the same

It was wrong of me
So very wrong of me
I dreamed about you
Only to wake without your touch

Love lost and love unfound
I wasn't mature enough
An ******* to the extreme
I ended up empty handed

No love for me
Would it of ever happen with us?
I can't answer that question now
Cause I ******* left you out in the cold
280 · Apr 2016
Playing God
Doesn't everyone know
That I am the canter
Of the universe
And people ought to bow
Down to my every
Whim
Some days I feel this way, which is wrong and a problem I've been
Working on. It's hard not to have this mentality.
I have come to realize that suffering and pain go hand in hand
The struggle is to make life as comfortable as can be
There is truth in finding a passage to honesty
And connect to hope that life really isn't a veil of tears
279 · Dec 2016
Right Direction
Take this anger
Take this rage
It's been pent up
Like a ******* tidal wave
Let it all ******* go
This world of chaos that's mine
For i have been insane
Lost in a world of ****
No course of happiness
Nothing remotely like it
Only stuck in my own grime
Let it all ******* go
And let the joy finally shine
Use everything negative
Turn it around for the better
Make a new ******* course
One of peace and kindness
Looking toward a new future
One that will enlightened others
And set others on a new footing
While I myself learn the right direction
279 · Mar 2015
Hollow Life
It came to my attention
How much hard life can be
When I was very young
It was hard to see
All I wanted was to be older
Now that I am older
I want to be younger again
I would of done things differently
I would of enjoyed life better
I would of said better things
Made life simpler
I would of listened better
And done the right things
Instead, I chose the wrong path
Went my separate way
Ended up in trouble
Addicted to so many things

I chose to change my ways
Get a better perspected on life
Change my attitude and outlook
Show others I'm a different man
I no longer want to go back
To the place where I was
It was a dark place
Filled with hate
No love in me
Not for anyone
Now I do really care
For my friends and family
There was a time
When they didn't want
Anything to do with me
Changing is so much wiser
Than living a hallow life
279 · Jan 2016
Nothing I Lack
The will is hard to overcome
The many desires on my mind
I feel out of place, undone
So many selfish acts in place
I cry out to God for some peace
But then in the same instance
I turn away from his grace
Why am I a yo-yo
Can't seem to stand my ground
There is a lot to show
Wonders of his work
Having a mind that is sound
I try so hard to trust
But my faith is weak
I've asked myself if I've had enough
Enough of life so bleak
I turn away from the darkness
And run after the light
The enemy turns away
As I fall to my knees and pray
I cry out to God for him to rescue me
He answers with a firm yes
And all precious things I can see
The road is bumpy and full of cracks
But with the Lord there is nothing I lack
278 · Mar 2016
Death Came Unto Me
I see the darkness rolling in
The sky looks mirky and bleak
In the distance i see death
Holding a scicle made of steel
He points his finger at me
Wanting me to come to him
I slowly take a step
My legs are like jello
I hear my heart beating fast in my ear
Maybe he just wants to say hello
And make things all so clear
I make the journey to him
And he held out his hand
What I saw was my life flash before me
Like a bolt of lightning my mind crackled
And the screeching sound was piercing
Causing blood to seep out of my ear
I fell to the ground screaming "why!?"
And death hissed from his lips
Saying, "you're not so better than anyone else."
I cried, "what can I do?"  And death replied,
"Go,  and live your life right."
278 · Feb 2016
The Real Me
The real me is a long way off, I've spent countless vain attempts to prove myself was macho or hero but honestly I was just saying to the world poor little me. I want your ******* sympathy for the way my life is, the only thing wrong with that is I caused all my ******* problems. There wasn't a day in the past that went by I was causing mayhem and destroying people's lives, making them believe I'm sobody when in reality I was just trying to hold on for dear life. I ended up almost homeless, not to mention the heartache I caused my mother, wondering if I was okay. She was dying of cancer and all she was concerned about if there was anything she could do to help me. Talk about unconditional love. Though I was an extremely selfish person, all I cared about was how I was going to get drunk. I have wasted so many years away that one more debauchel could finally be my ruin. I wish I could go back and fix my mistakes but I can't and that's the brutal truth. The idea that I can ever return to those times and change the things that happened has to be abandoned, the only hope I have is that I don't repeat the misery and havoc I caused, that in me there is a chance for survival and victory over this disease. I'm not saying I have been sober for years upon end, nor even a month if I want to be honest about it. But what I do hope is that I can live a life without hurting others, including myself. That I can finally grow the **** up and be the man God sees me as, not a coward trying to escape from life and causing misfortune along my way. That I can finally be the real me, without any additives.
We sit so quietly
Looking at the t.v.
Listening to music on there
Letting the melodies ryhme
Why don't we have nothing to say?
Are we that insecure?
I'm too old to play games
That much I know for sure
It's a warm beautiful morning
And we're stuck inside
It rained the night before
So the ground is quite wet
We sit on uncomfortable furniture
And let the time pass by
Oh, how slow it is going
Because we have nothing to say
I like it when it is quiet
But this is too quiet that it is piercing
I wish I had something to talk about
But it's best to shut my mouth
And continue to listen to this music
278 · Mar 2015
I'm Not Prepared To Stay
I can't cure the world
If I could I would
But it just isn't so
There are so many "shoulds"

I see the pain in your eyes
And I want to take it away
But I need to let you go
And live my life today

You was once a part of me
And I was a part of you
We traveled this road endlessly
And had all the time to be true

Now the feelings have strayed
And I'm so much hurting inside
But what is best for each other
Might take a lifetime to figure out
And I'm not prepared to stay
Putting us through misery
278 · Jan 2016
Is That All There Is?
What is the meaning of life?
Is it to love and be loved
Would that be all there is?
To have a house and a nice car
Three little hellions roaming around
A beautiful wife with beautiful hair
And eyes that sparkle throughout the night
You pump weights and are a vegetarian
She fixes herself up to make you
And everyone notice her
To say how beautiful she looks
And your kids are well behaved
Good years lies ahead

Is that all there is?

I feel purpose have to be involved
If that's one's purpose then have at it
I've experienced all the wrong things
And yet I pray it will help others out
What am I praying to?
Is there a God that hears me
A personal creator who will help me
Through my own experience I have to say yes
He wants me to choose his will
And love him as he loves me
But through my excursions through life
I really don't know what love is
I feel it's putting others first instead of myself
But I tend to be extremely selfish
Can I escape the trap
The one that has me wrapped up in myself?
Can I put my energies to do God's will
And not my own?
All these questions are good to ask
But what am I doing about that?
278 · Jun 2015
Final Destination
The power has died, nothing left in me.
No words to come by, hardly can't accept what I see.
What's the sins I have held onto, the loneliness is where I'll be?
For into the void of a heartless soul, the sun seems not to shine on me. I can't escape what I'm feeling, hell is a place I've created in my
Surroundings, and the final destination is a ****** up world.
277 · Oct 2015
Realizing part 4 (10 w)
The more Godlike I am, the more attuned I become.
277 · Feb 2016
In Every Way
There isn't much to say
I have used up all the words
I give up on the ******* day
And the happiness I once heard
Playing games with my life
It's no wonder I can't find peace
Going along with this strife
It's hard for God to rescue me
Sometimes I don't want to be saved
At other times I need to take a reality check
It's hard just to get away
And realize I'm not playing with a full deck
I have tossed money aside
Trying to play the big shot
I don't know how to get by
Too many chemicals I have bought
I stare at my reflection
Hoping all will be better the following day
And then I realize my objection
To find oblivion in every way
It isn't no surprise
That I am  confined
To live in a life
Of misery
I have to break
The chains that bind
And find
The beauty in the sky
Heaven knows why
I play victims to all
Of the lies
276 · Apr 2016
Wretched Soul
The days are ******* ridiculeous
I feel like ******* dying
So much hurt and pain filled in one day
I ******* can't stand it
Do I keep this assinine smile up
Knowing full well it's fake?
I can' t take much more of this *******
It's all phony to begin with
I'm hurting here
But nobody is paying no mind
Can I find someone sincere
Or is it just lies
And no one really cares
They ******* say they do
But it's hard to believe
Give them a moment
And they disappear
Out the door they go
Like rabbits in a field
******* gone and it's hard
To get a word in
No, suicide is looking pretty good
So ******* good it's unreal
Take away this feeling
I want not to feel
Maybe numbing the pain is the answer
But that's the cowardly way out
I want to just to die
And be rid of it all
Is there anything worth living for
Any hope that can save this wretched soul?
275 · Oct 2015
Realizing part 5 (10 w)
The more attuned I am, the more love I have.
275 · Apr 2016
Cry With You
Feeling like you
It's all good
And then it's not
Want to help as best as I can
But I know that's few and far between
You are crying out loud
Your hands are stretched out
Wanting to be rescued
Saved from the peril that has
A hold of your heart
And then I hear a faint sound
Like a mouse on the floor
It's piercing my soul
But I have no answers to give
I can't figure out the riddle
All I can do is give you my shoulder
And let you cry
All I can do
Is cry with you
274 · May 2016
Reigning Forever
Demons have my lot
How wrong can it be?
My tortured soul casted out
Down into the pit of hell
Will you find my heart
Blackest as blackest can be
Death I summon with a voice
The howling of the cold winds
Marks a pathway into the abyss
And there I shall reign forever
274 · Apr 2016
No Use
Through with me?
I wish I can awake
**** sins anyway
Punished to eternity
Falling farther down
Into the depth of hell
I can't seem to escape
What the **** am I doing?
Nothing is making any sense
I cry out for an answer
Only my identity gets ****** up
No one to trust
What the use anyhow
**** it all!
274 · Feb 2015
Demons Have My Lot
It's just another day.
a life filled with glum.
I search for the way,
no shine from the sun.
Ask and it will be done,
no fuss from everyone.
How important is it really,
when there is no fun?
The darkness has it's grip-
on the souls that are lost,
trying to fill the void-
at what expense and cost.
There seems like no hope,
just another soul been bought.
Can't find the right choice,
demons have my lot.
273 · Dec 2014
The Furnace
The negativity tries to show it's ugly head,
the hatred swells up inside.
Wishing chaos would go away,
lugging around the contempt in my mind.

Neglecting what is right,
disregarding what is true.
Hoping light will dance within,
and rescue the soul from the abyss.

Image a furnace in your mind,
hot coals full of peace.
Put the emotions of negativity in there,
once and for all get rid of the disease.

Unblocking the hatred inside,
the thoughts are now at ease.
Channeling goodness in my mind,
once and for all get rid of the disease.
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