I don't know what's worth fighting for
It seems like forever and a day I smiled
But I really like to wear this frown
Too much darkness that brings me down
How I do like to revel in the ****
Can't ever seem to forget it
It just makes me ******* smarter
How much this world *****
So many ******* hate me
And it really is what makes me smile
Letting them know I will see it through
******* *******, ain't worth my time
So what the **** am I suppose to do
Is the sun ever going ******* shine
Or am I stuck in this ******* glue
So much pain in my mind
That I want to ******* sue
Kiss my ***, *******
And ******* too
Let them ******* hate me
Because I got them over a barrel
And just because I'm blue
And write about this and that
Mainly how much I want to change
And be a ******* better man today
But it just seems it ain't going that way
I try to ******* behave, but what the hey
The temptations gets to me
So sometimes it's too late
To  watch ******* bleed
They don't know what it's like
To be a ******* like me

Seeing you kiss that guy
Made me so hateful inside
I just wanted to ****
Say goodbye to my will
Was we ever true to each other
I thought we weren't like that
Now it's a matter of time
That I will end up in jail
**** that, **** him and you
Turn the gun on myself
I can't take it anymore
Wishing you were someone else
A woman who wouldn't ******* cheat
But now I'm here beating my meat
And thinking so hard about slicing your throat
Where did I go wrong
Was I ever good enough for you
You should of let me go
Now you're ******* dead
And there is nothing more for me to do
Then take in this pain
And blow out my ******* brains

I can't ******* understand others
I wish I had clarity from my brothers
No, one works in the automobile field
The other is a preacher full of zeal
Wants to save everyone he can see
But they don't want any parts of me

I look at cars passing by
All the hustle and bustle
I am not one who drives
My past is such a trustle
Digging a hole for future events
I'm the one who likes to ******* vent
And all this mechanics can **** ******* ****
Too many ******* around here that take stock
They like to blow **** up your pants
Burn the wheels and let's all dance

I'm not one to believe your belief
I have my own ******* values
They may not be what you'll have me to be
And what I say is, "*******!"
I"ve gone down that road before
And it didn't make any sense
Got ******* baptized caused I was confused
Out there in a world I ******* spent
Now I want blood, it's what I dream of
So many ******* I hate their god
It ain't worth trying to preach to me
I've seen it all on both sides of the ******* fence

I see the glow in your eyes
Oh, how they do shine
It seems like you can see right through me
So many things I want to say to you freely
My tongue is ******* so tightly
It seems like I can't speak
And being around you makes me nervous
If only I could say how I feel about you
It would make these days so much better
But my lips are like they are sealed
Forever shut in it's place
I need encouragement to talk
If only you would take my hand
But it seems like I'm at a lonely walk
I wish you could understand
That I do wish we were together
It would make these days so much better
I would kiss you gently on your lips
let you know everything will be okay
The time we will spend together will light up
And there will be magic in our days
If only I could say one word to you
If only I could say hello

I've been a slave to your misery
So many things I want say to you
I hope you can see it's not that bad
But whatever I say isn't getting through
You have a roof over your head
And food to eat, you can pull down
Your pants and take a **** in peace
You have toilet paper to wipe your ***
Little things exactly like that.
Walking outside and feel a warm breeze
The sensation allows you to be
A part of the air
Seeing birds flying high upstairs
Touching the heavens with their wings
Knowing these moments won't come back
Little things exactly like that
Sitting down and looking at the raging river
Flowing from side to the other
Fish jumping and splashing around
Everything is on track
Little things exactly like that
Holding your daughter's hand
Soaking in the beauty on her face
The smile that comes across her lips
That everything feels at place
Knowing peace is so elusive
But right now there it is
Taking a hold of you
And making little more things
To be thankful for

Inside I'm weary
tired of all the *******
I can't see clearly
A lot of things don't makes sense

Why do I have to ******* complain?
It would be easier for me to shut my mouth
Is it me going ******* insane
Or the world trying to stop my mouth?

So much misery out there
I have it good to think about it
Do people really care
Or is it a sign to **** the innocent?

I struggle with happiness
I want it all from the start
Doesn't everyone deserves it
Or is it just a role to play the part

The day crashes over me
And I stare into the sun
I clearly can see
What I have become

It doesn't take a rocket scientist
To see I'm alone with my thoughts
Trying hard to expel the darkness
I've went through rounds when I fought

My life has become a blank slate
All I have is words on my mind
I have wondered how well I rate
But looking back I've lost ******* time

Take this pain of mine
I don't want it anymore
It's hard to find
The answers at the door

I knock but no one opens it
It's like I'm left in the ******* lurch
How can anyone take this *******
And like we're born to die from birth

I try to let loose the hate
And find a positive way
But sometimes it's just too late
And ******* are about to pay

I speak from the heart
It's all I got
An egnima from the start
Been saved, been bought

Which road to take
I've chosen a lot
Can't find a ******* break
Craziness is the new hot

The choice has always been mine
No one else's are involved in this cosmos
I mold the experience I've felt inside
And it bursts upon the scene with a boast